oh no my pornography is turning into an angst-filled character study
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oh no my pornography is turning into an angst-filled character study
Oh no my angst-filled character study is turning into pornography

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L/light is the funniest fucking pairing in the world bc it is so embarrassing for both of them like light is gripping the bathroom sink & crying like ‘he’s not even cute i don’t even like all his weird bullshit and cutting remarks and genius deductions and the way he knows me better than myself i’m straight i am straight’ meanwhile L meets a hot guy who is kind of obsessed with him and can keep up with his mind games and he’s just like shrug. he’s PROBABLY a serial killer but literally what else am i doing
it's abouttttttttt how misa defines herself as someone who is in love with light and how the narrative goes out of its way to superficially agree with her (htr describes her as "the second kira who loves light" like it's her defining personality trait other than the mass murder) but also she definitely does not love him. she has like two panels max "justifying" why she likes light and both of them are the most weak "he's cute and perfect" justifications i've ever seen. misa amane i love you i love that there is a hole where your heart should be after your parents' deaths ripped it out of you. you can try to refill it all you like but you're never getting it back
#im going through drafts this was good. i like her a lot . okay#misa amane#death note#it's so fucking fascinating to me the whole definition of her self thing#like when L and rem go 'oh you like light' shes like CONGRATULATIONS#YOU HAVE PERCEIVED THE ENTIRE EXTENT OF MY CHARACTER#she actually HAS personality traits other than being in love with light! shes impulsive! she has 0 regard for human life inc. her own!#she's extremely good at improv and acting! she's competitive! she's petty as fuck!#but she deliberately flattens herself to a caricature#and in the second arc that comes back to bite her because she loses all her memories#and all thats left is a shell of whoever she was trying to be#and she's not HAPPY! because she never WAS happy!#but now she doesn't even remember why she wanted to be this way in the first place!#MISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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#AAAAAAAAAA #she IS good at acting i hate when people say she isn’t just because they assume she’s stupid #thank you for saying this fuck yes #god. honestly that is one way misa & light match each other well #in their Desperation to hide all the shitty ugly little parts of themself away to fit their perfect image #the kind of person who they Want to be. never who they really are #i so deeply wish to see the misa that she works so hard to hide. the quiet angry grieving one kills without care bc the world #is empty to her anyways #what’s she like when that mask is off? or has she welded it to her face so tightly that nobody will ever really be able to know? #where’s the misa who can’t sleep at night. who buries herself equally in cute sweet things and the blood and gore of strangers just to hide #from a world she doesn’t think she belongs in anymore anyway #where’s the misa who stares with dead eyes at the wall when she receives genuine affection. same practiced smile but she falters the eyes #for just a second #when she meets her fans does she know who the stalkers are? does she speak sweetly kindly to them anyway? #when she lies in bed alone for six years waiting on a man to use her and give her life meaning #what does she tell herself to make it all worth it? #what does she stifle to be the girl everyone expects her to be? stupid cheery excited #i can’t stop thinking about the fact that she never remembers at the end. she never regains her memories of the DN #guys she fucking FORGETS REM. SHE NEVER REMEMBERS #AAUAUUAUAUAUUUGHF
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HMMMM
Chapter 1 vs. Chapter 104
so naturally i decided to cause myself more pain.
these two panels actually really interest me because of the use of light’s shadow. at the beginning, there’s a distance between him and his shadow—and a distance between his mindset and the mindset of “kira”. by the end, light and “kira” have really and truly become one and the same, and in this shot of him, he’s completely within his shadow… even though it’s turned into something bigger than himself.
Are you all going to come online and play perverts or what
I love near. Light just got back from winning an extended elaborate homoerotic cat and mouse mental chess match with a guy who was fucking obsessed with him and suddenly this little pajama sam bastard with a shit eating grin rolls up out of fucking nowhere and Light's like "ah, a new rival, an equal opponent, surely he will also be enamored with me and my genius" and near's just like "hi im here to solve the case but on a personal level i couldn't give less of a shit about you if i tried lol"
I think the source of the comedy draws from the fact that even when Light isnt fucking trying everyone seems to adore him, even when he's not even good at acting like he likes them or cares about the anything happening?? Everyone is falling over themselves over him. Even as Kira, people are generally sitting around going "well maybe he's got a point" or "hes clearly a genius" or "i can at least respect his style." but near is basically the only character in the entire series who Light's charm does not work on, absolute fucking No Sell. He does not understand and he does not care. Near's feelings towards Light is pm "I've had enough of this dude" and nothing else. What a fucking icon
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today the last celebrity died in captivity
i mean obviously those people should die. but not by my hand. i wouldn't pull all that off. they should still die though
crying together guys
I was sketching and made a catboy bb :)
Light (breaking out of an intense stressed internal monologue): jesus FUCK that man looks like my dead wife

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…but at what cost…
Not enough people talk about how tragic Death Note is from Matsuda’s perspective. He was naive and got picked on countless times, but still risked his life over and over for the case(esp in the manga). And yet, practically everyone he looked up to ended up dying. And imo he saw Light as a brother considering Chief Yagami was like a father figure to him, so Light being Kira was especially hard on him. I could go on and on but you get the idea 😭
It's often noted, in discussions of the Death Note anime, that it's much weaker than the manga in its rendition of post-timeskip events partly for pacing reasons: the pre-timeskip parts of the anime adapt ~6.5 manga-volumes in 25 episodes, while the post-timeskip parts adapt ~5.5 in 12 episodes, so a lot more important detail-work is lost and the whole thing ends up feeling kind of perfunctory.
Much less often noted as far as I've seen, but nonetheless also true, is that the Death Note anime removes some important characterization-nuance from Light, starting right near the beginning, whose presence elevates the manga to be substantially better than the anime even before the time-skip.
In particular: the Death Note manga is, at its core, a tragedy in classic "character who has everything falls into ruin due to a fatal personal flaw" style. Light is a brilliant student who, in the future ahead of him, has the potential to do practically whatever he wants. He's driven to ruin by the fatal flaw of unwillingness to admit, either to others or to himself, when he's made a mistake. This flaw is an essential piece of his characterization, in the manga. And the anime pretty much entirely skips over it.
As portrayed in the manga, Light's decision to become Kira—which ultimately leads to his downfall—is made in the following way. First, he finds the Death Note, and is led by morbid curiosity to write a name in it, killing someone. Then, still not really believing it, he kills a second person too. At which point it hits him that he's killed two people. And at that point, after a viscerally-horrified breakdown about what he's done, the inability to admit mistakes kicks in, and he proceeds to rewrite his own value-system such that it yields the result that killing those people was actually okay, and in fact morally good. Because the alternative would be for him to acknowledge himself as having made a terrible mistake, and that, more than anything else, is something he's unwilling to do if he can see any other option at all. And then, having convinced himself that those two murders were good, he proceeds to reason that, if they were good, then doing more like them is good; and thus he becomes Kira, leading eventually, far down the line, to his ruin. The anime, by contrast, substantially deemphasizes this flaw of his, portraying him as much more calmly put-together through that series of events and thus making him come across as having been tempted in becoming-Kira-ward directions all along.
Similarly, in the anime, when Light leaks a bunch of information to L about his identity by using non-public information acquired via police channels, he declares that actually this was deliberate as a means of baiting L out so he can kill him, and the anime presents this declaration pretty uncritically. The manga, by contrast, presents it as an extension of that same character-flaw: Light is unwilling to admit to having actually just straightforwardly messed up, and therefore makes up a new plan to view himself to have been following-all-along, thus leading him to take more risks in his game against L going forward and thus, once again, helping him along the path to ruin.
Et cetera.
Compared with the manga, then, the anime's version of Light's characterization ends up less interesting. And, moreover, it introduces a plot hole, when the Yotsuba arc comes around! It makes it much less clear why an amnesiac Light would be so straightforwardly aligned against Kira. In the manga, this is pretty clear: a Light who never killed anyone wouldn't have rewritten his values to consider killing people to be good, and therefore would look at Kira as straightforwardly evil. And, in fact, his amnesiac self has trouble taking the possibility of his having been Kira previously, even as the evidence starts building up, because becoming Kira would be a mistake according to his value-system of the moment, and this leaves him having a very hard time contemplating the possibility of its having in fact happened! Whereas the anime, by deemphasizing Light's big flaw, makes his amnesiac-self's differences from the way he is for most of the story up to that point come across as much more out-of-nowhere, much less narratively well-founded.
So, overall, the people who talk about the Death Note manga as superior to the anime specifically post-timeskip strike me as somewhat understating things. The manga is superior to the anime pre-timeskip, too, via that extra layer of characterization and a resulting improvement both in character-interestingness and in plot-coherence. And thus I consider the manga to be very much the definitive version of Death Note from start to finish, despite the anime's relatively-higher popularity.