Crossed my first goal weight. I’m so happy. Just 14 more lbs and I’ll be perfect.

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Crossed my first goal weight. I’m so happy. Just 14 more lbs and I’ll be perfect.

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I want to die. I dead ass want to die. I have nothing and no one to live for anymore. The parents hate me. The loml hates me because of parents. They want to literally marry me off to the highest bidder of their choosing and I just want to die.
Yesterday was bad in terms of food again. Really bad. I gained. Fml.
Days calorie count - 200cal
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Breakfast
1 milo (90cal)
Lunch
Some rice and 1 chicken thigh (75cal)
*purged*
Dinner
Snacks
6 small marshmallows
*purged*
Day total - 165cal
Calories burnt - 25cal
Fingers drag over lips, tasting hot, red mercury.
Fingernails cling for grip on collarbones and jawlines
as sanity slips off the cliffs edge. Two bodies colliding
but not like asteroids or pieces in a jigsaw puzzle.
The world doesn’t care about these two entwined.
Bruised lips pull together there is no spark of electricity
just soft sounds of agreement. Marking territory with
bites and scars. Two chests pressed together so hard
with their hearts beating manically, out of time and rushed.
They will leave in the morning and the world will not know
of the rushed night they shared, of the blood that
flowed of the words that were said. Like it never existed.
u have to sit on some soft grass or, a mattress in the sun sometimes to give your shadow a soft place to rest. she’s always on that pavement.. cement.. floorboards.. it’s not good for her
I want everyone 2 know I was on lethal amounts of Benadryl when I made this post.
okay but you were right

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Yesterday was a brilliant day but bad in terms of calorie counting. Somehow still lost a pound so that’s good. Must be the three hours of mind blowing sex 🤭
Back on target
Day calorie count (max) - 150
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Breakfast ❌
Lunch
1/4 (small) plate mutton biryani with 2tsp pickled lemon (68cal)
*Lunch was purged*
Dinner
1 bowl Pasta with chicken and dil sauce (300cal)
*Dinner was purged*
Snacks
4 Marshmallow bites (50cal)
Day total - 418cal
Calories burnt - 250cal
Day calorie count (max) - 200cal
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Breakfast ❌
Lunch
1/2 Small baked chicken strudel (23cal), 3 one inch long thin strips of homemade chicken jalfrezi with 3 tiny bites of naan (22cal)
Dinner
Fist size amount of rice, 1 small piece chicken, 1/3 a chapati, 1.5 samosa (167cal)
Snacks
1 small strawberry (2cal) ,black coffee (0cal), half an orange (31cal)
Day total - 215 cal
*Dinner was entirely purged*
Obviously I overate today so to fuck it up I am high af aswell. Hopefully I won’t eat and just pass out
If I knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of “here's your keys”
The last thing I'd say would be “I love you”
- Meg & Dia
Regrets
As much as my life is better because of meeting you and everything that happened between us, there are always regrets. I regret not respecting your wishes; not walking away when you asked me to. I regret hurting you. I regret the mistakes I made, so grievous we haven’t been on speaking terms in years. I regret never talking to you about working together to make graphic novels. I regret how I behaved when I was broken and my world fell apart. I regret not being a part of your life right now. You know what I’ve never regretted? Telling you I love you. I just wish I’d been braver and stronger in actually giving you that love.

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Amidst The Broken Bits
The walls called out
and their cries echoed off the ceiling
then crashed down upon my skull.
It shattered
like a christmas-tree ornament.
Scattered shards of potential ingenuity
flew like dead doves
that bled blue and silver juices
which stained my life
like ink-soaked fingernail scratches
on white drapes.
We looked at each other.
I memorized the creases in your forehead
and you traced over the tattoos on my back.
But when morning came
and The Sun reached Its Heavenly Hand through your window
you forgot about me.
Done traded me in, "lickety splickety",
for a sip of some other poison.
So I sat here by myself
amidst the broken bits
of my good-for-nothing skull
contemplating your offer
to purchase a pair of government-issued boots
one saying “FREEDOM”
and the other, “POSSIBILITY”
because nobody ever really falls in love
with a barefoot bastard.
i still remember whispered confessions
on broken rooftops
looking for a right answer
in your worn out pockets
you told me maybe
if i cared less
you'd love me more
started from the bottom and i was somehow able to get lower
🙂🙂🙂
I have two moods:
constant panic and worrying about every little detail
yolo

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Day calorie count (max) - 150 cal
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Breakfast ❌
Lunch
3 medium strawberries (12cal), 1 small bite of lunch (approx 15cal)
Dinner
3 full tbsp worth of Lentil curry and white rice(64cal) and 3 tsp of vanilla Icecream (42cal)
Snacks
2 small bites of a sugar cookie (18cal), 5 small ABC jellies (33cal), 2strawberries (8cal)
Day Total - 192cal
Calories burnt - 44cal
“Second chances are scarier than first chances, because the second time you know how much you’re risking.”
— A.Y. ( i don’t think she’ll ever give me a second chance )