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i’m female, 20, 168cm (5’ 6.5), bmi 23.4 (👎🏼)

i’m using this account as a w31ght l0$$ diary to keep track of my thoughts and progress :)

⚠️trigger warning: i might post some negative talk at times since i see this as my safe space to let out frustrations and just rant. if you’d rather stay away from that kind of thing, please don’t report and just block me pls! all bodies are beautiful but im not happy with mine and i want to vent my frustrations here ♡

stats:

sw: 71.25kg 🐷 (18.04.2025)

gw1: 68kg (06.05.2025)

gw2: 65kg (19.08.2025)

gw3: 64kg (healthy bmi) (09.09.2025)

cw: 63kg 🌟 (24.09.2025)

gw4: 62kg

gw5: 61.25kg (officially lost 10kg)

gw6: 60kg

gw7: 58kg

gw8: 55kg

ugw: 52kg (classified as ‘underweight’, according to bmi)

my main motivation is to just be happy and confident in my body again. i used to have people tell me all the time that they wished their body was like mine but ive honestly let myself go and it sucks so bad. i didn’t realise that i had weight blindness either until a couple days ago when i saw myself in a video and i looked f*ing massive. i also get super jealous of other skinny girls and i want to stop feeling insane lol