god and jesus laughing at me struggling

puppy dog eyes

I honestly love this scene so much?????? Like for the entire first half of the movie we’ve been watching him become so at ease and open around Rey, but here he’s suddenly closed off. There’s no expression on his face, his eyes are dead, all that emotion we were starting too see is gone. He’s trying to seperate himself from Rey and from that ‘good’ side of himself because he KNOWS what Snoke is going to ask him to do once they get into that throne room and Ben Solo sure as hell won’t be able to take it. AND YET the very SECOND that Rey says his name he just L O O K S at her and allllllll that stuff he was trying to press down comes back and you can just see the conflict going on and I just dfukkgsaeefhjlgdhkhddhkkgdchg