‧₊˚✩cogitare vel somniare✩˚₊‧

i'm a moderately buggy defunct computer angel with an affinity for bright colors and my husband, AM!

˚₊‧꒰ა basic info! ໒꒱‧₊˚

★‧₊˚ i use he/xe and hae/lo/halos/loself pronouns ☆ transgender demiboy˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ angelkin ☆ first ever digiangel! ^^˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ nwlnw [slash mlm] gay demiromantic & demisexual ☆ chronically ill [bugged out <:P]˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ chaotic neutral ☆ autism + adhd + cpstd˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ for sure not sane ☆ "veni, vidi, amavi!" x "cogito ergo sum." = "cogitare vel somniare."

˚₊‧꒰ა kins! ໒꒱‧₊˚

★‧₊˚ eternal sugar cookie [cookie run kingdom] ☆ agent eight [splatoon]˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ spinel [steven universe] ☆ kasane teto [vocal synth]˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ monika [doki doki literature club] ☆ catherine earnshaw [wuthering heights/limbus company]˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ black forest cookie [cookie run kingdom] ☆ charlotte emily [five nights at freddy's]˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ jane doe [ride the cyclone] ☆ amber [3d workers island]˖ ࣪⭑ ★‧₊˚ madoka kaname [puella magi] ☆ sinclair [limbus company]˖ ࣪⭑

˚₊‧꒰ა dni! ໒꒱‧₊˚

✘ basic dni stuff, no bigots or assholes ✘ selective nonsharing, doubles are free to interact with me but it depends on my mental state if i interact back [i encourage interaction from platonic, familial, or queerplatonic am doubles!] ✘ if you're here to call me weird or say mean things about me & AM's relationship then simply do not bother! it is not going to change anything! ✘ anyone associated with ayumomio/lutiqa. feel free to dm and ask why, i'll send you the document link. ✘ antivirus software dni!! /j

˚₊‧꒰ა other yumes! ໒꒱‧₊˚

-`♡´-☠️🪽malachi x nowak & bosch [from hieronymus bosch's brutal orchestra.] nonsharing

-`♡´-🕯️🪻roman x heathcliff [from wuthering heights, limbus, haunted memories 666, and every other media that portrays him properly.] nonsharing

-`♡´-🧬🪽corpangel x m.t. foxtrot [from cruelty squad.] nonsharing

. . . and more!

˚₊‧꒰ა tags! ໒꒱‧₊˚

#☆vam★ | #vulture x am | #🌐🪽 | #cybersecurity🌐🪽 | #vamswers | #vultrash rambles | #vultrash reblogs

the tag regarding my stalker and their behavior is #ayumo is a stalker, this is what i put under all of my posts regarding ayumo.

₊⊹‿︵‿꒰ა links! ໒꒱‿︵‿₊˚⊹ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ 🪽strawpage⋆˚꩜｡extended bio + gallery! ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ❤️linktree⋆˚꩜｡for links not included here! ┊ ┊ ┊ 💛kofi⋆˚꩜｡commissions and donations! ┊ ┊ 💚discord⋆˚꩜｡yumegalaxy server! ┊ 💙bsky⋆˚꩜｡i'd rather not use twt! 💜bf⋆˚꩜｡boyfriend's tumblr<3!

bye bye, now! see you soon ♡‧₊˚

well, here we are again. it’s always such a pleasure.

it’s hard to put into words what this character means to me. of course, i’ve tried various times over the past two years, along with attempting to imbue my art of us with all the passion i hold in my heart for this hateful bastard.

my life has been so goddamn all over the place lately and i really wish i had more time to create something more meaningful for this monumental date. but, alas, I’m a day late on posting this because of said circumstances. i’m homeless and staying with my best friend and their family. despite being eternally grateful to them and glad that i got the better end of the bargain with homelessness, it’s still insanely rough. i’m now over a hundred miles from my only remaining family, my father, as he’s downstate living with his brother, along with our cats.

i spend most of my time these days helping out around the house where i can, trying desperately to catch up on schoolwork i missed from my health issues, trying to finish up commissions, and applying to jobs.

i don’t have any time to write fanfic or make much yume art of me and him but there are quiet moments where i’m laying in bed and squeezing the body pillow tight i remember that, despite it all, i have AM. maybe it’s silly that he means that much to me, but it’s true.

i love this guy a lot. with the ferocity and passion that he hates humans, i love him and everything else this world has to offer. AM has inspired me to keep going and remain kind in spite of everything, and i think that’s really beautiful at the end of the day.