Amoria Velton

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THAT'S IT TODAY IS THE DAY! Ain't NO WAY imma let y'all Jax supports slide this time! I KNEW this would happen! Jax was gonna do something irredeemable and y'all were gonna make an excuse! NOT THIS TIME! NOT WITHOUT ME YAPPIN ABOUT IT!

He clearly needs help. HE WON'T TAKE IT! It gets to a point where you shut everyone out because of the pain. THAT is COMPLETELY understandable. He's lost people, he AIN'T THE ONLY ONE! Everyone deals with loss differently, he masks to pretend he is okay. That's normal, what ISN'T is instead of falling to the people in the circus, he abuses them! If you don't like or even hate someone and you stuck with them? JUST DON'T TALK or keep it to a minimum. Everyone else gets uncomfortable, a damn shame! But literally abusing them, no.

If you need time, okay. Won't get TOO much in the circus but the others would most likely leave him alone if he asked for space! Then when he was ready, potentially try again. He doesn't deal with ANY of his pain. So when it's exposed he lashes out!

But, 《T H I S》? He's willing to trap EVERYONE in the circus for good if that means he gets to stay? And all the Jax supporters are going "poor baby what could have scared him so? 🥺" NO NO NO! NOT THIS TIME! We are NOT glazing past that!

Now, the theory he might be being abused in his regular life IS important. That absolutely can cause someone to make a decision like that off the cuff. But Jax is corrupting and not talking to anyone! He always acts like he's okay and when faced with this moment that could have damned everyone permanently he nearly sacrificed 5 other lives to save his.

It's like a cat that doesn't like you freaking out scratching your glasses to the point of blindness and you can luckily take them off and still see. But, if you weren't wearing them you would be permanently blind....FOREVER. And then everyone goes "Awww....poor kitty 🥺. Something must have truly upset them again." Clearly, there is a bigger issue with the cat that needs attention. You're still blind, very blind in agony.

People who hurt people because they themselves are hurting, are STILL HURTING PEOPLE AND ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR SUCH THINGS!

Cognitively aware abuse victims who abuse other people to cope ARE abusers themselves. You CAN be BOTH!

STOP EXCUSING THIS PURPLE NARCISSISTIC ABUSIVE RABBIT UNTIL HE CHANGES WHICH I DOUBT!

Alright y'all fresh ego's have dropped what are we naming them so I can search them up by name. Faster they get names the faster I get my X reader fanfics. (No shame.😌)

First up we have Mr.Stabby over here. Or as I like to call him Doc Oc but make it AU. It looks like we are leaning towards Murderplier, so probably just Murder for short. If we do this we can nickname him Crow! (A group of crows is called a murder.) Fits his aesthetic in my opinion.

Next, we have the hot one. (Like they all aren't hot.🙄) Now I haven't seen any suggestion for him yet. I assume we are going to end on something like Wariplier or something of the sort. Well technically he is Actor Mark so I guess War!Mark fits.

In Space With Markiplier (Spoilers)

Okay, so we all have been simping over this mans hand and foot (Literally, that’s what we got and we are grateful.) And we know how at the end of the canon ending good sir walks up and says “So much trouble...all for something so small.” (One of his main quote from AHWM) and then a link to AHWM (A Heist With Markiplier) appears. Now I have been trying to place where ISWM falls in the timeline and I AM STRUGGLING! I blame that fucking wormhole. Anyway that is not what this post is about. (We’ll get to that in another post.)

What it IS ABOUT is probably just me over thinking but it’s worth a small thought. So, I had assumed that since Dark shows up and picks up the crystal that goes in the box from heist and then the link shows up that that must be the order. In Space -> Heist -> Date, right?...Well, since I was so content with connection and completion of the loop I went and played Dark’s route in heist again. Which was easy because it was the first route I ever got in heist, saved me a lot of trouble. (Not relevant, just a weird flex. Don’t mind me.) Anyway, I get there and I notice one small detail, his shoes.

 They’re black, not white. This man has on an all white suit (yeah sure the black shirt, ignore that part.) but, black shoes. It’s specific, in ISWM he seems to have his white suit on still but different shoes and we know it’s him due to his ring. (Frequency wise and the one on his hand.) I can’t think of a time he actually has worn white shoes.

It could literally be nothing, but it’s such a small detail that I don’t think Mark would overlook. It’s very easy to assume that since it’s the same quote he immediately went to meet us during heist; but what if he didn’t? What if this is a different moment in time but he just oh so happen to have the same thought again. (A red herring of some form.) Actor Mark is finally off parole. With everything talking of an end I find it interesting that in ISWM there is no official ending between the WKM (Who Killed Markiplier) plotline between Dark and Mark. (None that I have seen or heard about.) I could be wrong but I think it’s coming, I don’t know what but something that’s going to end this series with a bow. What a lot of people are referring to as the final showdown.

Then again, as I said for the hundreth time I could be wrong. Good sir Mark is a lottery. Knowing him Dark could have just changed his shoes and that’s it. Or it’s easier to see Dark’s red and blue glitch on white than it is on black. I don’t know.

TW. (Mention of traumas s*xual ab*se)

I would just like to say formally that if you rank people's traumas (ex. Believing r*pe that has happened to children is MORE serious than children that were exposed to sexual coercion but weren't r*ped)...

FUCK YOU.

For people who speak on traumas they have never experienced and play innocent when you trigger the survivor and gaslight them calling them overly sensitive when they get upset...

FUCK YOU.

For people who take both sides of the abused AND the abuser saying they believe both with evidence against the abuser and the abuser lies and claims they are innocent...

FUCK YOU.

You cannot be indecisive with these kind of important topics. (EXCEPT on rare circumstances, there is always a specific situation.)

For people who use religion to try to rush people's trauma healing or rush trauma healing in general...

F U C K Y O U.

Saying God won't forgive me for not forgiving my abuser,

Doesn't help.

Is between God and I which is NOT any of your business.

For people who try to get the victim to SYMPATHIZE for their abuser by saying the abuser is sorry.

Fuck it. I hope your ass burns in a special painful part of Hell.

Oh and of course...

FUCK YOU.

NO TRAUMA IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANOTHER. THEY ALL CAUSE PAIN. THEY ALL HURT. THEY ALL SCAR!

Sexual Abuse is Sexual Abuse.

NO MATTER CONTEXT, NO MATTER WHAT AGE, NO MATTER WHO DID IT!

THEY SHOULD ALL BE TAKEN AND TREATED WITH THE SAME SERIOUS APPROACH.

Invalidating someone's traumas because you have a sick twisted system in your head believing that one trauma is more important than another is D E H U M A N I Z I N G!

YOU DON'T GET TO DECIDE WHOSE TRAUMA IS VALID AND WHOSE ISN'T!

You know something that I constantly wonder about? How most (insert character here) x Black!Reader's are usually dark smut fics.

Like I go to look for a fluffy fic and all I find is y/n getting railed in their sleep non-consensually! These stories always have a bittersweet twisted ending. Now if that's your thing go off but NOT IN EVERY S I N G L E STORY! You don't look up x black!reader smut non-con you just look up x black!reader and that's all that's there.

In my experience of searching AND I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING, most of the time the fic doesn't even mention the reader being black or only gives like 1 description like "y/n's luscious black curls" AND THAT'S IT!

Most of the time the tag x Black!reader feels more like just a tag to get reads rather than an actual attempt at creating more representation!

The thing that I think gets under my skin the most is the fact that most of the stories are FULL of stereotypes about African Americans! The tags almost always have the Daddy kink, choking kink, spit kink, Drug use, toxic relationships, abuse of some sort! Or there are like 40 tags of black Y/n getting SPECIFICALLY violently fucked!

OR the story points out how y/n "picked out her huge afro and put on her large hoop earrings" or "y/n put on their Air Jordans and went to see their baby daddy for the child support that he owes" (I'M SERIOUS)!

I just wish that there was more appropriate representation in the x reader community rather than the few good stories that we are given. BECAUSE TRUST ME there are some really good cute ones that have fluff or romantic smut or getting railed BUT that's not the WHOLE DAMN STORY (and even if it is it's done in a respectful manner!)but there are so few.

And I can already here the argument "WELL, WHY DON'T YOU CREATE SOME REPRESENTATION YoURSeLf!" I will. Not much will change if I only complain about it and I am aware of that BUT it is not my responsibility to create every peice of representation that appropriately represents my community.

One peice of positive representation versus 100 peices of "representation" can only change but so much.

But then again that's why I'm writing this post if I want to see change the first thing I have to do is at least bring attention to what I see as the issue.

Pairings: George Weasley x Reader (To early in the time line but eventually they will appear, you’ll see)

Word count: 343

Warnings: Slow burn?

Request: I didn’t actually have one for this story, I’ve been sitting on this idea for a little bit and finally was able to put it together!

Summary: You read (Y/N)’s private letters as she recalls important events that will change her life for what she hopes is the better; but all the same new opportunity has potential to be something worth while or something disastrous. 

A/N: This is my first published story ever! ”Woop Woop!” Anyway this is part one of a multi-series I’m creating. Please don’t be shy give me constructive criticism and your opinions! An as usual Asks & Request are indeed still open!