Black Swan

“Come on and just download it, you have nothing to lose here.”, the nagging voice of Hoseok practically shouts from the kitchen. It has been five years since you have been on a date and frankly both you and Hoseok are both done with your bitching and moaning. You two have lived together for those five years and he is tired of hearing you complain about how single you are. “Yeah, okay, but, what if I match with someone and they turn out to be a completely crazy psycho-killer?”. The look he gives you incredulous and it was like he could see right through the bullshit story you were giving him.

“You are a twenty year old woman. You should be able to tell when someone is a complete and total maniac.”, his voice was sort of shrill as he began to feel frustration with you. 

“If you think it’s so easy why do you just make my account for me then?” The short moment after that sentence came out of your mouth Hoseok’s smile grew into a devious one and his hand was quick to grab at your phone and shove it in your face to unlock it. Your panic sat in as you began to realize you just left your phone in the hands of your best friend and you know that he is going to make the account as ridiculous as possible. 

“Wait!” You call out as you try to reach for your phone in his grasp but he begins to stand up and put the phone over his head. “You better sit your dick deprived ass down while I try to find you someone.” His voice was stern and he held a glare in his eyes. It was like he was trying to test you and knew that he was going to win as soon you sat down. “Please don’t put anything embarrassing like ‘horny single in your area that is waiting to get dicked down by a monster cock’ because if you do I am going to cry and unfriend you.”, your cheeks were red as you continued to ramble to him. “I’m not a pimp.” He gasped in fake horror as he continued to make your account. “You’re acting like one.” You mumbled as you started to chew on the inside of your cheeks in anticipation. In no less than five minutes he hands the phone back to you and wipes off his brow like he was working hard. “You should be able to get a match soon...Do you know how hard it was to have your account not scream ‘desperate been single for too long’?” He moves his hands theatrically. 

 You blush in embarrassment and roll your eyes,”Don’t be homophobic.” You laugh as he looks at you like you are an idiot. “Bitch, how? I’m gay as hell...I’ve been out of that damn closet since I was fourteen.” He puts his hands on his hips and shakes his head. The sound of your phone dinging brings you both out of your small bickering and has him rushing to grab it. “Hey!?”, you call out as he snatches the phone and unlocks it. “‘GoldenJeon97 has sent you a friend request’”, he wiggles his brow as he reads the notification off to you. Hearing him read that off to you makes your heart race and your hands begin to get sweaty. “Are you going to accept it?”, your voice shakes. There is no reason as to why you should be getting nervous but here you are, acting like you are going on a date for the first time. 

Your best friend hands the phone back to you and has it opens to your DM’s. “Go on and open it.” You shakily open the DM and quickly close it in disgust, “Never mind,” you mumble “I don’t need to add him back anyways.” You close the app and sigh as you put your head down into your lap in despair. “I am never going to find someone like this.” Hoseok has never heard you sound that in need and sad before, it was almost like his heart broke just even hearing you. “Give it some time.” His voice is calm and sweet as he rubs your back. You never normally cry over something trivial like this but you can’t stop the flow of tears as you start to hiccup. “I don’t know why guys won’t talk to me and if they do it’s because they want me to suck their shrimp dicks.” You wail as you blow your nose into the elbow of your sweater. You shouldn’t even be crying over something like this because you just downloaded the app but you just can’t help it.

Hoseok sighs and then claps his hands together, “You know what?” You lift your head up and wipe off your snot covered nose,”What?” He smiles and grabs your phone. “Let’s go get something to eat and drink, maybe that will cheer you up.” He pulls you up off of the couch and drags you to the door so you can slip on your slides. You both finally leave the apartment and set off to go to a small sports bar that is less than two blocks away.

You two stay out for a few hours and then come back as soon as you start to show signs of being drunk or at least a little bit tipsy. You hold onto Hoseok’s hand as he carefully walks you back to the apartment. “Hobi”, you whine, “I don’t want to go home.” You sounded like a little child who didn’t want to leave the park and it was quite endearing to him. “We have to go home or else we can’t watch a movie together.” He tries bargaining with you and you slowly give in. It takes you less than ten minutes to get home and for him to practically drag you into your room. “Okay, sweetie,” he talks to you softly knowing you cry easily whilst being drunk, “I need you to change into pajamas while I go make some popcorn for us and I will come back in here. Okay?” You nod your head and watch as he leaves out of the room and you smile.

You quickly change into your clothes and plop yourself down onto your bed as you wait for Hoseok with a smile on your face. You didn’t know how you could be so lucky to get a best friend like him but look what happened. He comes back in his pajamas and with a large bowl of kettle corn for you two to share. You guys finally get arranged on the bed and watch the movie in silence until you start to speak up. “Hobi?”, your voice is small as you begin to talk. “Yeah?” His eyes don’t leave the screen but you can still tell that he is listening to you. “If I was gay I would date you.” You slur slightly and put your head on his shoulder. He chuckles and shakes his head,”I’m sure you would but it doesn’t work like that.” He smiles and then goes back to being silent. He has dealt with you being like this a plethora of times before and he doesn’t even get fazed by it anymore because he knows that you mean no harm. 

The movie finally ends and he looks down at you with a smile as he notices that you fell asleep. He gets up carefully and makes sure to tuck you in before leaving the room. His heart feels for you but he knows that you are going to find someone that will make you smile...he can feel it. The next morning comes quickly and you wake up groaning. It has been a while since you went out drinking like that but you can’t help but feel a little better about everything. You grab your phone and quickly check it to see fourteen more friend requests but one in particular stands out to you. “MonieKNJ” you mumbled the name but can’t help feel like that name is really familiar. You quickly add him back along with everyone else. Finally, you get up out of your bed and rub your eyes while yawning. Before your leave your room to go get someone water your phone goes off. 

             From: monieKNJ

                    Hello, peachyY/N! Thank you for adding me back on here. I          couldn’t help but notice how beautiful you are and how well articulated your        profile bio is. I am from around your area and I was wondering if we could meet up for some coffee and maybe get something to eat? If you don’t want to I understand because we just ‘met’

Have a nice day,

KNJ

You get up quickly and run to Hoseok’s room. “Hobi, I need your help.”

Dates with Jimin have to be one of the cutest things ever

he loves to go to the arcade with you

 maybe do some shopping

or going out to eat (in more ways than one ;))

it didn’t matter what you two did because he always stole your heart

maybe it is the way he smiles and loses his eye sight 

or

it’s the way that he holds your hand and rubs his thumb across the top of it

he does everything in his power to make you happy on the date

if you are sad he does something to make you smile

on some dates he doesn’t even make you guys leave the house

he just likes to sit on the couch and watch sappy movies

he gets cheeky when a sex scene comes on and it makes you flustered

he loves teasing you and making you whine and whimper

he likes to act dom even though he is the biggest sub

he loves to make you cum because you pull at his hair and oof

let’s leave that for another post bc that list will be long

n e ways

some of your dates just involve cuddling in bed and watch dumb tv shows

he loves to use english on the dates to show you his improvements

when he is in a really good mood you two dance in the middle of the living room

slow music plays in the background as you two sway

he loves watching you dance and dancing with you

he really loves when you wear his over-sized t shirts

loves to boop your nose whenever you are literally just breathing

he especially loves the way your cheeks burn red whenever he stares at you

his stare is something that makes everyone flustered

loves staring at your face bc he loves you so much

if someone asked him how much he loved you he would rant

for hours

maybe even days idk

if someone asked you if you loved Jimin

you could speaks for days on end without stopping

you two are so in love that the boys make fun of it bc it cute

dates and days with jimin are just so :( 

If anyone asked Jin what his favorite color was on you he would say pink

there are many reasons why it’s that color

maybe your pink cheeks when it is cold

your favorite pink tshirt that you love to wear

that pair of pink lace panties

your knee high pink socks with bows

the pink lingerie that you wore on his birthday

or maybe 

just

maybe

it is the color of your cheeks when you cum

the color of your pretty pink pussy as he eats you out slowly

maybe it is because of the color of your ass cheeks after he spanks you

the pink/red indents on your hips as you ride his cock

or finally his favorite part is your pinks lips

your pink lips as they wrap around his hard cock

the lips that leave hickies on his neck as way of possessiveness 

the lips that moan in his ears as he rubs your clit

every pink little part of you he loved 

every

single

part

he loved when you would stick your pink tongue out as you await his cum

but

if someone asked you your fave color on Jin it was red 

red as his cheeks when you make him flustered

or the red on the tip of his cock as you tease him

the red spots you suck into his skin

the way he ties you up with red rope and punishes you

the red you see when you look at him

spending time with Joonie in the studio was a little sneak peak into BTS

he always showed you the songs he was working on early

the songs were always amazing in your eyes but he though they needed more work

he liked to call you his muse for his love songs that he writes

“You are the reason why I can write these songs so easily.”

That comment alone makes your smile like a dork and blush

he stares at you lovingly when do and he smiles as well

sometimes he would be frustrated in the studio but he never took it out on you

he liked to make R&B songs when ever he was in some type of mood

you knew what it meant whenever he would listen to the songs or produced them whenever you two were together

“Can I ask you for a favor?”

That question had an alternative motive but you didn’t mind

“Sure...”

“Okay, so don’t be mad but I need you to do something and it is moan into the mic for the background vocals.”

At first you thought it was scandalous and shook your head no

he nodded understandingly and then continued to work on the song 

but you couldn’t quit thinking about what it would sound like

Joon clenches his jaw as he continues to work you couldn’t deny what it did you 

“I’ll do it”

your voice was small and he took his headphones off to hear you clearly

“What was it?”

You blush and mumble again “I will do it.”

he bites his lip and then licks them before he kisses you

the kiss was deep and soft but it was also needy with anticipation

soon enough you were basically in his lap grinding onto him

he groans and puts his head on your shoulder so he can suckle on your soft spot.

you whimper and throw your head back as you continue to grind into him

you couldn’t deny that this was so hot and the pleasure it brought you

part of you was nervous that someone would in

but you also got hornier at that thought

he pulls away his lips are swollen and red

“I need you to moan into the mic.” he groans in pleasure

you nod your head biting your lip and turn towards the mic

he smirks and starts to rub you through your shorts 

that has you gasping for breath and leaves you with small whimpers

you guys fool around like this for the next twenty minutes until your whimpers get louder

“i’m so close”

he groans inwardly and continues to rub you

you start breathing hard until a final rub makes you come loose

“ahhhh fuck” 

your whimpers and moans sounded like art to his ears

he continued to move his fingers until you were grabbing at his wrist in over sensitivity.

you notice that he is hard but he shakes his head

“until next time baby.”

you pout as he begins to works again

you smirk and grind back against his hard on and watch as his hands start to get shaky

Coffee dates with Tae would be like a god sent gift

He would be so cute and candid during the whole thing

Would want pictures of you and would stop every 2 secs

“Baby, stop here and let me get a picture of you by the telephone booth”

you would comply because he would pout all cutely

10/10 would be your hype beast 

“Look at my baby”

“Looking so good”

“Can you believe I have them in my life?!?!”

He loved seeing you get embarrassed 

would laugh at your red face and kiss your cheeks

when you get to the cafe he would pick a spot by the window

he loved looking outside at all the people that passed by the windows

would get a caramel cappuccino and then give it to you bc it too sweet

iT’s sWeEt LiKe YoU

keeps secretly steal glances at you as you smile down at your coffee

he makes sure to get whipped cream on your nose so he could kiss it off

he would ask you to take pictures of him for his vante pics

would look in the camera with a smoldering look

your cheeks would get red again and he would smirk

he really enjoyed making your cheeks so red

would chuckle as you clear your throat and would get up

“thank you baby but your cheeks look a little red’

you two would be in the cafe until it got dark outside bc you went in the afternoon

once you guys would leave the lights in the city would be bright

he loved seeing your face light up with the lights

you two would walk to park and he would look you in the eyes as the moonlight shines down

“my beautiful moonlight”

Moonlight was a new nickname and you enjoyed it 

nights like this are what make you fall more and more in love with him