Noel in the middle of his little solo set on stage suddenly being filled to the brim by Liam rutting into his toy backstage, trying his best not to stumble over his words or fuck up his playing, but not being able to stop his voice from wavering because it’s so much and so sudden. Everyone in the audience thinks he’s getting emotional when really he’s just trying to push through the feeling of his brother using his hole to jerk off with. And maybe he doesn’t even know Liam has something like that, and he’s going a bit hysterical trying to figure out what’s happening to him, if he’s having some sort of mental or physical breakdown or if someone somehow snuck a sex toy into him. It doesn’t help his confusion when he swears he can feel himself being filled up, can feel it dripping out of him even when the weird presence leaves him.

I think if Noel had one for Liam he’d use it as a sort of punishment, a way to fuck him without him getting anything out of it. Liam laid out on the bed, maybe tied down, crying and begging for Noel to please touch him, fuck him properly, let him go so he can at least touch himself, all the while Noel just slowly slides the toy up and down his cock, not letting Liam have anything except the raw sensation of being full. And it would just kill Liam, watching his brother use him to get off but not even bother trying to have real sex with him, not being able to wrap his arms and legs around him and pull him in close and tight, not being able to kiss him, just feeling the lazy in and out of his cock inside him until he’s done. Whatever he did to piss Noel off he won’t try it again, if he even did anything at all.

— 05/11/1995 Earl’s Court Night 2 & Afterparty