My Darkness

Then I sat you down and applied just a few simple straps around your waist, shoulders, thighs and ankles, fixing you firmly to the chair. You sat there expecting something to happen. I am sure you were dripping precum in those tight leather jeans.

But nothing happened.

After awhile you began to squirm, moan and struggle. You wondered what had happened. Had I left the room? You tried to call me through the gag…nothing you tried to say was comprehendible. You pulled against every strap, attempting to escape with all your strength. But I knew the ties would hold. Bondage isn’t real until you really want…really NEED to get out. And for an hour or so you worked up quiet a sweat experiencing real bondage.

Eventually you tired yourself out. You quieted down, and seemed to accept your situation. Your muscles became too exhausted to continue to struggle against the unrelenting restraint. You receded into the leather, and for the first time you became part of the bondage. It permeated your very being.

I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥

The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!

P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭

Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.

Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive

Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.

1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.

2000 notes: my hair must be grown out

2500 notes tbd

3000 notes tbd

3500 notes: tbd

4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)

4500 notes: I have to buy an even SMALLER cage 😭

5000 notes: I have to make an appointment to start HRT

What's your general fantasy on that topic? Do you have a favourite belt and accessories you'd want to be secured in ideally?

Great question! I'm not sure "general fantasy" is as accurate a label as "general fear" to be honest. 😆

I mean, it's a kinda terrifying thing when you think about it, giving away all control over your orgasms to another person. And yet strangely enough I find myself rather titillated by the thought. 😅

If I had to choose a belt (she says, feeling a lot like I'm selecting my favourite prison cell), it'd have to be one of the Fancy Steel ones, such as their ergonomic steel chastity belt. They're so sleek and snugly fitted… If I'm going to give up my orgasms I can at least feel a little pampered in the process, no?

The Metal Bondage/Chastity Babes websites also have some lovely full steel belts that make me oddly jealous of the unlucky girls modelling them, especially as I follow the Locktober/chastity challenges they do.

As for accessories, obviously a suitably-sized plug in both the front and back would make it a most comfortable fit. It might take the edge off the whole denial aspect, being filled like that (or lead to a lot more edges), but hopefully my keyholder would see the appeal when I hand him the remotes to said plugs.

Time to stay on your knees with the humbler before you start cleaning out the house. 

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Catsuit of course, for the sleek, smooth and shiny look.

Ballet boots for the careful mincing, especially since there is also a hobble chain involved.

Armbinder to keep these hands out of reach and useless, topped off with some extra straps and a chain down to the hobble to make sure the whole arm package is just a package kept behind the back.

Feather duster gag. A quite clever (and humiliating) way to ensure both silence and useful duty without needing the hands!

Remote control package. For a bit of spice, and pleasurable torture along the way, so the work day isn’t dull :P