katie

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

you are allowed to outgrow the version of yourself everyone else got comfortable with

I have this sick disgusting fetish for feeling loved and valued, yeah I know, unethical to enact in real life ,

ill be like “ive had it” and two seconds later i will start enduring

"do it scared" this "do it tired" that. well no one ever talks about the fucking insurmountable "do it with greasy hair"

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

iris by goo goo dolls really is insane though. I'd give up forever to touch you? you're the closest to heaven I'll ever be? all I can breathe is your life? and I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think they'd understand? when everything's meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am? does anyone hear me.

on your side hugging a second pillow with both arms is such a goated sleep position when youre emotionally nornal and getting a healthy amount of physical touch probably