light of god dimming weak

at gfs doing drawing and listening to the money store. i love the privacy here while she's at work, when im at my suite the walls are so thin and i cant go to the kitchen without talking to atleast one housemate. ive got my period and im fucked up i should only be around her or like maybe my fam rn

trashed off the pain pills. tryna pee and nodding on the toilet. im fucking wasted

got my stupid period. whatever im taking painkillers

have to stop getting physiotherapy after having the same one for over a decade and her being super helpful + an amazing advocate </3 im so fucked i need pt more than ever but i just cant afford to see her anymore

my face hurts and my period is late. i want painkillers. i will resist ketamine bc i wanna let my septum heal even tho idek that its my septum or from drug use but it stands to reason itll help to abstain

it's feeling like a vaporwave summer

why does period give me manic urge to skulk around my locale and look mysterious (im not mysterious im sweaty and tired and my paper bag has torn on both sides due to the weight of my sparkling water)

my malnourished body is holding up so poorly lately <///3 if you have access to good, nutritious food pls eat it and enjoy it and ditch your inner protestant guilt. eating is good for you and you deserve it and it's good for the whole community to keep yourself strong and happy idc what anyone says

theyve accidentally set the sale price of my fav monster energy flavour at the closest shop to 2 for 2 instead of 2 for 6 and my housemate and i have a pact to tell each other whenever theyre on sale now. yes it is just the one flavour and its been like this for like a sec. i assume theyre one of those things ppl always self checkout and no one has dared squeal so far

very heartfelt rip to Marjane Satrapi. her work was extremely formative to me as a little girl and id highly reccomend it

can we like all like visualise the vitamins i just took healing the infection in my face. or something? i do not wanna go to the doctor

omg gf said the Psychs plug is in town again so we can restock on k >:-D i promised myself i wouldnt but liiikeeeeee what if it just stops being available after this month or something. and we still have like .3 left of the 2g we copped 2 years ago so like we're sponsible and stufffff. like its just smart to stock up ykno 🧠💡

i had a bunch of thc/cbd syrup i feel like im hunched over running thru a narrow tunnel

i sometimes watch that vid by connor omalley where he eats the pork in haunted houses to maintain my equilibrium it like resets my brain