The Creative Process with Kelsey Reid
On a frigid February evening, I interviewed Kelsey Reid while she painted four small, abstract artworks. We sat down, a few feet apart, on the warm hardwood floor of my East Vancouver bedroom. She was wearing loose boyfriend jeans, a t-shirt, and a fuzzy leopard print coat, with thin-rimmed gold glasses and her hair tied into a ponytail at the crest of her skull. Three candles burned in three corners of the room, a record span on the player behind us, and a rock salt lamp on the coffee table glowed warm with orange light. Kelsey started by plopping a gob of bright turquoise paint on the parchment and dragging it diagonally across the surface until it faded away, and I turned on my voice recorder.
This is how our conversation went.
Tell me how you're feeling today. What has your mood been like all day? Kind of emo, a little bit. Just a little down in the dumps with this shitty weather.
What did you do today? I woke up super early and then I left super early. Then it took me two hours to get home. Then I slept for four hours, and I went to class.
Are you feeling like painting something happy today to offset that? Yeah, I think I am. I picked colours this morning at like, 11:00am. At that point, I was kind of groggy and rushing around so I just grabbed some random shit, and then this *points at turquoise paint* is my favourite colour to paint with. It just kind of jumps off the page.
It's true! It is so nice to look at. It's very beautiful. Is this how your process usually starts? Yeah! I just sit on the floor and have everything out all around me on a tack board.
Do you usually like everything in its proper place or do you work better in disarray? It's funny that you ask because I do like everything in its place. My pastels are always on my left side. I don't know why. I just noticed that.
And do you normally have a bunch of canvases out like this or do you often work on one at a time? Sometimes I do. I hate wasting paint. This is a bunch of paint for me right here, so I'll probably put it on the other canvases, but usually I just work at one at a time. Then I let it dry and move onto the next one.
This is really interesting to me because it looks spontaneous. Can you tell me what it's like? I have no game plan. I just start drawing shapes and putting paint down. I never do anything with an image in my head. I just start painting. If I try and plan it, it just looks like shit. I'll figure out something good and if I try to re-create it it just looks awful.
When you're done with this, do you think you'll be able to look at it and have it mean something new to you, or do you kind of just do them and not look at them anymore? I like looking at my own art because I can tell what I was feeling on that day, but I often do end up putting them away. I have so many old drawings in this thick binder in my room. I do look at them sometimes.
How is this art a representation of where you're at right now? It's very scattered. I've been very unorganized lately, so I think that's how it is. I'm also a big fan of biology and things like that. I wanted to be an immunologist when I was like, 18 or something. I always incorporate some sort of science thing in my paintings. I mean, *gestures to canvas she's working on* this looks like a brain neuron to me.
What you just said â an immunologist. What is that? Immunologists just study immunity and how diseases affect the immune system.
How does this tie into that? They seem like they're totally different things. I really like the shapes of biology. I took Biology 12 and didn't finish the course, but I really liked looking at it.
That's interesting. Feel free to just live stream this to me. If you're feeling something, let me know. Okay. I feel like I use a lot of clinical colours. I use a lot of cool tone colours. I don't really use a lot of warm tone colours.
So by "clinical" you mean sterile? Mhm. I like blues a lot.
Do you think blue is a sad colour for you? No, not at all. It's very happy and optimistic.
What do you think you're connecting to that colour? I feel like I connect Lynn Valley to it, specifically. Like, the river. I grew up in Langley. That's the weird thing. There's no rivers. Also, at the same time as I was taking biology I also took pre-calculus 11. I just think about those two courses all the time.
Why pre-calc.? It's just very prettyâall of the parabolas and things.
Do you think that that shines through in your art? Oh, of course. Right after I took pre-calc., I started drawing parabolas and graphs all the time. They're just super fun to draw. I liked that I was so determined about doing well in the course, and I was doing well in the course. I never did my homework in high school. This was after high school. I was upgrading so I could do the immunology course. So I was actually doing the work and being a good student, and I liked that. I liked getting good grades, but I also didn't end up finishing that course either.
But I guess you kind of continued that with this in a way. That shape looks like an acute angle. Yeah, exactly.
So there's definitely the technical aspect of it there, but there's an emotional aspect too. Have you always made stuff like this, since you were little? For sure, yeah. My dad always encouraged me to make my own stuff instead of colouring in colouring books. I didn't really know what abstract was when I was a kid, so I would just draw a bunch of girls all the time.
That's pretty different. Do you feel like you're ever translating those early roots into the work you make now? It's less about that. Well, I was obsessed with girls when I was a kid. Now I'm obsessed with biology and math.
This one's pretty different from the stuff you were making before. What changed? I wanted something softer. These *gestures to three of the completed paintings* are all very angular. With a lot of my art, I use a lot of pastels because I really like the aesthetic of the eighties. Â I just fucking love the eighties. Everything about it. When I was seventeen I was super emo and I didn't do anything, so I listened to a lot of Depeche Mode. The eighties just seemed super fun and I wasn't having any fun so I just loved it.
How intuitive is this for you? Is it natural, kind of flowing? I never think about it. If I find a technique that I like, it's a one hit wonder. I can't re-create it.
How far into the process are you right now? I'm nearly done. I usually don't paint for very long.
Do you feel like you've discovered anything, or like your mood has changed at all? I feel like I've discovered that I draw things that are in the back of my mind, and that I am really inspired by the eighties and I didn't really realize why, and that I'm still obsessed with science. I can either do my art or hate it or do my art and be like, 'Holy shit. This is cool.' And I feel like 'Holy shit. This is cool.' right now.
Do you have a favourite? This one.
How come? I feel like I really like the imagery of hooks. Like, this one looks like a hangman. The first thing I thought of when I saw this was the hook and crank of the pharaohs, or whatever. I like a lot of curves. With my art, it's definitely about balancing masculine and feminine energies. That's with the colour choices and the shape choices.
Which colours are feminine to you? I'd say orange, brown, grey, yellow, and maybe green. Blues are definitely masculine.
How about the curves? Do you think that ties into the masculine and feminine thing? I do, yeah. I think that's how the whole world is. It's like yin and yang, not to appropriate that concept.
The general sense that I'm getting is that this is about balance. Do you think that's a way of you achieving that? Maybe, because my moon is in virgo and I'm secretly super neurotic but that's probably why, yeah.
Because you saw objects in this painting, what do you see in the other ones? In this, I see part of a brain neuron and a microscope right here. In this one, I see a bacterium and the mitochondria. This is the endoplasmic reticulum right now and here's the mitochondria. I really like drawing endoplasmic reticulum because they're super cool.















