ethereal

my new space of growth is worth the distance, it's worth the change, i am fundamentally making the biggest change of my life. a lifestyle change, an environmental change, i deserve to bloom in a beautiful environment that promotes my growth.

i feel like i'm at the top of the rollercoaster, front row, looking around to only realize no one's around me, and it feels like i'm going so fast my eyes are watering and i can't face forward and in reality this is the affect of time, it waits for no one.

my attachment with time is so interesting. to be grieving a life i'm currently blessed to live- why not enjoy every minute. why not enjoy the temporary part and make that part that much more sweet. i finally see, i am finally seeing.