That's "Mr IDGAF"

Rode?

Sure

Hmu let me know if u wanna chill or at least that u exist cuz right now trying to find a a single cool ass chick is like looking for Bigfoot

Cuz I am feeling every thing at once right now I can't stop crying I miss u but then I don't cuz u don't understand me or even try it seems like I feel really sad bad sick still and like dying I guess I feel like no one cares witch I know is not true and empty it really sucks I miss my life I miss my bright side I feel like someone put some kind of course on me cuz it's really hard to see things positively right now everything looks like shit and there is no bright light at the end of this tunnel I miss holding my girl I miss my best friend I miss so much right now and it seems like it doesn't matter what kind of drugs I use I still keep comimg right back to feeling this way empty alone hopeless and used and abandoned I was there when she was going thru this and I'd like to think I helped at least by listening but I don't have any 1 to talk to no one who even pretends to care it seems I know I am stronger then this but I don't feel that way right now I feel like if I were to just kill myself right now not a soul would care and I hate it because even though I feel this way I know its not true at least I know my family cares a little bit but I want her too since I was there for her but I guess thats the past and now is not the past. witch royally sucks I don't know how long I can feel this way getting high doesn't really help anymore sleeping doesn't help me escape it and especially sitting here by my self doesn't make it easier idk what to do. But I wish I had some one to talk to I wish I had my baby ili wish I we're not alive

Okay so I put up a post all the way back about trying to find a female that smokes it isn't crazy as fuck some ladies responded and thank you for responding but I'm kind of looking for somebody in Riverside or around socal be at once again I'm just looking to find a cool chick that wants to kick it and have a good time get to know each other I'm not looking for relationship necessarily just a good friendship and if it leads to more than so be it hit me up I'm a pretty chill guy

Jesse Morales

Man it's making me feel like there is no female out there that is cool, chill, down and not crazy as fuck and I don't mean like stay up for a few days and then try to beat your ass cuz u called her a funny looking on day 4 or 5. That kinda crazy I can hang still with the crazy I'm talking about should come with a straight jacket 2hen u meet them but back to why I'm writing this post. Where are all the cool as ladies from Riverside area at I know u exist shit my ex use to be down but she went a little too far from this planet. that's all I wanna say about her frn. But I know u exist so what's up get at me I'm a good decent guy who smokes grass and glass like to have a good time and can really make u 💦if u give me a chance so let's get to know each other hmu

Sure wassup

I will let me start off by saying this fucking week started off shity as fuck I went to a job that I've only been to for two weeks on Monday late missed it work on Tuesday because I woke up late Wednesday I got fired and Stranded driving home from work because of car issues I thought that seriously it's got to be the worst fucking week of my life today I went to a client's house to fix a broken pipe I'm a handyman by the way but while I was there I got a phone call it was a job offer for $18 an hour doing solar electricity on commercial buildings which is what I specializing is electricity an electrician/ handyman and addict and the reason why I add the last part is because they want to drug test and background check before I can get this job I lost my last job yesterday and this is what my life is kind of been leading to but I'm hesitant to take it because I know I have to go clear my background and pass a drug test and it's not really the passing the drug test part that really as me it's the stain cleaned that has me anybody ever feel like they'd rather have no money in their pocket and thier D. O. C. Well that's usually how my life goes I mean I got a place to stay I got fucking food to eat I Got A Car but I don't know if I want to live clean and trade in my sanity for sobriety life's decisions really really fucking suck