Healthy Living is Happy living

I currently do not give a fuck anymore.

I am just so down in the dumps. Or unmotivated. Or whatever it is that I am. 

I found out my best friend can't make it to my 21st. So let me eat everything in sight and just feel like shit a lot worse than what I feel now.

Carly: What are those? (pointing to my scars on my wrist)

Me: They're battle scars.

Anna: Cool! Can I have some?

Me: Please don't ever get some okay? But when you see someone with them like the ones I have on their wrists go hug them. Don't ever make fun of them okay?

As we're walking around Wal Mart with both of them holding my hands, a young girl walks by us. Carly and Anna go and hug her. She hugs these two adorable little girls back

Girl: Why are you hugging me?

Carly: You have battle scars. *points to her wrists*

And through her tears she looks up at me and smiles.