Your best friend lives in a cage.
Wait, no. That's a bit harsh, innit? Let's rephrase.
Every summer, your best friend returns to his cage.
The first time this happened, you had to break him out.
You asked your older brothers to help, and the three of you pulled the bars from his window and spirited him away.
You showed him around the home you feel self-conscious about and he looked at it like it was the most wonderful thing he'd ever seen.
You were pleased by it, but at the same time, you couldn't help but remind yourself that he doesn't know any better, living in a cage and all. Anything would be better.
That school year, your best friend saves your sister's life.
Then he returns to his cage.
The following summer, you're not here to break him out so he has to do it himself.
He blows up one of his jailors and runs off into the night, unaware that he's gambling with his life by doing so.
If you had to put a specific start to it, you'd say that that year's when the adults start really insisting that your best friend is better off in his cage.
It's safer in there, apparently.
Every year, the matter of the cage gets brought up, though that is never what the adults call it.
Every year, you start to feel like you've befriended someone's pet bird, who can only stretch his wings when his owner allows it, and who has to stay in his cage so the cat doesn't get to him.
(You don't like cats much. Your other best friend has a lot to say about that.)
It always feels wrong to you, but you learn to ignore it.
It's for his safety, you repeat to yourself.
Your best friend lives in a cage.
Once upon a time, you were the first person who ever tried to free him of it.
It seems to you like that was eons away.
Now you're one of the people who tell him that the cage cannot be so bad if it keeps him alive.
Who are you betraying by saying so, you wonder.