I deleted the FB app and my insta account so now I have much less visual crap and mind control in my life. I turn 29 next month and I really want to have a high standard for my life and what and who I let into it. I took myself for a kayak and channeled lots of the anger, the last couple of weeks have been totally wack and I'm tired. Just waiting for my period so I can shed the past month and move the fuck on. I accidentally booked myself in for an iron infusion on my dad's death anniversary, which means I'll be extra sensitive but maybe it's actually kind of cool because I'm really hoping it will make a positive change to my life. Going to see my best friend today hell yeah

Terrible stressful week means texting S to please bring home kfc

The most stressful week, trying my best to exit my job as cleanly as possible and ensuring all the animals are okay. My boss, never got on her plane back from overseas, claims to be experiencing a medical emergency, refuses to acknowledge her duty to pay me and continues to ask me to return to the property to do work?? Shes using chat gpt to send me email after email of threats and accusations. I feel the toxicity of stress in my body, my hands hurt, my throat hurts my head hurts. I got legal aid yesterday and as long as I call animal welfare to ensure that there has been a professional handover I'm okay. But it feels fucking horrible to be stitched up like this. As a fellow neighbour said, she's a fuckhead

Soo. I confronted my boss about not paying my invoices and now she's blowing up my phone accusing me of breaking non-existent confidentiality agreements and conspiring against her etc like full paragraph manic shit hahaha. I saw this coming a mile off. I don't want to say goodbye to the two grand she owes me but it's not looking good. fucking psycho

I need to learn the art of napping if I'm going to work and still have the energy to paint and look after my relationships. I have an idea from a dream I had to build or find a large poster bed and throw a mozzy net over it and put it in the paddock and then I can just drag my pillow and sleeping bag out there and nap listening to all the birds instead of sitting on my phone after work. I feel like a 20 minute nap must be the answer I'm looking for

Everything happens for a reason but nothing of reason ever occurs