I do not have a strong spiritual connection within me. But I found myself praying for you today. Although God's presence is constant and consistent, I prayed that you can feel it. I prayed that you can see it, acknowledge it, and surrender to it. I pray for God to continue giving you the strength to get through the day.
I'm not sure if I'm doing it the right way.
I think about you all the time, and my thoughts usually lead me to frustration and sadness. Loneliness, feeling ignored or taken for granted. But today I challenged myself to let your presence in my mind lead me to a positive place. I felt my mind shift from worrying about my wellbeing, my wants and desires and needs, to yours.
Instead of wondering why you feel this way or that way, I humbled myself. Who am I to think that you should see things my way? That you should think how I want you to think, or act according to how I see fit. Who am I to change you? I'm not better than you, my perspective on life is not without bounds or constraints. What I want for you, for us, may not be ideal for you. So I will no longer push my rules and boundaries and insecurities onto you. I can only meet you where you are. God will align and realign your path when He says so, not when I say so. I am not a spiritual woman but the best thing I can do for you to not attempt to stand in God's way for you. I feel so much more at peace knowing that it's not in my hands. I feel free to love you as you are, not who I want you to be.
You believe in God, so I prayed that you prayed today. And with that, I found peace within myself. He is important to you, so He is important to me.
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