matchaaaa latteeeeee

life lately

It was supposed to be a solo date pero noong nakita niya ako na nakabihis and inaasar ni mama na pupunta ako sa city, she's sulking and started asking permission from her mom na sumama sa 'kin 🤣. I don't mind naman na isama siya kasi love ko yan kahit inaasar ko palagi HAHAHAHAHAHA. She's so happy na pinayagan siya ng mama niya to the point na siya na mismo humihila sa 'kin paalis ng bahay (ang kyut lang jusq!!!!)

By the time na nakasakay na kami, ang kulit na niya. she kept on talking and asking me questions and I answered em naman. Na-realize ko lang na as an adult, it is our obligation to inform talaga and answer honestly. We shouldn't keep things from babies once they start asking questions that seem stupid. Ipa-intindi 'yong mga bagay-bagay na hindi nila ma-gets. Siguro I just had that urge na gawin 'yan kasi growing up, I had to figure things out on my own kasi my parents are like emotionally unavailable talaga haha. Wala lang, it feels like I am healing some parts of me.

I don't really have a plan kasi whenever I go out kasi I like to be spontaneous. Pero since I am with my pamangkin, I decided to do something for her. We ate sa Jollibee and after non nag stroll kaunti and then we went to World of Fun. Her eyes were sparkling and she just can't wait to play hahahaha I am so happy to see her getting excited and happy. After playing, nagtanong ako sa kanya if happy ba siya and I almost cried nung sinabi niya na happy siya and nag thank you 🥺 Grabe nakaka-touch talaga!!!!

I am just so grateful na nabigyan ako ng chance to be with her this day. To my pamangkin, Ate In will do better in her life para ma-spoil pa kita ng todo. I love you, our miamiiiii ❤️

P.S. - Noong nag grocery kami, nakasalubong ko teacher ko noong Senior HS so binati ko and nakita niya kasama ko tong pamangkin ko tapos nagtanong siya kung anak ko ba raw kasama ko 🤣 maem, no po 😭

spending my weekend on another island!

Went to Carcar, Cebu for some work and the experience has been terrifying yet full of learning for me. Masasabi ko na amazing kasi i did well naman although i could've done better but i dont want to be greedy din at some point. At least i can sleep better at night because my conscience is clean 🤪

next time ulit!!!!!