Am I there yet?

When can I stop thinking about you? It is clear that there’s nothing between us that will bond us together. 

Not sure how I can stop thinking about you. We don’t talk or text anymore. Our common friends have all moved away and the only connection we have now is through instagram. I have already unfollowed you on instagram so your name doesn’t show up on my feeds whenever you like something or post anything. I actually don’t think you even noticed that i had unfollow you. It has been more than a year since we last spoke,  I messaged you recently through instagram but you have not replied at all. I thought we are still friends, the kind that barely talks. 

I know looking at Instagram stories doesn’t really mean much but you always look at my stories within minutes after i posted them. Not sure if you are interested with my life or this just means you have nothing to do in your life and you have to waste it on Instagram.  To be honest, I am a little bit hurt that you didn’t repsond to my message, because i do want us to talk again and of course as friends.  

It has almost been a year since my first and last post. I am a bit surprised that I have not spent any time on this at all when I first thought it will be the one thing that can save me from the heartbreak and sorrow. 

[Chapter I] 

January 7th, 2017 | Tai Long Wan | Sai Kung, Hong Kong