M.

Why the fuck wasn’t I enough for you? Why did everything I do for you go unnoticed and unappreciated? It’s not fair. It’s not fair to give someone all of you and get nothing back. You made me think I was what you wanted but you lied. Do you have any idea how cruel that is? To let me keep giving and giving only for you to leave me empty and alone? To let you see the darkest and most vulnerable parts of me only to realise you had your eyes closed? And I can’t say one day you’ll regret it because I don’t know if you ever will, I don’t know if you’re going to move on so quickly and easily and never think about me again, that’s what it feels like you’re doing. I don’t want you back, I don’t want you to come back to me and tell me you fucked up and made the biggest mistake of your life letting me go. I just want to know was any of it real for you? At any point, even if it was just for a second, did you feel the way I felt about you?

Just because he’s all you know does not mean he will be all you’ll ever know.

How do you go back to being strangers with someone who has seen your soul?

I’ve lost more motivation in the past few months than I would like to admit. It’s not that I’m lazy, it’s not that I don’t care. I just don’t see the point. I don’t know who I am, I don’t know where I’m going, and I don’t know what I want, so what do I have to fight for?

helping one person might not change the whole world, but it could change the world for one person.