The Dealer

He has my heart yet he look for love and affection else where. I put my heart on the line time and time again yet he still finds away to be unworthy of my love. I try so hard to believe he loves me and he is doing better for his self and what he is trying to build. I feel so let down at times on how he will fly to his friend for a great time or go out of town with other woman. I been asking for a local day for months. It really hurts mu feelings and make me feel empty at times. I feel so confused and worried that I’m losing my best years for someone who doesn’t see me as I see them.

Today’s sorrow will heal and they are not the end of you. Tomorrow you will be stronger and gain more then they know. Destiny wil continue to grownas you grow out what is holding you back.

The only crying I’m do is for joy that I am king

One of the most Deepest and crazys emotion to have you lose you self in this sad setting. You are trying to get ova someone and they do things to hurt you purposely. I know I need to be alone for a while even someone you thought would never hurt you does but not in away you would ever.

Yet I’m tried of fighting for love that wants to die

His love is tough and sheilded, I’m trying to break through those barriers and wall When he look in my eyes I see such pure love. When he tell me he loves me and is inlove with I catch chills up my spine. He keeps it so real with me and love me flaws and all. Today I just sat and watch him sleep as I daydreamed of our future. It’s funny causes he try so hard to fight our connection and it’s so deep and the love we make is so passionate and I lust for it so much. How I love this man so much.