allkindfangirl

pairing: lando norris x reader

disclaimer: slight mention of smut, english isn't my first language

summary: in which you're secretly in love with your brothers rival

"How do I look?", you ask, looking at yourself in the mirror. Your shorts are back around your hips, the Ferarri shirt loosely hanging on you. "Stunning." Lando grins, as he puts on his trousers. His smile makes you weak in your legs, just like he made you weak in your legs 5 minutes ago.

You roll your eyes. "I mean- Do I look like we just- you know?" You can feel yourself blushing. He has something about him that makes you nervous and excited at the same time. He makes you nervous but you feel so comfortable around him. You can see him blush too. His eyes light up at the thought of what he did to you just a few minutes ago. Him on top of you, hands on your thighs, your hands in his curls.

The two of you are still getting used to the new sensation, the lust you feel whenever you're close to each other. The sensation and excitement of knowing that no one can know about this. That it's a secret between the two of you. Though here and there you can feel suspicious looks on you, whenever you spend too much time at the McLaren paddock, but still, no one ever said a word.

The both of you know that it's for the best. That it's just fun, nothing serious and no one should know about it. You know it would be a big deal, when people would find out Charles Leclercs sister is sleeping with his rival Lando Norris. The two of you want to keep it secret, though secretely you want to scream it out for everyone to hear. You want to walk into the paddock with your hand in his, you want to kiss him, you want to show the world that you fell in love with him - even though not even Lando himself knows about your feelings.

He didn't tell you about his feelings either. All he knows is, that whenever you're around, he feels a certain peace of mind. You make the world turn slower, in order for him to have moments where he's not stressed or in a hurry and can just be himself.

Sometimes you get angry when you think about Charles telling you to never start anything with someone from Formula 1. Well, he shouldn't have invited you to the F1 event a couple months ago. It's not your fault you fell for Lando Norris. How could someone not fall for him?

30 minutes to go before the race starts and you're back at the Ferrari garage. You're still trying to calm down, still feeling Landos lips, his fingers all over your body. He makes you feel like no one else ever could.

"Where have you been?", you hear Charles behind you. He's already wearing his fireproof, sipping on his water.

"I was just wandering around. You don't have to worry again.", you say, angrier than intended. You know he only means well.

"Y/n. Don't give me that look. You know I just want you to be safe."

You nod. You know. But what if the world out there, a life with Lando wouldn't be as dangerous as your brother thinks. You want to tell it to his face, tell him how you fell in love with his rival and friend. Would it really be that much of a deal?

Good luck, you quickly text Lando. With McLaren doing so great at the moment, he doesn’t really need it.

Other than your brother. You see the frown on his face. He’s worried. He love this, he loves Ferrari, his job. But life's not treating him good at the moment.

The race ends. Lando gets another podium. While trying to comfort Charles and feeling bad for him, who ended up on the 11th place, you can’t stop thinking about Lando. You want to be able to hug him in front of everyone, even though you don't know if he wanted you to.

The two of you made it clear that this can't be something serious. The two of you can't face your brother when he made it strict that he doesn't want you to date anyone from F1.

You watch him celebrate on the podium. You feel so happy for him.

Well done, you text him when he gets off the stage.

Come see me later, he texts back. It makes your heart jump. Knowing you'll see him later, the excitement of sneaking into his hotel room. Laying in his arms again and having his lips on your skin.

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really hope you like it. sorry that it took me so long!!

pairing: lando norris x reader

disclaimer: mentions of a crash, english isn't my first language

summary: in which your biggest nightmare becomes reality

You knew about the risks Lando took every time he sat into the car. It was part of this job, it was his passion, something he had worked for his whole life. Every time you saw your boyfriend on the big screen, being at the races just filled your heart with so much joy and pride. But knowing about the risks didn't make it any less frightening.

You couldn't push the thoughts away whenever he got into the car. The joy and pride was always mixed with fear. One little mistake could make all your nightmares come true. All those nightmares that would wake you up in the middle of the night only to see him sleeping safe and sound next to you.

You knew about the risks but didn't think that one day those nightmares would be reality.

It was a race weekend like every other. You loved the atmosphere at the races, the people, the joy that this sport brought to them. You loved being there with Lando, rooting for him and seeing how much he enjoyed it.

Would would spend the race at the garage, like every other race. Lando was getting ready for the race while you were chatting with crew members. In the corner of your eye you could see him in his race suit, that made him look so incredibly handsome. His helmet and balaclava were in his hand, ready to be put on any minute.

He gave you a smirk as he walked over to you to say goodbye for now. Having you here made him enjoy it even more.

"Good luck babe.", you said as his hand grabbed you hips to pull you closer to him. "Thank you. See you later angel." He pecked your lips and gave you a last grin as he went off to the car.

Lando had a good starting position and everyone in the team was excited about where he would end up and if he would bring home some points for the team.

The start of the race made the atmosphere in the garage shift every time. Everyone got into work mode and scurry around to do their job.

You took your place in front of the big screens in the garage, getting more and more excited as your eyes never left the orange car on the screen.

This race was different. It was better than usual. Every now and then you would hear Lando communicate over the radio. He was in a good mood, he knew it was a good race for him. With every lap he did, you became more excited and euphoric. He would bring home some points for the team.

It only took one second to change everything. The first thing you saw was the shaking of Landos cockpit camera, then you heard a bump. You heard murmur in the garage and that was the moment your heart sank.

Everything around you was getting blurry, as your heart began to beat faster and faster. The voices seemed to be far away, as you were standing in front of the screen. It was a big crash. His tires were flying around, the rear was completely destroyed. Another second passed when you felt a hand on your shoulder. One of the crew members checking up on you. It snapped you out of your numbness, still, your vision was blurry and it felt like you couldn't breath. It was your worst nightmare becoming reality.

"Is he responding?", was the only thing you managed to say. The crew member shook his head. "We just know that it was a big crash. The car is completely damaged. They're on their way to him."

You were just standing there, as you saw the rescue workers rushing towards his car, which felt like a lifetime. The crew was continuing to get him to talk, still he didn't respond.

"This can't be happening." Only now you noticed the tears streaming down your cheeks. The next person that talked to you was Zak. "They're bringing him to the hospital at this moment. He's conscious alright? He'll be fine."

It was those word that made you be able to breath again and luckily you were brought to the hospital quickly.

The nurse was updating you on his condition. He had a concussion and bruises but he was conscious and wouldn't have to stay at the hospital for too long.

As you entered the room, the tears were immediately back in your eyes. He seemed fine from the outside. Because of his helmet he didn't have any externally bruises on his face. And even though he seemed tired, he did manage to smile at you when he saw you standing at the door.

"Hi baby.", you quietly said. He grimaced with pain as his arm reached out to you. His eyes had lost their sparkle, that you saw right before the race had started.

You sat down on his bed, carefully, to not cause any pain and took his hand in yours. "I was so worried.", you said, still feeling the streams of tears on your cheek, bringing his hand against your lips. "I hoped this day would never come."

"I know." His voice was rough and quiet. "I'm okay now." And he was. Now he was. Now that you were here, his whole body could finally relax and rest. He closed his eyes. He was incredibly tired but you were finally here. "I love you."

- not my best work but i hope you like it anyways

pairing: lando norris x reader

disclaimer: this is fiction, no hate for anyone, english isn't my first language

summary: in which your boyfriend Lando is liked by everyone and that sometimes makes things hard

It wasn't your first time visiting a race, but just like every time you were nervous. There were thousands of people, cameras, and the race itself had always been thrilling.

Lando looked at you, with a reassuring face, knowing how you didn't like so many people around you, still he was happy you were here with him. He needed you by his side on raceday, kind of as his lucky charm. And even when the races weren't going good, he always knew that you'd be there afterwards.

It was lunch time when you and Lando decided to grab something to eat and then find a spot to spend the remaining couple of hours before the race together. It didn't bother you when Pierre and Kika joined your lunch break. But their accompany bothered you. You weren't an unfriendly person, always very polite and everyone who met you immediately liked you. But it was different with people who didn't show you any respect. She was a friend of Pierre and Kika and you'd seen her at a couple of races now. It was normal for the drivers to bring friends but it seemed like she wasn't interested in the sport at all. Much more, she was interested in your boyfriend. It was obvious for everyone, though, the others only brushed it off with a laughter when the girl would place her hand on Landos shoulder while telling him something to make him laugh.

You didn't mind people wanting to meet your boyfriend. You had always been proud of him, of how good he was, how polite and funny he was and how everyone liked to have him around. But it wasn't like she respected your presence or your existence. It felt like you were always invisible for her and she was just waiting to shoot her shot with your boyfriend.

"So, are you going to show me around?", the girl in the white, short dress asked Lando. He scoffed about her bluntness, knowing that she wasn't really interested, but only interested to have all his attention for herself. Pierre and Kika had already left the conversation, leaving you standing there alone, observing the scene in front of you. "Uhm- yeah sure.", Lando stumpled with a light but unsure grin on his face. He was polite, as always. He wasn't someone to turn down peoples favors. He had manners and you respected that even though you were feeling sick in your stomach. Lando gave you a last look. A look of apologies and pity as the two of them walked off so he could show the girl around.

It took Lando about 20 minutes to find you in the paddock. You were fuming, not because of him but because of her. It wasn't the first time she had tried to get him alone. But you were also angry about yourself, about letting it get to you. You couldn't admit being jealous. Well, you weren't afraid of anything happening between them. You were just simply not okay with her flirting so uninhibited with your boyfriend.

"I'm sorry.", Lando said quietly, rolling his eyes. He leaned down to you, as you were sitting in front of the hospitality, sipping on your iced coffee. His lips pecked yours, making sure everything was okay between the two of you.

"It's fine.", you said. He sat down next to you, his eyes speaking to you without him saying a word. He gave into your touch on his cheek, caressing his skin. You knew he was the best man you could ever ask for, not wanting to harm anyone's feelings but you knew he would always come back to you.

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don't know where this came from but i just couldn't stop thinking about it. hope you like it. also FIRST TIME WRITING FOR LANDO. he is driving me crazy rn.

requests are open

pairing: lewis hamilton x reader warnings: cheating?, angst summary: in which he can't let go even though he's with someone new and she's not over him inspiration: nerve by victoria nadine

She heard her phone ringing through the empty apartment. It was 1am but it didn't astonish her. It was Lewis. She knew it before looking at her phone. He always called her around that time. He would be done with work, probably at home. Alone or not, he didn't care. He would call her even when he wasn't alone, even when the new woman was sleeping in his bed.

She picked up the phone for the hundredth time in the last few months. She hated herself for always giving into him. She knew it was wrong but she clinged to everything she would get from him.

"Hi." His voice was quiet. She could sense that he was tired and that he had been drinking. She sighted. He knew so damn well that she had her doubts about his midnight calls.

"Why do you call me?" She had ask him the same question over and over again without getting an answer that would satisfy her.

"I'm lonely."

She knew he wasn't alone. She knew about the new woman in his life and she knew that she was probably in his apartment right now.

"I want to talk like we used to back then.", he continued. He had been the one who ended it in the first place. He had been the one leaving her and moving on for reasons she didn't understand. Now he was the one calling her after figuring out that he couldn't live without her.

He needed to hear her voice at least once a week. Otherwise it felt like the emptiness would just eat him up. She had always been his shoulder to lean on, when the world around him kept crashing in.

"You know she doesn't deserve this.", she whispered, referring to the other woman. No one did. He was sleeping with her, he probably told her that she was his only one and still he talked to the only woman he really loved behind her back.

"I miss you. I want your body, not hers." At this point it was clear to her that he was drunk. He wouldn't tell her those things if he was sober.

"Lewis."

"Please y/n. I could be at yours in 20 minutes.", he begged.

Her heart felt like it could burst in two. Knowing that he was with someone new, that he had been with someone else was unbearable and all she wanted was to just give in but she knew it was wrong. It was unfair to the new woman and she luckily had enough pride to not let him play with herself.

She knew this couldn't continue like this. It had to come to an end. "I'm done with you Lewis. Don't call me again as long as you're with someone else. None of us deserve this."

- just a little blurb that i couldn't stop thinking about.

my lewis requests are open <3

pairing: lewis hamilton x reader warnings: none summary: in which he had promise himself not to fall but even he can't help it

"This can't be happening." His head was falling into his hands as he sat on the bed across from the young woman. Her hands were shaking, not knowing how to control her feelings after telling him that she fell in love with him.

She was devastated and wished she had never told him. It was clear for her, that she had destroyed everything there was, everything she had with him. Right now, regretting the words that came from her mouth, she would rather continue whatever it had been, than not having him at all.

"I'm sorry.", she said, almost whispering. He looked up at her, his dark brown eyes focusing on her but his gaze was hard. Completely different from what she was used to from him.

"I told you from the beginning this couldn't happen." His words were harsh.

They had known each other for years now, after meeting at an event that she had attendet with her parents and her parents friends, Toto and Susie Wolff. Toto had been the one introducing her to Lewis and after that, she went to visit his races whenever she could.

Of course, Lewis Hamilton was incredibly attractive. She could not deny that his presence did something to her, but never in a million years she would've thought he would think the same about her.

But from the beginning they made an agreement that they wouldn’t be anything serious. They hung out, they spend time together and got close to each other, but always knew that it wouldn’t be anything else than being physical and liking hanging out with each other. It was a typical friendship with benefits and through all the time it had been going on, it had always been easy and fun.

He had been really clear about it, telling her how he wanted to focus on his career and not wanting a serious relationship. She knew she liked him from the beginning, being in awe of this man, his presence and the way he seemed so strong but was so gentle at the same time. But she never thought she would actually fall for him.

It frightened her, the first time she felt it. It was butterflies in her stomach, the longing of being in his arms. The longing of him saying that she was his only one and that he wanted to be with her forever.

She knew it had been the right thing to tell him. Not telling him wouldn't be fair to him since they both had an agreement.

"It's okay if you don't want to see me again. I know I ruined it."

His eyes were still laying on her. The beautiful woman in front of him that drove him crazy. She drove him crazy whenever she touched him. She drove him crazy whenever she wasn't in reach and he couldn't stop thinking about her.

He didn't want to see her again. He knew he had to cut her loose before it was too late, before he would fall head over heels for her too. He couldn't give in. He had promised himself to not let anything or anyone else take all his focus. His career, the sport that he loved so much was his whole life. He didn't want to be distracted and he knew that she would be on his mind all the time, if he let her fully in.

She saw it in his face, he didn't even had to tell her. This was over the second those words had left her lips.

They didn't see each other for over a year. It was hard for her not to fall into the deep end. Of course she was still interested in how he was doing, how his racing was going but seeing him on the tv and knowing she once had him and lost him, broke her. Her heart still beat faster whenever she overheard his name, whenever she saw a picture of him.

It was difficult for him too. Even though he could just find someone else to have fun with, he knew it wouldn't be the same. She hadn't just been someone to him. She had been special. He had let her see Lewis, not Lewis Hamilton. She knew him so well, his good side, his bad side and he couldn't remember the last time he had felt so comfortable with someone.

It was inevitable not to see each other again though. It was Totos birthday where she found herself in her favorite dress, heart pounding as she watched Lewis walk into the house. The champagne in her body did help a bit to calm her nerves. He looked good as ever. A black blazer hanging over his shoulders, paired with some trousers and shoes. His braids were tied in the back.

She watched him greeting everyone, saying hello to Toto and Susie when all of a sudden Toto turned around and pointed at her. It felt like her heart would stop the second Lewis eyes met hers. A smile started forming on his lips as he gave Toto a pat on the back and made his way over to the woman he had secretly missed so much.

"I hoped I would see you here.", he said, giving her a hug. She was surprised about his change of heart but figured he had been over the situation and had moved on.

The night went on with them chatting for a while until he was grabbed and pulled into another corner of the house to meet some people.

She didn't know what to feel. She was happy she saw him again. On the other side she knew it only brought up feelings she had tried to avoid so much. And though she was happy to see that he was fine and was willing to talk to her again, she knew now that it hadn't been hard for him to make peace with the past.

It was around 1am when she finally said goodbye to Toto and Susie, collected her things and made her way outside the house. Her parents lived close by, so she would just spend the night at theirs.

"Y/n.", she heard his voice though the night. Her heart felt warm as she saw him walking towards her, breath heavy from running to catch her before she was gone.

"You just wanted to leave without saying goodbye?" He chuckled as he walked towards her. His eyes gazed over her. He longed touching her soft skin. Her skin, that he had touched a thousand times before, but it was different this time. His heart ached by the thought of how close they had been once, physically and psychically.

"I didn't tell you the truth." Lewis had always been a more rational type, but in this moment he broke his patterns. This wasn't rational. He figured he couldn't think clear but maybe that was the effect she had on him.

She frowned, not having a single clue about what he was saying. "What do you mean?", she asked, replaying every conversation they had this evening in her head.

Lewis was close. If she wanted, she could just lean in and touch him. He looked down, cleared his throat. As he looked up again and locked eyes his hers, his eyes were soft.

"I didn't tell you the truth back then. I didn't not wanted to see you again. In fact, it killed me not seeing you for this long." He smiled, more to himself, thinking about what joy he had felt the second he saw her standing in the same room as him again.

"I- I missed you. And I know now that this wasn't just-."

It was the first time she saw him like this, mumbling, looking for the right words. Her heart started pounding again and she tried not to get her hopes up too high, just in case he would crushed her feelings again.

"I want to be with you y/n. I mean it. I want to have you by my side, in my life. Not just for the nights- I guess what I'm trying to say is-"

He was afraid of saying it. Lewis Hamilton was afraid.

"I fell for you too."

She knew she could start arguing with him about why he didn't tell her right away, why he hadn't reached out, why he had pushed her away. But she had never felt such happiness in her body and it overtook her. She rolled her eyes, couldn't hide the smile on her face that was now followed by his smile.

"You're an idiot.", she whispered as she stepped closer to him. His hands found her hips as he pressed his body against her. A feeling they both knew so well but they knew this was something new.

He kissed her. His lips being so perfectly on hers. Tongues playing with each other. They were both out of breath, wanting more, longing for more and they both knew that this was just the beginning.

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hope you like it! requests for lewis are open.

pairing: lewis hamilton x reader warnings: none summary: in which all he needs is his favorite woman by his side to feel better again

It hadn't been easy for Lewis these past couple of weeks. The season started off like a nightmare. He didn't feel the high from racing like he used to. He was used to fighting. He had fought his whole life. He knew he had to fight to get through it but sometimes the devastation overtook his body. Racing recently felt different to him. It was more of a fight than feeling the high and freedom in the car.

It had been hard for her as well. She had seen him being devastated before, when he lost races or didn't finish in the position he wanted to. But this time it was different. It wasn't usual for him to let his head down, not like this. He had always been so driven, so motivated to push himself further but she felt like this time it was hard for him to be strong all the time.

The worst part was that she wasn't able to see him. She had to take care of her work, her studies at home so she wasn't able to be with him in Saudi Arabia or when he went to his home in Monte Carlo after. Though she could hear it in his voice and saw it in his eyes when watching the interviews from after the race.

"You know it's always gonna get better Lewis. This is not the end. There's so much more to come for you.", she whispered. The bed underneath her was comfortable, still, she would rather be in his bed and in his arm. She saw his face on her phone, the lights in his room were dimmed and he looked like he would fall asleep at any time.

"I know." His voice was raspy and quiet. He didn't feel joyful, though he tried to push the awful feeling in his stomach away. He knew it wouldn't make anything better to fall into the dark place that was so hard to escape. He knew he had to push through but it would be so much easier if she would be there.

"I can't wait to see you in Australia.", he said, a light smile appearing on his face. Her heart felt warmer after seeing the light change in his face. "Me too baby.", she whispered. They talked for another 20 minutes before she send him to bed, seeing how much he needed to rest and get some sleep.

She felt the Australian sun on her skin as soon as she stepped outside the airport. She almost couldn't bare the excitement in her stomach to see Lewis. The car took her straight to the entrance of the paddocks as Qualifying would start in a couple of hours.

Fighting against the Jetlag she stepped outside the car, got through the entrance and was faced with a hundred of people scurry around in front of the paddocks.

"I'm inside.", she quickly replied to Lewis message earlier and made her way to the Mercedes motorhome that wasn't hard to find.

Her heart skipped a beat when she saw her handsome boyfriend sitting in front of the motorhome, sunglasses on and a coffee in front of him.

"Hi handsome.", she called out which made his head snap in her direction. The biggest smile appeared on his face as he stood up and walked over to her as fast as possible.

They hadn't seen each other in three weeks. Though being used to the part-time-long-distance-relationship it always filled them with so much joy seeing each other again and feeling the butterflies when being in each others arms.

His smile didn't leave his face as Lewis wrapped his arms around her. "I'm so happy you're finally here.", he whispered against her neck. "Me too." His sunglasses were now resting on his head, giving her the opportunity to look into his beautiful dark brown eyes. They had lit up as soon as he saw here, coming towards him. His body had been longing for her for the last couple of months that he couldn't really bare the joy he felt through his whole body.

She gave him energy, she made him find his way again, his will to push through this weekend.

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