Stuff That I Like

Ever since my divorce and disownment by family (almost 4 years ago) holidays don't really mean anything to me anymore. I look forward to them for the time off of work, but that's pretty much it. I still get gifts for my kids and try to at least call them, but that's about as far as it goes. I've been invited to spend holidays with some friends, but it's awkward and honestly rather painful for me to be around the happy families (it reminds me of what I've lost). I completely understand that I caused the divorce and disownment by no longer pretending to be who they want me to be, instead of being myself. I'm not bitter, just saddened. Thankfully, I have some great video games that I can get lost in until the holidays have past.