Mundane silliness

You know when you unpack a dusty box you've been avoiding for years because it seemed like so much work so you left it and the whole space around the area is in a state of disarray until finally finally you sit down and go through it organizing or throwing things away until this box is empty and you feel good about yourself so proud so you stand up and stretch taking this empty box to throw it away only to knock over another box behind it which leds you to discover that wait hold on theres several more things here that need to be unpacked this box knocked over something glass why was there glass things up here and a tangled string light wire something thats attached to something in another box or is it just more of itself and why is there so much stuff back here that i forgot even existed who put this here how am i going to use this space with this stuff theres even a rat hole in the side of the one box do i need to put traps down agh theres way more smaller things here and i thought i was done but nooo now i have to plan to come back another time and sort and clean these now too....

Dreamed of voring some cute plushies but then suppressing the memory. Only realizing when my throat felt tight and i pulled them out one by one.

Spent the afternoon organizing the shed outside and oh boy my back isnt happy.

Can't hurt to define my feelings more often.