desiderata

to love me IS to suffer me unfortunately. sorry about that.

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

i think deciding to love someone continually is like reading the same book again, but each time finding a different line that hits deep and makes you think about something you didn't realize before. and you decide to read it again and again, knowing you'll never get enough of it, knowing you'll always find something new about them to love.

some souls are like a comfort book.

okay but saying “i wish i had known you sooner” — like the love in my heart is growing so big and fast for you that i wish i had the opportunity to have you way earlier by my side, because i want to love you longer than i can do now. my love for you reaches my past and makes a place for you.

how do people ummmm focus and pay attention and get out of the mind and into the world