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My name is Frank Iero.
I'm the rhythm guitarist of The Black Parade. This music is.. brought to you, by the heart of Draag. All thanks to his.. grand immortal dictator. He/him, preferably.
Long live Draag.. and Long live the fucking Black Parade.

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[ Unfamiliar footsteps echo down the hall—too light to belong to the Dictator, the rhythm uneven, almost hesitant. The door creaks open, revealing the so-called “exalted rhythm guitarist.” Pudgy, unceremonious..., and clearly underdressed for whatever this is meant to be, he steps inside. A sealed envelope appears in his hand, which he drops onto your desk like it’s nothing worth noting. ]
[ He lingers a little too close. Close enough that the rough shadow along his jaw catches the light. ]
[ Without waiting for you to react, he tears the tab open himself. The paper slips free, and he holds it out toward you—impatient, expectant, like the contents are already yours whether you want them or not. ]
— — —
Date: Monday, 03/15/XX
To the Clerk,
Good day.
I respectfully request permission to borrow two guitars—specifically EVOL, and Pansy—along with the necessary equipment required for its use, including an amp, cable, and the standard accessories that I typically request with the instrument.. The equipment will be used solely for practice and will be returned promptly and in proper condition by April 5, XXXX.
For personal reasons, I will not be taking my prescribed medication during the borrowing period. I acknowledge full responsibility for my own condition while using the equipment and will ensure that it does not interfere with the proper handling or return of the items.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Respectfully,
Frank Iero
@all-th3-angels
[with utter confusion- though luckily being able to mask such an emotion- he sat silently as the short guitarist barged into his office. he set his pen down, opening his mouth to greet his unexpected visitor.]
Hello, Iero. How can I-
[oh? a letter, it seems. he cut himself off, instead devoting half his attention to watching the man in front of him. he hesitantly reached out for the letter that the callused hand held, expertly unfolding the paper.
he read the letter quickly, gathering the main requests and information. guitars, and going off of medications. honestly, not as much as the Clerk was expecting. though, he was no nurse- but he recalled from a brief glance at Iero’s medical chart, it would be unwise for him to stop taking his medication.
looking up from the letter, folding it down the crease, he addressed the man with the vacant expression.]
Upon the nature of your requests, I do not think that we will be unable to fulfil the first. The two guitars- along with the equipment- will be delivered to you at the nearest convenience to us.
[he adjusted his glasses slightly, folding his hands together on the desk.]
What I am not too sure about, though, is your request to cease taking your medication. Due to your past experiences, I simply do not think that it is possible.
[…not to mention the side effects of the pills, working to keep “the shouty one” in line, even when they weren’t currently on stage. conditioning was necessary, even outside of the tour.]
[ His weight shifted between his feet. Frank crossed his arms,— not quite the answer he was looking for. His hazel eyes narrow as he restates his claim, now with a light tinge of formality (and harshness.) ]
I would like to borrow two guitars, and the equipment, no strings attached. I will return them properly.
[ If anything, he wanted the misery. He craved the feeling of having his mind run around and his arms burn with the need to strum it all out; it made for good writing... With all the pills shoved down his throat and the strings turned stiff in his mind, it was horrible, absolutely no way to play! The guitarist truly believed that nothing good came out of 'stale reconditioned music.' The Black Parade would be better off being a happy-go-nothing pop band advertising fake pharmacy products. ]
[ A scoff escapes his lips before he straightens himself. Right, he's quite literally at the heart of the source. His arms remained tucked under each other, one hand tugging at the sleeves of his shirt. It comes to him a little late that he came unprepared; marched in after a good shower with a warm buzz down his spine screaming at him to play something, anything. Maybe it was the cheeseburger he ate with Death, actually... Hey, at least his hair isn't greasy, and the black shirt he's wearing doesn't have an inappropriate print.. ]
[ His eyes glance to the window, returning back to normal as his scoff morphs into a sigh. He swallows in his pride and returns his eyes back to you with a solemn: ]
... Please, sir.
[it wasn’t the guitars themselves that was the problem, no, but Iero’s own lack of personal wellbeing. a damaged rhythm guitarist would do no good to anyone, despite what the Clerk would be inclined to say otherwise. the man looked awful on the pills anyway- a sickly pallor pulled at his previously bright face, hair falling next to his eyes.
yet somehow, the Clerk sympathised with him. perhaps if he didn’t feel such animosity towards towards the Band that seemed to provide never-ending torment, he would allow for his request to go without paperwork. the Clerk would almost call it a shame that he never repaired the fleeting bonds that he had made in the past, but now with his position, he was more than glad to be the secondary administrator. the man that held some level of control over the Band’s frivolous affairs.
he returned the cold tone that Iero held in the beginning, decisive and sure. it would be stupid to argue, and yet the Clerk had a feeling that he will be one of the daring people to try.]
You will be allowed to borrow the guitars, however your medication will not change. As I’m sure you are aware, the prescription assists with more than one of your ailments. We- as in Draag, and your precious band- cannot afford you potentially setting back any medical advances for yourself.
[what the Clerk said was above all (besides the Dictator’s, at least)- if he denied the request pertaining his medication, the nurses wouldn’t be able to cease his prescription either.]
[ A groan slips past his lips. An arm returns to his side, his other hand toying with the back of his hair. Frank shifts his feet, filled with the need to just ... defy. Don't just take it, that's loser behavior.. His eyebrows furrow, lips pursing into a subtle pout. Sure,— if he's going to be labeled as the shouty one, he might as well act the part. ]
..I've been off medication, and I've been fine.
[ His tone comes off a little whiney, like a child begging for more play time in the fields. It's not like he's lying, it's true! He's a capable adult, and can take care of two dogs... Well, maybe there are times where he freezes and has to think of 5 things in the room he can touch, but those aren't frequent at all. He can function, he can work, and more importantly, he's happy in the state he's in— ]
[ Fuck, those are good points. It's composed, and straightened into meaningful arguments, but all the thoughts bubble up hot in his throat and steam out of his ears. ]
What happened to an artist's creative liberty, or whatever? I'm—I'm capable, and functional, and..
[ The keywords leave his mouth but it's executed terribly awfully. He stammers,— god, he stammers— and god it sounds way too close to begging. The hand in his shaggy hair stills and grips a little too hard. ]
I don't consent, or.. I don't want to—make me, if you really have to.
[the Clerk’s own stature remains its usual, haughty self- - assured and a tad pretentious. lazily he watched the short man (though, really- he believed they were the same height) fiddle with his hands, anxious on his feet, swaying. A complete contrast to the Clerk’s calm- almost… listless- demeanour.
just slightly, he cocks an eyebrow. the man might think he is fine off of the medication- and of course he would admit that he had already ceased taking them. the whining enforced the mental image of a dog- but not a tiny one that bites heels- more like an older Rottweiler, worn down by inaction and idleness.]
“Creative liberty?” Are you not able to… liberally create whilst also taking your medications? As I said, we will gladly give you access to your guitars. It is merely the medication that is important you still take.
[his lips were downturned in a pout at the man’s stammering. This encounter must have been very well planned out, besides the letter that he had originally written. he supposed he could forgive his uncleanliness- with his obvious civilian clothing, not prepared for the occasion of visiting a government official- and he supposed he could overlook the stammering, something that even the Clerk suffered from.]
I will not be the one to force you to take your medications, unless if you mean with a few choice words. I am not a man of force.
[he ended giving a small shrug, hoping that the casual action might calm the man even a bit.]
[ His heel twisted against the wooden floor, clearing his throat to collect himself. The resemblance was ironic— an older, greying Rottweiler unable to bark as loud as it did before, only now taken into a household where biting is punished. So what? A dog wearing a collar can still bite.. just after hesitating. He's not getting old ... he can go back to the person he was way back then... whoever that was. ]
[ Calming Frank down is not an easy feat. He's short-tempered and snappy (... like a dog). The familiar feeling of unease from the MOAT and guilt dripping down into his system fills him. His mouth dries up and he can't help but chew the insides of his cheeks to ground himself. ]
They.. don't make me feel like myself. You don't get it.
[ He pushes past the sweat and swallows down the bitter feeling. His hand pulls away from his hair and instead starts moving to explain himself—defend himself. Anger and resentment morph into disappointment and distress. Maybe it's years of sitting in a desolate cell and being beat when he dared to linger with his bandmates for too long, or forgetting how to smile after hours of reconditioning— ]
I... I don't think it's that hard to understand— I can't write what I really feel because of the pills.
I don't want to, I.. Can I not say no?
[ Unfamiliar footsteps echo down the hall—too light to belong to the Dictator, the rhythm uneven, almost hesitant. The door creaks open, revealing the so-called “exalted rhythm guitarist.” Pudgy, unceremonious..., and clearly underdressed for whatever this is meant to be, he steps inside. A sealed envelope appears in his hand, which he drops onto your desk like it’s nothing worth noting. ]
[ He lingers a little too close. Close enough that the rough shadow along his jaw catches the light. ]
[ Without waiting for you to react, he tears the tab open himself. The paper slips free, and he holds it out toward you—impatient, expectant, like the contents are already yours whether you want them or not. ]
— — —
Date: Monday, 03/15/XX
To the Clerk,
Good day.
I respectfully request permission to borrow two guitars—specifically EVOL, and Pansy—along with the necessary equipment required for its use, including an amp, cable, and the standard accessories that I typically request with the instrument.. The equipment will be used solely for practice and will be returned promptly and in proper condition by April 5, XXXX.
For personal reasons, I will not be taking my prescribed medication during the borrowing period. I acknowledge full responsibility for my own condition while using the equipment and will ensure that it does not interfere with the proper handling or return of the items.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Respectfully,
Frank Iero
@all-th3-angels
[with utter confusion- though luckily being able to mask such an emotion- he sat silently as the short guitarist barged into his office. he set his pen down, opening his mouth to greet his unexpected visitor.]
Hello, Iero. How can I-
[oh? a letter, it seems. he cut himself off, instead devoting half his attention to watching the man in front of him. he hesitantly reached out for the letter that the callused hand held, expertly unfolding the paper.
he read the letter quickly, gathering the main requests and information. guitars, and going off of medications. honestly, not as much as the Clerk was expecting. though, he was no nurse- but he recalled from a brief glance at Iero’s medical chart, it would be unwise for him to stop taking his medication.
looking up from the letter, folding it down the crease, he addressed the man with the vacant expression.]
Upon the nature of your requests, I do not think that we will be unable to fulfil the first. The two guitars- along with the equipment- will be delivered to you at the nearest convenience to us.
[he adjusted his glasses slightly, folding his hands together on the desk.]
What I am not too sure about, though, is your request to cease taking your medication. Due to your past experiences, I simply do not think that it is possible.
[…not to mention the side effects of the pills, working to keep “the shouty one” in line, even when they weren’t currently on stage. conditioning was necessary, even outside of the tour.]
[ His weight shifted between his feet. Frank crossed his arms,— not quite the answer he was looking for. His hazel eyes narrow as he restates his claim, now with a light tinge of formality (and harshness.) ]
I would like to borrow two guitars, and the equipment, no strings attached. I will return them properly.
[ If anything, he wanted the misery. He craved the feeling of having his mind run around and his arms burn with the need to strum it all out; it made for good writing... With all the pills shoved down his throat and the strings turned stiff in his mind, it was horrible, absolutely no way to play! The guitarist truly believed that nothing good came out of 'stale reconditioned music.' The Black Parade would be better off being a happy-go-nothing pop band advertising fake pharmacy products. ]
[ A scoff escapes his lips before he straightens himself. Right, he's quite literally at the heart of the source. His arms remained tucked under each other, one hand tugging at the sleeves of his shirt. It comes to him a little late that he came unprepared; marched in after a good shower with a warm buzz down his spine screaming at him to play something, anything. Maybe it was the cheeseburger he ate with Death, actually... Hey, at least his hair isn't greasy, and the black shirt he's wearing doesn't have an inappropriate print.. ]
[ His eyes glance to the window, returning back to normal as his scoff morphs into a sigh. He swallows in his pride and returns his eyes back to you with a solemn: ]
... Please, sir.
[it wasn’t the guitars themselves that was the problem, no, but Iero’s own lack of personal wellbeing. a damaged rhythm guitarist would do no good to anyone, despite what the Clerk would be inclined to say otherwise. the man looked awful on the pills anyway- a sickly pallor pulled at his previously bright face, hair falling next to his eyes.
yet somehow, the Clerk sympathised with him. perhaps if he didn’t feel such animosity towards towards the Band that seemed to provide never-ending torment, he would allow for his request to go without paperwork. the Clerk would almost call it a shame that he never repaired the fleeting bonds that he had made in the past, but now with his position, he was more than glad to be the secondary administrator. the man that held some level of control over the Band’s frivolous affairs.
he returned the cold tone that Iero held in the beginning, decisive and sure. it would be stupid to argue, and yet the Clerk had a feeling that he will be one of the daring people to try.]
You will be allowed to borrow the guitars, however your medication will not change. As I’m sure you are aware, the prescription assists with more than one of your ailments. We- as in Draag, and your precious band- cannot afford you potentially setting back any medical advances for yourself.
[what the Clerk said was above all (besides the Dictator’s, at least)- if he denied the request pertaining his medication, the nurses wouldn’t be able to cease his prescription either.]
[ A groan slips past his lips. An arm returns to his side, his other hand toying with the back of his hair. Frank shifts his feet, filled with the need to just ... defy. Don't just take it, that's loser behavior.. His eyebrows furrow, lips pursing into a subtle pout. Sure,— if he's going to be labeled as the shouty one, he might as well act the part. ]
..I've been off medication, and I've been fine.
[ His tone comes off a little whiney, like a child begging for more play time in the fields. It's not like he's lying, it's true! He's a capable adult, and can take care of two dogs... Well, maybe there are times where he freezes and has to think of 5 things in the room he can touch, but those aren't frequent at all. He can function, he can work, and more importantly, he's happy in the state he's in— ]
[ Fuck, those are good points. It's composed, and straightened into meaningful arguments, but all the thoughts bubble up hot in his throat and steam out of his ears. ]
What happened to an artist's creative liberty, or whatever? I'm—I'm capable, and functional, and..
[ The keywords leave his mouth but it's executed terribly awfully. He stammers,— god, he stammers— and god it sounds way too close to begging. The hand in his shaggy hair stills and grips a little too hard. ]
I don't consent, or.. I don't want to—make me, if you really have to.
[ Unfamiliar footsteps echo down the hall—too light to belong to the Dictator, the rhythm uneven, almost hesitant. The door creaks open, revealing the so-called “exalted rhythm guitarist.” Pudgy, unceremonious..., and clearly underdressed for whatever this is meant to be, he steps inside. A sealed envelope appears in his hand, which he drops onto your desk like it’s nothing worth noting. ]
[ He lingers a little too close. Close enough that the rough shadow along his jaw catches the light. ]
[ Without waiting for you to react, he tears the tab open himself. The paper slips free, and he holds it out toward you—impatient, expectant, like the contents are already yours whether you want them or not. ]
— — —
Date: Monday, 03/15/XX
To the Clerk,
Good day.
I respectfully request permission to borrow two guitars—specifically EVOL, and Pansy—along with the necessary equipment required for its use, including an amp, cable, and the standard accessories that I typically request with the instrument.. The equipment will be used solely for practice and will be returned promptly and in proper condition by April 5, XXXX.
For personal reasons, I will not be taking my prescribed medication during the borrowing period. I acknowledge full responsibility for my own condition while using the equipment and will ensure that it does not interfere with the proper handling or return of the items.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Respectfully,
Frank Iero
@all-th3-angels
[with utter confusion- though luckily being able to mask such an emotion- he sat silently as the short guitarist barged into his office. he set his pen down, opening his mouth to greet his unexpected visitor.]
Hello, Iero. How can I-
[oh? a letter, it seems. he cut himself off, instead devoting half his attention to watching the man in front of him. he hesitantly reached out for the letter that the callused hand held, expertly unfolding the paper.
he read the letter quickly, gathering the main requests and information. guitars, and going off of medications. honestly, not as much as the Clerk was expecting. though, he was no nurse- but he recalled from a brief glance at Iero’s medical chart, it would be unwise for him to stop taking his medication.
looking up from the letter, folding it down the crease, he addressed the man with the vacant expression.]
Upon the nature of your requests, I do not think that we will be unable to fulfil the first. The two guitars- along with the equipment- will be delivered to you at the nearest convenience to us.
[he adjusted his glasses slightly, folding his hands together on the desk.]
What I am not too sure about, though, is your request to cease taking your medication. Due to your past experiences, I simply do not think that it is possible.
[…not to mention the side effects of the pills, working to keep “the shouty one” in line, even when they weren’t currently on stage. conditioning was necessary, even outside of the tour.]
[ His weight shifted between his feet. Frank crossed his arms,— not quite the answer he was looking for. His hazel eyes narrow as he restates his claim, now with a light tinge of formality (and harshness.) ]
I would like to borrow two guitars, and the equipment, no strings attached. I will return them properly.
[ If anything, he wanted the misery. He craved the feeling of having his mind run around and his arms burn with the need to strum it all out; it made for good writing... With all the pills shoved down his throat and the strings turned stiff in his mind, it was horrible, absolutely no way to play! The guitarist truly believed that nothing good came out of 'stale reconditioned music.' The Black Parade would be better off being a happy-go-nothing pop band advertising fake pharmacy products. ]
[ A scoff escapes his lips before he straightens himself. Right, he's quite literally at the heart of the source. His arms remained tucked under each other, one hand tugging at the sleeves of his shirt. It comes to him a little late that he came unprepared; marched in after a good shower with a warm buzz down his spine screaming at him to play something, anything. Maybe it was the cheeseburger he ate with Death, actually... Hey, at least his hair isn't greasy, and the black shirt he's wearing doesn't have an inappropriate print.. ]
[ His eyes glance to the window, returning back to normal as his scoff morphs into a sigh. He swallows in his pride and returns his eyes back to you with a solemn: ]
... Please, sir.
[ a tall, stringy-legged man stood outside of Frank's door with an expression that mirrored a deer in headlights. He thumbed over a small, crumpled slip of paper in hand and gave it a glance for probably the twentieth time in the past five minutes. Then, he went on to compare the numbers scrawled on it in Gerard's writing to those plated next to the door just ooooone more time to make sure. They matched. This was the right place... ]
[ why did Gerard write like that, anyway? He scrunched up his nose at the curls and scratches on the paper-- it was no wonder he was having his doubts. It's like his sibling had scribbled overtop of the original writing twice over, while also blindfolded. Speaking of Gerard, that's the reason he was here in the first place. She'd scolded him heartily for wandering around on his own too much after the last time in which he might've gotten a little lost. But what good was a babysitter for a grown man, anyway? That's what this was. Babysitting. Babysitting like a dog. Oh, dogs. Bob's little business wasn't too far off from here, maybe. He could take a quick jog down that way, say hi, maybe pick up a snack... ]
[ he turned to hum and start on his way idly, the promise of puppies and snacks on his mind-- ]
[ --wait a minute. Task at hand. Frank's. You are literally at Frank's, Mikey ]
[ ... and back he went, turning in another little circle and refocusing himself. He raised his hand and knocked a few times, shifting on his legs and trying to not look as awkward as he felt ]
[ -- @kill-4ll-your-friends ]
[ Frank scrambled to his feet from the couch, the sudden movement startling his dogs. The door clicked open with a leg strategically positioned to prevent Lois from zooming straight out into the lobby. The pudgy man's eyes instinctively zone in to your shoes at first, lowering his head before trailing up those long legs and meeting your face. Kkhm. Just you. ]
..Oh, Mikey. What's up?
[ Leaning against the doorway and ... pretending to be nonchalant, a brown snoot peeks out between his legs. ]
[ there he is: Frank! A smile of both relief and recognition pulled at the corners of his lips and he visibly relaxed. Despite this, his eyes still flitted in every direction and he couldn't resist the embarrassed flush from flooding his cheeks. Even being the token 'little brother', he was still a grown man... and he'd willingly walked to his designated babysitter's door under Gerard's direction. All he was missing was a backpack with a tag that said 'if lost, please return to Gerard Way' ]
Uh, hey Frank... Gee said I should come stay with you. Like... on days I'm alone in the room? I'm not all in one piece still, so, yannow... I get lost easy. They aren't a huge fan of hunting me down, haha....
[ his stress eased further when he heard a snuffle from below, noticing Frank's guest and lighting up instantly. Despite remembering his bandmate, he'd seemed to have forgotten the man owned dogs. At least he'd get some puppy time today after all, even if he wasn't going to visit Bob ]
Ah. Well of course they did. Come in, come in. Y'know I can't say no to Death.
[ He shuffled backwards, barricading Lois from fleeing and leaving a tiny slither of space for you to come in. Luckily, Soup had a bit more patience and simply stood by. Your entrance was followed by the door swiftly shutting, the guitarist padding behind you and sitting on the couch. The two dogs circle you, loud sniffs and pants filling the silence. ]
How has it been? It's, uh.. been a bit.
[ Leaning against the beige cushion, he crosses his arms, meeting your eyes. It's not every day that he gets company ... Even if it's just "babysitting," it's someone. (—that isn't a dog, for once.) ]
It's been... Well, it's been something. I dunno if Gee gave you the rundown but... They got me pretty good this time. I feel like an idiot most days. Can't even recall most of our friends...
[ he realized that Frank had likely meant for lighter, easier small talk by the question... at least to start. Clearing his throat to shut himself up before he could lament any further, he opted to slide down to the floor just in front of the man. He gratefully welcomed paws, tongues, and wet noses with a little giggle that bubbled from his chest between kisses- shielding his face to speak without dog drool ]
-- But I ran into Bob a little while back. It was nice seeing him again. We went out to lunch. What about you?
[ A beat. ... Frank rests his crossed arms on his knees and leans forward towards you. He quietly cleared his throat, punctuating the start of his sentence with a slight tilt of the head. A tattooed hand comes down to scratch Soup's back, easing the pup into leaving your side and instead sit on his foot. ]
Well ... Not much either, hah. I bumped into Gee a couple days ago and ate with her at a diner, though. Otherwise just mundane errands.
[ Moving his gaze to his pet's snoot, he chuckles. Rubbing his thumb against her nose, he continues. ]
I haven't ... played in a while either. I miss Pansy, sometimes.
Right, shit.... Man it's... definitely different having all the designated shit. You know like, like we can't just go out to the studio when we've got a track. Or sit down and jam. Can't even hold an instrument hardly unless it's being shoved in our hands...
[ he knew he was preaching to the choir, but there was no reason to not simply voice what they were both likely thinking. Without dogs clambering over his lap, he was free to shift a bit closer to the couch. Remaining on the floor, he instead leaned back against it and tipped his head to look up at Frank ]
.... I'm sure it was nice for Gee to go out though. So, uhm... thanks, from her brother, ahah. She's been really stressed out lately... Tries not to show it but, yannow how her worried ass eyebrows always do that squinty thing. You can just tell.
[ His (slobbered) hand leaves Soup, meeting your head with a light touch. A dry laugh follows the tips of his fingers kindling strands of your hair like warmth in winter. Not too hard to be annoying, but not gentle enough to just be brushed off either. ]
Trust me, I know. Seems they're always stressed these days. I feel bad-- like, I want to help but I don't know how.
[ As he spoke, he couldn't help but press his palm down against your head. Coming to the realization that you are, in fact, not one of his dogs, the heel of his hand lifts and stays hovering by your hair awkwardly. His lips come to a pout, biting the corner of his mouth where it used to be pierced. ]
Y'know, I've missed this...
[ even if he'd seen the hand coming he still jumped a bit. The surprise was short lived, eyes softening to a smiley squint and his lips curling up to match. Now this was something he could remember. The band had always shared their intimacy openly, whether it be headbutts, hugs, or kisses. He hadn't quite preferred reciprocating these until he got older, but now, he had matured into a deep fondness for the acts when they came around ]
Me too, I think.
[ straightening his back out a little more gave his room to crane his head up and chase Frank's retreating hand, nudging back into his palm. He liked having his hair pet, thank you very much. Dog or not. ]
... We could always try to take him out for a bit. Even if it's just like... a picnic or something. Just keep 'em distracted when we can, yannow? Because my suggestion for plan B involves breaking into an asylum, so...
[ He'd clear his throat at the reciprocation, hesitating before continuing the idle pats. It's been a while since he knew love care like this. Frank is used to fleeting touches and holding pinky fingers with bodies blocking intimacy from authority's watch... Now he remembers he's been having his own place, living alone in the government's idea of freedom. ]
[ Still. Careful doesn't hurt. He manages to catch a vague idea of what you've been talking about before letting out a low 'haha what were you just talking about' laugh like he wasn't thinking about how soft your hair just was. Tattooed fingers card through your hair as he musters a reply. ]
Yeah, right... We should go have an outing soon, as a band-- uh, when Ray gets out. Maybe have some talks by a campfire. That sound nice?

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[ a tall, stringy-legged man stood outside of Frank's door with an expression that mirrored a deer in headlights. He thumbed over a small, crumpled slip of paper in hand and gave it a glance for probably the twentieth time in the past five minutes. Then, he went on to compare the numbers scrawled on it in Gerard's writing to those plated next to the door just ooooone more time to make sure. They matched. This was the right place... ]
[ why did Gerard write like that, anyway? He scrunched up his nose at the curls and scratches on the paper-- it was no wonder he was having his doubts. It's like his sibling had scribbled overtop of the original writing twice over, while also blindfolded. Speaking of Gerard, that's the reason he was here in the first place. She'd scolded him heartily for wandering around on his own too much after the last time in which he might've gotten a little lost. But what good was a babysitter for a grown man, anyway? That's what this was. Babysitting. Babysitting like a dog. Oh, dogs. Bob's little business wasn't too far off from here, maybe. He could take a quick jog down that way, say hi, maybe pick up a snack... ]
[ he turned to hum and start on his way idly, the promise of puppies and snacks on his mind-- ]
[ --wait a minute. Task at hand. Frank's. You are literally at Frank's, Mikey ]
[ ... and back he went, turning in another little circle and refocusing himself. He raised his hand and knocked a few times, shifting on his legs and trying to not look as awkward as he felt ]
[ -- @kill-4ll-your-friends ]
[ Frank scrambled to his feet from the couch, the sudden movement startling his dogs. The door clicked open with a leg strategically positioned to prevent Lois from zooming straight out into the lobby. The pudgy man's eyes instinctively zone in to your shoes at first, lowering his head before trailing up those long legs and meeting your face. Kkhm. Just you. ]
..Oh, Mikey. What's up?
[ Leaning against the doorway and ... pretending to be nonchalant, a brown snoot peeks out between his legs. ]
[ there he is: Frank! A smile of both relief and recognition pulled at the corners of his lips and he visibly relaxed. Despite this, his eyes still flitted in every direction and he couldn't resist the embarrassed flush from flooding his cheeks. Even being the token 'little brother', he was still a grown man... and he'd willingly walked to his designated babysitter's door under Gerard's direction. All he was missing was a backpack with a tag that said 'if lost, please return to Gerard Way' ]
Uh, hey Frank... Gee said I should come stay with you. Like... on days I'm alone in the room? I'm not all in one piece still, so, yannow... I get lost easy. They aren't a huge fan of hunting me down, haha....
[ his stress eased further when he heard a snuffle from below, noticing Frank's guest and lighting up instantly. Despite remembering his bandmate, he'd seemed to have forgotten the man owned dogs. At least he'd get some puppy time today after all, even if he wasn't going to visit Bob ]
Ah. Well of course they did. Come in, come in. Y'know I can't say no to Death.
[ He shuffled backwards, barricading Lois from fleeing and leaving a tiny slither of space for you to come in. Luckily, Soup had a bit more patience and simply stood by. Your entrance was followed by the door swiftly shutting, the guitarist padding behind you and sitting on the couch. The two dogs circle you, loud sniffs and pants filling the silence. ]
How has it been? It's, uh.. been a bit.
[ Leaning against the beige cushion, he crosses his arms, meeting your eyes. It's not every day that he gets company ... Even if it's just "babysitting," it's someone. (—that isn't a dog, for once.) ]
It's been... Well, it's been something. I dunno if Gee gave you the rundown but... They got me pretty good this time. I feel like an idiot most days. Can't even recall most of our friends...
[ he realized that Frank had likely meant for lighter, easier small talk by the question... at least to start. Clearing his throat to shut himself up before he could lament any further, he opted to slide down to the floor just in front of the man. He gratefully welcomed paws, tongues, and wet noses with a little giggle that bubbled from his chest between kisses- shielding his face to speak without dog drool ]
-- But I ran into Bob a little while back. It was nice seeing him again. We went out to lunch. What about you?
[ A beat. ... Frank rests his crossed arms on his knees and leans forward towards you. He quietly cleared his throat, punctuating the start of his sentence with a slight tilt of the head. A tattooed hand comes down to scratch Soup's back, easing the pup into leaving your side and instead sit on his foot. ]
Well ... Not much either, hah. I bumped into Gee a couple days ago and ate with her at a diner, though. Otherwise just mundane errands.
[ Moving his gaze to his pet's snoot, he chuckles. Rubbing his thumb against her nose, he continues. ]
I haven't ... played in a while either. I miss Pansy, sometimes.
Right, shit.... Man it's... definitely different having all the designated shit. You know like, like we can't just go out to the studio when we've got a track. Or sit down and jam. Can't even hold an instrument hardly unless it's being shoved in our hands...
[ he knew he was preaching to the choir, but there was no reason to not simply voice what they were both likely thinking. Without dogs clambering over his lap, he was free to shift a bit closer to the couch. Remaining on the floor, he instead leaned back against it and tipped his head to look up at Frank ]
.... I'm sure it was nice for Gee to go out though. So, uhm... thanks, from her brother, ahah. She's been really stressed out lately... Tries not to show it but, yannow how her worried ass eyebrows always do that squinty thing. You can just tell.
[ His (slobbered) hand leaves Soup, meeting your head with a light touch. A dry laugh follows the tips of his fingers kindling strands of your hair like warmth in winter. Not too hard to be annoying, but not gentle enough to just be brushed off either. ]
Trust me, I know. Seems they're always stressed these days. I feel bad-- like, I want to help but I don't know how.
[ As he spoke, he couldn't help but press his palm down against your head. Coming to the realization that you are, in fact, not one of his dogs, the heel of his hand lifts and stays hovering by your hair awkwardly. His lips come to a pout, biting the corner of his mouth where it used to be pierced. ]
Y'know, I've missed this...
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[ a tall, stringy-legged man stood outside of Frank's door with an expression that mirrored a deer in headlights. He thumbed over a small, crumpled slip of paper in hand and gave it a glance for probably the twentieth time in the past five minutes. Then, he went on to compare the numbers scrawled on it in Gerard's writing to those plated next to the door just ooooone more time to make sure. They matched. This was the right place... ]
[ why did Gerard write like that, anyway? He scrunched up his nose at the curls and scratches on the paper-- it was no wonder he was having his doubts. It's like his sibling had scribbled overtop of the original writing twice over, while also blindfolded. Speaking of Gerard, that's the reason he was here in the first place. She'd scolded him heartily for wandering around on his own too much after the last time in which he might've gotten a little lost. But what good was a babysitter for a grown man, anyway? That's what this was. Babysitting. Babysitting like a dog. Oh, dogs. Bob's little business wasn't too far off from here, maybe. He could take a quick jog down that way, say hi, maybe pick up a snack... ]
[ he turned to hum and start on his way idly, the promise of puppies and snacks on his mind-- ]
[ --wait a minute. Task at hand. Frank's. You are literally at Frank's, Mikey ]
[ ... and back he went, turning in another little circle and refocusing himself. He raised his hand and knocked a few times, shifting on his legs and trying to not look as awkward as he felt ]
[ -- @kill-4ll-your-friends ]
[ Frank scrambled to his feet from the couch, the sudden movement startling his dogs. The door clicked open with a leg strategically positioned to prevent Lois from zooming straight out into the lobby. The pudgy man's eyes instinctively zone in to your shoes at first, lowering his head before trailing up those long legs and meeting your face. Kkhm. Just you. ]
..Oh, Mikey. What's up?
[ Leaning against the doorway and ... pretending to be nonchalant, a brown snoot peeks out between his legs. ]
[ there he is: Frank! A smile of both relief and recognition pulled at the corners of his lips and he visibly relaxed. Despite this, his eyes still flitted in every direction and he couldn't resist the embarrassed flush from flooding his cheeks. Even being the token 'little brother', he was still a grown man... and he'd willingly walked to his designated babysitter's door under Gerard's direction. All he was missing was a backpack with a tag that said 'if lost, please return to Gerard Way' ]
Uh, hey Frank... Gee said I should come stay with you. Like... on days I'm alone in the room? I'm not all in one piece still, so, yannow... I get lost easy. They aren't a huge fan of hunting me down, haha....
[ his stress eased further when he heard a snuffle from below, noticing Frank's guest and lighting up instantly. Despite remembering his bandmate, he'd seemed to have forgotten the man owned dogs. At least he'd get some puppy time today after all, even if he wasn't going to visit Bob ]
Ah. Well of course they did. Come in, come in. Y'know I can't say no to Death.
[ He shuffled backwards, barricading Lois from fleeing and leaving a tiny slither of space for you to come in. Luckily, Soup had a bit more patience and simply stood by. Your entrance was followed by the door swiftly shutting, the guitarist padding behind you and sitting on the couch. The two dogs circle you, loud sniffs and pants filling the silence. ]
How has it been? It's, uh.. been a bit.
[ Leaning against the beige cushion, he crosses his arms, meeting your eyes. It's not every day that he gets company ... Even if it's just "babysitting," it's someone. (—that isn't a dog, for once.) ]
It's been... Well, it's been something. I dunno if Gee gave you the rundown but... They got me pretty good this time. I feel like an idiot most days. Can't even recall most of our friends...
[ he realized that Frank had likely meant for lighter, easier small talk by the question... at least to start. Clearing his throat to shut himself up before he could lament any further, he opted to slide down to the floor just in front of the man. He gratefully welcomed paws, tongues, and wet noses with a little giggle that bubbled from his chest between kisses- shielding his face to speak without dog drool ]
-- But I ran into Bob a little while back. It was nice seeing him again. We went out to lunch. What about you?
[ A beat. ... Frank rests his crossed arms on his knees and leans forward towards you. He quietly cleared his throat, punctuating the start of his sentence with a slight tilt of the head. A tattooed hand comes down to scratch Soup's back, easing the pup into leaving your side and instead sit on his foot. ]
Well ... Not much either, hah. I bumped into Gee a couple days ago and ate with her at a diner, though. Otherwise just mundane errands.
[ Moving his gaze to his pet's snoot, he chuckles. Rubbing his thumb against her nose, he continues. ]
I haven't ... played in a while either. I miss Pansy, sometimes.

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[ a tall, stringy-legged man stood outside of Frank's door with an expression that mirrored a deer in headlights. He thumbed over a small, crumpled slip of paper in hand and gave it a glance for probably the twentieth time in the past five minutes. Then, he went on to compare the numbers scrawled on it in Gerard's writing to those plated next to the door just ooooone more time to make sure. They matched. This was the right place... ]
[ why did Gerard write like that, anyway? He scrunched up his nose at the curls and scratches on the paper-- it was no wonder he was having his doubts. It's like his sibling had scribbled overtop of the original writing twice over, while also blindfolded. Speaking of Gerard, that's the reason he was here in the first place. She'd scolded him heartily for wandering around on his own too much after the last time in which he might've gotten a little lost. But what good was a babysitter for a grown man, anyway? That's what this was. Babysitting. Babysitting like a dog. Oh, dogs. Bob's little business wasn't too far off from here, maybe. He could take a quick jog down that way, say hi, maybe pick up a snack... ]
[ he turned to hum and start on his way idly, the promise of puppies and snacks on his mind-- ]
[ --wait a minute. Task at hand. Frank's. You are literally at Frank's, Mikey ]
[ ... and back he went, turning in another little circle and refocusing himself. He raised his hand and knocked a few times, shifting on his legs and trying to not look as awkward as he felt ]
[ -- @kill-4ll-your-friends ]
[ Frank scrambled to his feet from the couch, the sudden movement startling his dogs. The door clicked open with a leg strategically positioned to prevent Lois from zooming straight out into the lobby. The pudgy man's eyes instinctively zone in to your shoes at first, lowering his head before trailing up those long legs and meeting your face. Kkhm. Just you. ]
..Oh, Mikey. What's up?
[ Leaning against the doorway and ... pretending to be nonchalant, a brown snoot peeks out between his legs. ]
[ there he is: Frank! A smile of both relief and recognition pulled at the corners of his lips and he visibly relaxed. Despite this, his eyes still flitted in every direction and he couldn't resist the embarrassed flush from flooding his cheeks. Even being the token 'little brother', he was still a grown man... and he'd willingly walked to his designated babysitter's door under Gerard's direction. All he was missing was a backpack with a tag that said 'if lost, please return to Gerard Way' ]
Uh, hey Frank... Gee said I should come stay with you. Like... on days I'm alone in the room? I'm not all in one piece still, so, yannow... I get lost easy. They aren't a huge fan of hunting me down, haha....
[ his stress eased further when he heard a snuffle from below, noticing Frank's guest and lighting up instantly. Despite remembering his bandmate, he'd seemed to have forgotten the man owned dogs. At least he'd get some puppy time today after all, even if he wasn't going to visit Bob ]
Ah. Well of course they did. Come in, come in. Y'know I can't say no to Death.
[ He shuffled backwards, barricading Lois from fleeing and leaving a tiny slither of space for you to come in. Luckily, Soup had a bit more patience and simply stood by. Your entrance was followed by the door swiftly shutting, the guitarist padding behind you and sitting on the couch. The two dogs circle you, loud sniffs and pants filling the silence. ]
How has it been? It's, uh.. been a bit.
[ Leaning against the beige cushion, he crosses his arms, meeting your eyes. It's not every day that he gets company ... Even if it's just "babysitting," it's someone. (—that isn't a dog, for once.) ]
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[ a tall, stringy-legged man stood outside of Frank's door with an expression that mirrored a deer in headlights. He thumbed over a small, crumpled slip of paper in hand and gave it a glance for probably the twentieth time in the past five minutes. Then, he went on to compare the numbers scrawled on it in Gerard's writing to those plated next to the door just ooooone more time to make sure. They matched. This was the right place... ]
[ why did Gerard write like that, anyway? He scrunched up his nose at the curls and scratches on the paper-- it was no wonder he was having his doubts. It's like his sibling had scribbled overtop of the original writing twice over, while also blindfolded. Speaking of Gerard, that's the reason he was here in the first place. She'd scolded him heartily for wandering around on his own too much after the last time in which he might've gotten a little lost. But what good was a babysitter for a grown man, anyway? That's what this was. Babysitting. Babysitting like a dog. Oh, dogs. Bob's little business wasn't too far off from here, maybe. He could take a quick jog down that way, say hi, maybe pick up a snack... ]
[ he turned to hum and start on his way idly, the promise of puppies and snacks on his mind-- ]
[ --wait a minute. Task at hand. Frank's. You are literally at Frank's, Mikey ]
[ ... and back he went, turning in another little circle and refocusing himself. He raised his hand and knocked a few times, shifting on his legs and trying to not look as awkward as he felt ]
[ -- @kill-4ll-your-friends ]
[ Frank scrambled to his feet from the couch, the sudden movement startling his dogs. The door clicked open with a leg strategically positioned to prevent Lois from zooming straight out into the lobby. The pudgy man's eyes instinctively zone in to your shoes at first, lowering his head before trailing up those long legs and meeting your face. Kkhm. Just you. ]
..Oh, Mikey. What's up?
[ Leaning against the doorway and ... pretending to be nonchalant, a brown snoot peeks out between his legs. ]
have you ever felt like you couldn't-- can't control yourself?
have you ever found yourself doing something that you know used to be a habit but can't find why anywhere? i can't seem to remember.
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[ Things have been slower now that the first leg of the tour has ended. Frank was able to pick up his dogs from Bob, the two excited to see him and welcoming him back with wagging tails. While Lois is currently asleep in his hotel room, Soup woke up with a shit ton of energy, leading Frank to decide to take her on a walk. A simple red collar is gently tugged around her neck, and they're off to pad by the block. ]
[ Soup is a relatively behaved dog; which is why he's surprised when she strays from her usual path to sniff a stranger. He tries to softly usher her back, before giving in and getting led by her leash. His eyes lift up to a familiar face. That explains it. ]
..Ah, Death. It's been a while, hey.
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(it certainly had been a while, and Death hadn't been expecting to see Frank much really at all until the next set of shows started. . . but it was more than pleasant to see him in any case.
by the time Frank had spoken up, they had already leant down a little to scratch Soup behind the ears, before straightening and giving the man a wide smile.
despite everything, they could still manage to be cheery enough.)
Frank - ! it's good to see you. I'm sorry I haven't been able to come and check in on you recently. ..
You too, man.
[ Frank gave a smile, less tense now that he knows that he didn't just interrupt a stranger's walk. He steps closer, causing Soup to sit down and wag her tail. Idly petting her head, he replies. ]
How're you? ..And Ray, Illi— and Mikey too. I haven't been able to talk to the band in general in a while, actually..
(their smile faltered a little at the mention of Ray, but it wasn't long before Death had recovered enough to manage a tiny smile.
this was significantly less genuine than it had been beforehand, though.)
I am managing as well as I can, the break is nice. it's good without all the pressure. . . Mikey is doing alright too. Ray is - he was taken away.
. . . Illi is alright, I believe-!
Ah..
[ Frank's hand would still, blinking slowly as the words came to his ears. He was taken away. That's.. definitely not good to hear. Soup lifts her head up to press her nuzzle against the curve of his palm, a whine at the stopped movement. He hums with a slight frown, rubbing his thumb against her nose. After swallowing down an irrational choice of words, he replies. ]
I'm.. uh, what happened to Ray?
(Death went quiet for a moment, thinking of the best way to phrase this. well, what was the point in trying to water it down? this was the reality they were living in after all, it didn't make any difference if they just told Frank the truth.)
he's been taken to a mental hospital, I believe. that's what they said before they sedated me, anyway. I don't - I haven't heard anything since.
I haven't had much chance to find out more, things just keep happening. .
[ It takes a moment for Frank to register the words, running to his ears and taking a moment to settle; he's been.. noticeably slower in general since after the tour. He lowers his head with a nod, breaking the silence to clear his throat. What happens, happens.. It's not like he can do anything to help, in lieu of being reconditioned and put back in his place. ]
I'm.. sorry for that. That's, uh.. tough,— but you can always talk to me, yeah? We're friends.
(Death understood that, this situation had changed all of them in some way. or, at least had an impact on them. it wasn't a surprise that Frank had been impacted too.)
it's - yes, I know. . . thank you. I don't - I don't want you to get mixed up in that entire situation, in case anything happens to you. I don't think they'll bother with you as much if you keep away from me but-
I would definitely like to talk to you more anyway. .
Uh.. How about we go get some food and we can talk, like good old times?
[ Frank would offer with the tilt of his head, in the direction of a cheap fast food place nearby. It was close to lunch hours, ..and he could use a meal by now. ]
I'll treat you, if you want.
oh, really? yes, that would be lovely. . . it's been a while since I've been able to relax properly!
(that was certainly true, with all the things happening recently it had been so difficult for them to find a moment to actually properly relax.)
thank you, Frank. really, it means a lot - I'm glad you still want to spend time with me.
I.. Of course, Death. You're one of my closest friends.
[ Frank slowly turns on his heel, making sure you're following him and he doesn't look like a complete idiot. As soon as he starts moving, Soup weaves through his legs, somehow between his legs with every step he makes. Frank manages to untangle her from his legs before crossing the sidewalk, fixing the leash from around his fingers while doing so. ]
Uh.. How's Illi treating you? Sorry I haven't been able to, like.. babysit, recently.
[ He pushes the door open for you, following suit. ]
(Death follows of course, genuinely just glad that Frank still wanted to spend time with them despite everything. everything being all that happened during the shows. . . some may want to avoid all memory of that.
but it seemed that wasn't the case here. they walked in after him.)
she's been alright - don't you worry about that, I get it. she will be happy to see you again though I'm sure!
[ Frank moves to a table near the corner of the restaurant for some privacy, Soup jumping onto the cushion before he sat down. He lets go of the leash and picks up the menu, flipping through the pages as if he didn't know what he was going to order. It's safe to say he's a regular here; I mean.. where else can you find a dog-friendly fast food place in Draag? ]
I'll be sure to stop by and visit more. After the tour I've just been.. resting a lot, hah.
(they sit down at the table as well, also casting eyes over the menu after briefly glancing around the place. after all, it was a safe idea to check who was in this place before getting too relaxed. there were many people in this place who did not like Death. . . for multitudes of reasons. it seemed safe enough here now, though.)
don't you worry about that, I absolutely understand - I'm glad you've been getting your rest. that's very important.
You should rest too, yeah?
[ Frank would nod, closing the hardcover and sliding it to the side to clasp his hands. He puts his elbows on the table, slightly awkward after not having talked in a long while. ]
I know you're our front-person and all, but, uh.. You deserve a break too.
I try to, I really do. sometimes things just keep happening which make it difficult. . .
(they sigh a little, but don't dwell on that for too long. a moment later and there's a smile on their face again, albeit a tiny bit more enthusiastic than was genuine. there was some realness to it though. . .)
this is about as much of a break as I think I'm going to get!
..Let's make it worth it, then.
[ Frank offered a chuckle, before waving over a waiter. He politely orders a burger with fries on the side, before gesturing to you. There's a little bit of money from the shows left over, so he's able to eat out every once in a while. Most of his salary goes to his dogs, though, so.. going to have to pick up a side job soon. ]
(being indecisive as they were, they ordered the same before leaning back in the chair they were sat in. honestly it didn't matter what they ate - anything would do! Death was just more than happy to be spending time with Frank again.)
I agree! where exactly are you staying at the moment, anyway? I'm sorry I can't remember, it's been - a while. .
Uhh.. The hotel by the vet, where Bob works.
[ Frank would hum in reply. He remembers specifically requesting that.. Couldn't go a day without visiting his dogs once. They're like his children, to him. He continues speaking, a hand on top of Soup's head. ]
No worries, it's.. been a long while. I've forgotten some things too.. Too busy taking care of the girls. What have I missed anyway?
oh! that's not too far away, I could come and see you some time. bring Illi too, and the gentleman.
(their smile became more genuine for a moment, thinking of any possibility of something normal was enough to make them happier.)
well. . . ah. the usual kind of stuff. the Dictator still makes a point to torture us whenever he can, though he seems to be aiming it at me and my family more than anyone else. . .
so, you've not missed anything good.
I'd love to help, but.. you know my situation. Know that I definitely would help if I could.
[ He replies, watching as the waiter comes with the food, placing the trays on the table. Frank sneaks Soup a fry before lifting his burger bun to put ketchup. ]
I know it's only been a month but.. I miss playing with you guys, y'know?
I know you would - and I appreciate that a lot, I hope you know that too. I don't think any of us are in an ideal situation. . .
(they shrugged, turning attention briefly to their food before glancing back over at Frank as he continued to speak.)
yes - I miss it too. . . I only wish we were playing in a different situation!
[ Frank lifts up his burger with both of his hands, subconsciously counting the sesame seeds as he spoke. ]
Uh.. I miss when we were playing for fun, y'know? Before this..
[ A sigh interrupts his thoughts and its further distracted by a bite. He's hungry. Can't wait any longer. ]
..Honestly haven't even touched a guitar in a bit. Have you sung since the tour ended?
(Death goes silent for a moment too as they eat, but they are still paying attention to Frank as he speaks. they always pay attention, always had been very attentive. to everyone.)
hm, yes. I performed with Maya on her tour - and I sing a little to myself sometimes.
(they smile, thinking for a moment before coming back to reality. the smile remains but they continue to eat before leaning back.)
you should try playing again, it can be relaxing. I have played Ray's guitar a little, now that he's not here it's soothing.
You? Guitar?
[ Frank chuckled, pausing to put a fry in his mouth. Food was cheap here, and it was decently good. ]
I can't imagine that.. but yeah. I only really have Pansy and EVOL in the hotel room.. I should play sometime. Have you been writing recently?
yes! I can play guitar! not as well as Ray, or you, but I can still play! I'm surprised you don't remember that!
(they don't seem offended at all though, they only laugh a little. it wasn't like they'd played in front of anyone else recently anyway.)
I have - I've written a few things actually.
..My bad. Memory has been shit— y'know why.
[ He shrugged, not as worried about his degrading memory as much as he should. It's almost like theres a restraint on him, watching as he tiptoes around rebellion. ]
You wanna show me?
(they nod, not wanting to push that subject. they knew what this place was like, what it had done to them all. Death's own mind had been messed up frequently from the reconditioning.
at the mention of showing the writing however they smiled.)
certainly! well, it's all back at the hotel.
I could always, uh.. visit. If you don't mind.
[ He puts down his burger and picks up a fry to eat. Glancing at your meal, then at you, he asks with a slight chuckle. ]
Err. You eating?
(they had been eating, only having recently stopped on this particular topic and had genuinely forgotten that there was in fact food there. a small laugh, then they did continue to eat.
going quiet for a moment then, they eventually stopped to respond again.)
yes, I would like that. a visit, I mean, from you - if you want. no pressure!
I'm.. free now, if you don't mind Soup coming with. Can't really leave her outside.
[ Frank shrugs, again, tossing another fry to the dog sitting next to him. It fumbles on the seat, missing Soup's mouth. She then stands up to lick it off the chair. ]
of course! that doesn't bother me at all, I know she's a good dog! even if she wasn't, I wouldn't mind.
(they chuckled, returning to the food for a moment. at the same time they cast eyes down to the dog - they had always been a lover of all animals.)
I would never have you leave her outside.
She doesn't bite. Promise. [ He laughed in reply, picking up his burger again to continue eating. Frank nods. ]
I've been thinking of, uh.. writing a new album. It's been a bit since we released our self-titled.. Been writing a bit for myself too.
oh I know she doesn't! or, I assume at least!
(Death laughed a little too, going quiet again though after as they listened to Frank. a small nod, thinking that over.)
you should go for it. really! you're a great musician.
Well.. I can't sing at all. I'm in your band, you're my standard.
[ He chuckled self-depreciatively, finishing his burger and wiping his hands anywhere that isn't a napkin. Again, he offers a fry to Soup, though he holds it up unlike last time. ]
If Draag allows for it, then.. maybe, sure.
hey, don't say that! there's no one in this band who can't sing. Ray can sing wonderfully, so can you. Mikey. . . well as his brother I'm inclined to say he can't.
(they laughed at they said that though, briefly returning to finish their own meal before relaxing back against the seat again.)
really, I think you should go for it. contact Disenchanted Records - they took on Maya. they'll take you on too. if they can take our band, they'll take your solo stuff.
[ Again, he shrugs, having finished his food and wiping his hands on some piece of tissue close to him. ]
I'll.. work on it. Let me just finish polishing off some songs first.
(they nod, pondering over that for a brief moment before offering Frank a reassuring smile.)
for what it's worth, I believe in you. either way if they need any extra convincing you know I'll have your back!
Thanks. Speaking of Disenchanted Records.. How's Maya doing?
[ He leans back in his cushioned seat, returning the smile. ]
she's. . . well, she's managing. the tour stressed her out a little, which is understandable since they gave her similar treatment they gave us. I mean, the reconditioning and stuff.
(they smiled a little sadly, but didn't linger on the negatives for too long.)
she's recovering. that's a good thing!
..Yeah, that's good.
[ He would nod, crossing his arms. Reconditioning was nonetheless a tough subject for him. What happened to him in the MOAT is a conversation only between him, God, and the Dictator.. ]
She makes good music. Gave a listen a while ago. I do hope she, uh.. never experiences what I did.
(there's a brief moment of silence, again, as Death ponders over those words. truly he knew that Maya was suffering, or at least that she had been during the tour. still. . . )
she certainly does! I'm very proud that she's managed to get this far. truly, it's wonderful.
I'm glad she's getting a break from touring now though, she definitely needs that.
Agreed. I'm proud of her.
[ Soup moves to lay on the cushion, a quiet sign that they've been there for a while. With her snoot on his lap, he starts to pet her idly while speaking. ]
You wanna.. get back to the hotel now?
so am I - she's done really well all things considered.
(a gentle smile, before they nodded and sat up again. they were ready to go back whenever, though it had been nice to get out anyway.)
yes, we can if you like !
[ Frank nods, turning and getting up from the chair. Soup follows suit as he fumbles with picking up the end of her leash, jumping off the cushion and wagging her tail. He dusts off his dog-hair-filled pants before lifting his head up to you. ]
(Death stands as well, taking a second to make sure they hadn't left any raal mess, before turning back to Frank. a small smile, before turning and making their way towards the door.)
how long would you like to stay? I'm not sure who will be over at the moment, but you can stay anyway if you think you'll be sleeping over.
Err. Maybe just for the night. I can leave in the morning, if you don't mind.
[ He shuffles towards the door and opens it for you. letting you exit first. ]
of course, that's fine! whatevers easiest for you, Frank. I'm just glad to spend time with you again.
(Death smiles in thanks as they walk out from the door, turning back briefly to watch it Frank was following.)
hopefully someone else will be home - so you can see them again, I mean. I don't know, perhaps Illi and the gentleman may be in.
I'd like that. Being the apartment alone— or, uh, only with two dogs, isn't really great. I'd like to hold a conversation with someone actually replying to me.
[ He replies while walking, Soup following suit. ]
(they nod in understanding - despite the hotel room being house to many people, sometimes it was lonely when none of them were present. Death understood that.)
I know exactly what you mean - you're more than welcome any time, too. whenever you like!
I'll be sure to stop by more, then. I've missed traveling with the band, honestly..
[ Frank nods, tracing his steps back to your apartment. It's a familiar route, but barely at the back of his mind— He recognizes one turn, at the very least. ]
[ Things have been slower now that the first leg of the tour has ended. Frank was able to pick up his dogs from Bob, the two excited to see him and welcoming him back with wagging tails. While Lois is currently asleep in his hotel room, Soup woke up with a shit ton of energy, leading Frank to decide to take her on a walk. A simple red collar is gently tugged around her neck, and they're off to pad by the block. ]
[ Soup is a relatively behaved dog; which is why he's surprised when she strays from her usual path to sniff a stranger. He tries to softly usher her back, before giving in and getting led by her leash. His eyes lift up to a familiar face. That explains it. ]
..Ah, Death. It's been a while, hey.
— @all-th3-angels
(it certainly had been a while, and Death hadn't been expecting to see Frank much really at all until the next set of shows started. . . but it was more than pleasant to see him in any case.
by the time Frank had spoken up, they had already leant down a little to scratch Soup behind the ears, before straightening and giving the man a wide smile.
despite everything, they could still manage to be cheery enough.)
Frank - ! it's good to see you. I'm sorry I haven't been able to come and check in on you recently. ..
You too, man.
[ Frank gave a smile, less tense now that he knows that he didn't just interrupt a stranger's walk. He steps closer, causing Soup to sit down and wag her tail. Idly petting her head, he replies. ]
How're you? ..And Ray, Illi— and Mikey too. I haven't been able to talk to the band in general in a while, actually..
(their smile faltered a little at the mention of Ray, but it wasn't long before Death had recovered enough to manage a tiny smile.
this was significantly less genuine than it had been beforehand, though.)
I am managing as well as I can, the break is nice. it's good without all the pressure. . . Mikey is doing alright too. Ray is - he was taken away.
. . . Illi is alright, I believe-!
Ah..
[ Frank's hand would still, blinking slowly as the words came to his ears. He was taken away. That's.. definitely not good to hear. Soup lifts her head up to press her nuzzle against the curve of his palm, a whine at the stopped movement. He hums with a slight frown, rubbing his thumb against her nose. After swallowing down an irrational choice of words, he replies. ]
I'm.. uh, what happened to Ray?
(Death went quiet for a moment, thinking of the best way to phrase this. well, what was the point in trying to water it down? this was the reality they were living in after all, it didn't make any difference if they just told Frank the truth.)
he's been taken to a mental hospital, I believe. that's what they said before they sedated me, anyway. I don't - I haven't heard anything since.
I haven't had much chance to find out more, things just keep happening. .
[ It takes a moment for Frank to register the words, running to his ears and taking a moment to settle; he's been.. noticeably slower in general since after the tour. He lowers his head with a nod, breaking the silence to clear his throat. What happens, happens.. It's not like he can do anything to help, in lieu of being reconditioned and put back in his place. ]
I'm.. sorry for that. That's, uh.. tough,— but you can always talk to me, yeah? We're friends.
(Death understood that, this situation had changed all of them in some way. or, at least had an impact on them. it wasn't a surprise that Frank had been impacted too.)
it's - yes, I know. . . thank you. I don't - I don't want you to get mixed up in that entire situation, in case anything happens to you. I don't think they'll bother with you as much if you keep away from me but-
I would definitely like to talk to you more anyway. .
Uh.. How about we go get some food and we can talk, like good old times?
[ Frank would offer with the tilt of his head, in the direction of a cheap fast food place nearby. It was close to lunch hours, ..and he could use a meal by now. ]
I'll treat you, if you want.
oh, really? yes, that would be lovely. . . it's been a while since I've been able to relax properly!
(that was certainly true, with all the things happening recently it had been so difficult for them to find a moment to actually properly relax.)
thank you, Frank. really, it means a lot - I'm glad you still want to spend time with me.
I.. Of course, Death. You're one of my closest friends.
[ Frank slowly turns on his heel, making sure you're following him and he doesn't look like a complete idiot. As soon as he starts moving, Soup weaves through his legs, somehow between his legs with every step he makes. Frank manages to untangle her from his legs before crossing the sidewalk, fixing the leash from around his fingers while doing so. ]
Uh.. How's Illi treating you? Sorry I haven't been able to, like.. babysit, recently.
[ He pushes the door open for you, following suit. ]
(Death follows of course, genuinely just glad that Frank still wanted to spend time with them despite everything. everything being all that happened during the shows. . . some may want to avoid all memory of that.
but it seemed that wasn't the case here. they walked in after him.)
she's been alright - don't you worry about that, I get it. she will be happy to see you again though I'm sure!
[ Frank moves to a table near the corner of the restaurant for some privacy, Soup jumping onto the cushion before he sat down. He lets go of the leash and picks up the menu, flipping through the pages as if he didn't know what he was going to order. It's safe to say he's a regular here; I mean.. where else can you find a dog-friendly fast food place in Draag? ]
I'll be sure to stop by and visit more. After the tour I've just been.. resting a lot, hah.
(they sit down at the table as well, also casting eyes over the menu after briefly glancing around the place. after all, it was a safe idea to check who was in this place before getting too relaxed. there were many people in this place who did not like Death. . . for multitudes of reasons. it seemed safe enough here now, though.)
don't you worry about that, I absolutely understand - I'm glad you've been getting your rest. that's very important.
You should rest too, yeah?
[ Frank would nod, closing the hardcover and sliding it to the side to clasp his hands. He puts his elbows on the table, slightly awkward after not having talked in a long while. ]
I know you're our front-person and all, but, uh.. You deserve a break too.
I try to, I really do. sometimes things just keep happening which make it difficult. . .
(they sigh a little, but don't dwell on that for too long. a moment later and there's a smile on their face again, albeit a tiny bit more enthusiastic than was genuine. there was some realness to it though. . .)
this is about as much of a break as I think I'm going to get!
..Let's make it worth it, then.
[ Frank offered a chuckle, before waving over a waiter. He politely orders a burger with fries on the side, before gesturing to you. There's a little bit of money from the shows left over, so he's able to eat out every once in a while. Most of his salary goes to his dogs, though, so.. going to have to pick up a side job soon. ]
(being indecisive as they were, they ordered the same before leaning back in the chair they were sat in. honestly it didn't matter what they ate - anything would do! Death was just more than happy to be spending time with Frank again.)
I agree! where exactly are you staying at the moment, anyway? I'm sorry I can't remember, it's been - a while. .
Uhh.. The hotel by the vet, where Bob works.
[ Frank would hum in reply. He remembers specifically requesting that.. Couldn't go a day without visiting his dogs once. They're like his children, to him. He continues speaking, a hand on top of Soup's head. ]
No worries, it's.. been a long while. I've forgotten some things too.. Too busy taking care of the girls. What have I missed anyway?
oh! that's not too far away, I could come and see you some time. bring Illi too, and the gentleman.
(their smile became more genuine for a moment, thinking of any possibility of something normal was enough to make them happier.)
well. . . ah. the usual kind of stuff. the Dictator still makes a point to torture us whenever he can, though he seems to be aiming it at me and my family more than anyone else. . .
so, you've not missed anything good.
I'd love to help, but.. you know my situation. Know that I definitely would help if I could.
[ He replies, watching as the waiter comes with the food, placing the trays on the table. Frank sneaks Soup a fry before lifting his burger bun to put ketchup. ]
I know it's only been a month but.. I miss playing with you guys, y'know?
I know you would - and I appreciate that a lot, I hope you know that too. I don't think any of us are in an ideal situation. . .
(they shrugged, turning attention briefly to their food before glancing back over at Frank as he continued to speak.)
yes - I miss it too. . . I only wish we were playing in a different situation!
[ Frank lifts up his burger with both of his hands, subconsciously counting the sesame seeds as he spoke. ]
Uh.. I miss when we were playing for fun, y'know? Before this..
[ A sigh interrupts his thoughts and its further distracted by a bite. He's hungry. Can't wait any longer. ]
..Honestly haven't even touched a guitar in a bit. Have you sung since the tour ended?
(Death goes silent for a moment too as they eat, but they are still paying attention to Frank as he speaks. they always pay attention, always had been very attentive. to everyone.)
hm, yes. I performed with Maya on her tour - and I sing a little to myself sometimes.
(they smile, thinking for a moment before coming back to reality. the smile remains but they continue to eat before leaning back.)
you should try playing again, it can be relaxing. I have played Ray's guitar a little, now that he's not here it's soothing.
You? Guitar?
[ Frank chuckled, pausing to put a fry in his mouth. Food was cheap here, and it was decently good. ]
I can't imagine that.. but yeah. I only really have Pansy and EVOL in the hotel room.. I should play sometime. Have you been writing recently?
yes! I can play guitar! not as well as Ray, or you, but I can still play! I'm surprised you don't remember that!
(they don't seem offended at all though, they only laugh a little. it wasn't like they'd played in front of anyone else recently anyway.)
I have - I've written a few things actually.
..My bad. Memory has been shit— y'know why.
[ He shrugged, not as worried about his degrading memory as much as he should. It's almost like theres a restraint on him, watching as he tiptoes around rebellion. ]
You wanna show me?
(they nod, not wanting to push that subject. they knew what this place was like, what it had done to them all. Death's own mind had been messed up frequently from the reconditioning.
at the mention of showing the writing however they smiled.)
certainly! well, it's all back at the hotel.
I could always, uh.. visit. If you don't mind.
[ He puts down his burger and picks up a fry to eat. Glancing at your meal, then at you, he asks with a slight chuckle. ]
Err. You eating?
(they had been eating, only having recently stopped on this particular topic and had genuinely forgotten that there was in fact food there. a small laugh, then they did continue to eat.
going quiet for a moment then, they eventually stopped to respond again.)
yes, I would like that. a visit, I mean, from you - if you want. no pressure!
I'm.. free now, if you don't mind Soup coming with. Can't really leave her outside.
[ Frank shrugs, again, tossing another fry to the dog sitting next to him. It fumbles on the seat, missing Soup's mouth. She then stands up to lick it off the chair. ]
of course! that doesn't bother me at all, I know she's a good dog! even if she wasn't, I wouldn't mind.
(they chuckled, returning to the food for a moment. at the same time they cast eyes down to the dog - they had always been a lover of all animals.)
I would never have you leave her outside.
She doesn't bite. Promise. [ He laughed in reply, picking up his burger again to continue eating. Frank nods. ]
I've been thinking of, uh.. writing a new album. It's been a bit since we released our self-titled.. Been writing a bit for myself too.
oh I know she doesn't! or, I assume at least!
(Death laughed a little too, going quiet again though after as they listened to Frank. a small nod, thinking that over.)
you should go for it. really! you're a great musician.
Well.. I can't sing at all. I'm in your band, you're my standard.
[ He chuckled self-depreciatively, finishing his burger and wiping his hands anywhere that isn't a napkin. Again, he offers a fry to Soup, though he holds it up unlike last time. ]
If Draag allows for it, then.. maybe, sure.
hey, don't say that! there's no one in this band who can't sing. Ray can sing wonderfully, so can you. Mikey. . . well as his brother I'm inclined to say he can't.
(they laughed at they said that though, briefly returning to finish their own meal before relaxing back against the seat again.)
really, I think you should go for it. contact Disenchanted Records - they took on Maya. they'll take you on too. if they can take our band, they'll take your solo stuff.
[ Again, he shrugs, having finished his food and wiping his hands on some piece of tissue close to him. ]
I'll.. work on it. Let me just finish polishing off some songs first.
(they nod, pondering over that for a brief moment before offering Frank a reassuring smile.)
for what it's worth, I believe in you. either way if they need any extra convincing you know I'll have your back!
Thanks. Speaking of Disenchanted Records.. How's Maya doing?
[ He leans back in his cushioned seat, returning the smile. ]
she's. . . well, she's managing. the tour stressed her out a little, which is understandable since they gave her similar treatment they gave us. I mean, the reconditioning and stuff.
(they smiled a little sadly, but didn't linger on the negatives for too long.)
she's recovering. that's a good thing!
..Yeah, that's good.
[ He would nod, crossing his arms. Reconditioning was nonetheless a tough subject for him. What happened to him in the MOAT is a conversation only between him, God, and the Dictator.. ]
She makes good music. Gave a listen a while ago. I do hope she, uh.. never experiences what I did.
(there's a brief moment of silence, again, as Death ponders over those words. truly he knew that Maya was suffering, or at least that she had been during the tour. still. . . )
she certainly does! I'm very proud that she's managed to get this far. truly, it's wonderful.
I'm glad she's getting a break from touring now though, she definitely needs that.
Agreed. I'm proud of her.
[ Soup moves to lay on the cushion, a quiet sign that they've been there for a while. With her snoot on his lap, he starts to pet her idly while speaking. ]
You wanna.. get back to the hotel now?
so am I - she's done really well all things considered.
(a gentle smile, before they nodded and sat up again. they were ready to go back whenever, though it had been nice to get out anyway.)
yes, we can if you like !
[ Frank nods, turning and getting up from the chair. Soup follows suit as he fumbles with picking up the end of her leash, jumping off the cushion and wagging her tail. He dusts off his dog-hair-filled pants before lifting his head up to you. ]
(Death stands as well, taking a second to make sure they hadn't left any raal mess, before turning back to Frank. a small smile, before turning and making their way towards the door.)
how long would you like to stay? I'm not sure who will be over at the moment, but you can stay anyway if you think you'll be sleeping over.
Err. Maybe just for the night. I can leave in the morning, if you don't mind.
[ He shuffles towards the door and opens it for you. letting you exit first. ]
of course, that's fine! whatevers easiest for you, Frank. I'm just glad to spend time with you again.
(Death smiles in thanks as they walk out from the door, turning back briefly to watch it Frank was following.)
hopefully someone else will be home - so you can see them again, I mean. I don't know, perhaps Illi and the gentleman may be in.
I'd like that. Being the apartment alone— or, uh, only with two dogs, isn't really great. I'd like to hold a conversation with someone actually replying to me.
[ He replies while walking, Soup following suit. ]