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I don’t understand anything about what’s happening.. I was told often here before that I should block people who are rude to me or doing things that make me feel uncomfortable, but I did that so I’m being punished? There are people who go there and say they want me to be harmed, beaten or raped. To have my home address and have other information about myself shared online like it’s nothing… I’m seriously very much afraid, so much so that I can’t even go to my home and staying with my parents now. I think the people who can follow this person and send messages of encouragement are also very scary and evil people.

I’ve always kept quiet and never said rude things to anyone, despite the terrible messages that would come in every day on this website before I closed the message function. I’ve never been treated like this in any other gif sharing place I go to. Many sisters in my life told me not to interact with English speaking friends because if they find fault with you and make them angry, they’ll call you with misogyny like you’ve never seen before. “You will be attacked for being born a woman who dared to be happy” is what my gif Twitter friend told me.

I would like to keep posting gif here. Because gif here is a very different format from what I was used to, so I could be a little creative. By being here, I learned how to make subtitles in gif that I was able to present the entire scene of beautiful words for this place and my Korean gif sharing community.

There were people who were nice to me, and there were people I was happy when I saw their user ID interaction with my posts. It has an invisible link but I would like to believe that not everyone was waiting secretly for the opportunity to say that they hope for my rape and abuse. Likewise, I would like to believe that there are people who will not be friendly when someone agrees that I should be harmed.

I’d like to come in again for the Donbrothers this time and the time after until the end, but I’d like to say that I don’t want to interact with people who say terrible or disgusting things. Don’t force myself to endure it. I really don’t want to.

Even though I say I want to post again for the next episode, but I’m really so afraid, I might not have the strength to come in. My heart is so broken, all I can feel is betrayal and fear. It hurts so much. I don’t know if I can heal from this, so it’s best for me to remain with my family and stay away for a while so I can breathe again.

It is really really different. SSL had a lot of unanswered questions and bringed up some stuff only to completly aboned it.

SSO is more or less a reimagening. But still wonder what they keep from SSL.

Is Mr Sands and the dark riders still aliens? Is Pandoria a planet or another dimension? Is Buck still Katjas brother? Is Buck still one of Garnoks generals(not one of the dark rider but like a foot general)? Are the Grunts still robot clones(they do seem like it, Idk, still ask)? Is Garnok a normal monster or is he a leader of a race(really not sure anymore)? Can you talk to Garnok? Is it possible to reason with him?

Darko seems to control Garnok like he was just an animal. Didnt a character(dont remember who) said Dark Core think they could control Garnok to take over the world? In SSL they try to free their ruler. Not to try to control him. But to follow him.