i'd love to write up some lore on nicole and jay and how their soul connection works, BUT i'm afraid of sounding like a madman because the darkstar au has spiralled out of control so bad and it hardly feels like a star stable story as of now (even if the characters/lore remains somewhat same LMAO)
i'm going through a hard break right now with my partner of the past 8 years, so i'm trying to find my distractions elsewhere. unironically, jaycole has carried me through the worst of it. last night i forced @thebestbobaflavour to look at jay with me in-game for a solid 20 minutes because nothing calms me down quite like a 5 second animation loop. guess we're going through it
while this is one of the reasons for my silence+lack of posts, i won't even get to mention the other shit. my sister had an emergency surgery last tuesday, she's still in recovery; i was still coping with the aftermath of a lengthy ocd episode; our dog will probably be described some ssri's for her newfound ptsd after an operation done to her two months prior; i've lost interest in both work and for uni stuff, so writing our silly au has literally been the saving grace for me. :')
