Is it really self harm if I do it because of my knife kink and not my depression???

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Is it really self harm if I do it because of my knife kink and not my depression???

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Does anyone else have like a box or drawer full of food/snacks/candy that was given to you or someone you bought for yourself but never ate that just sits there?
Like you have a large thing of food and you tell yourself "I'll just save this for later" whenever you put something in it but then you just never eat from it?
I wish "No im not hungry, I ate yesterday." was a valid excuse I could use.
my very small yet ongoing collection of anime guys eating things they arent supposed to eat in total silence
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Whenever I'm around my friends, there is usually food. It makes me want to eat. Sometimes I want avoid my friends just because of that. But then whenever I do eat with them I end up not purging and I start to feel like a failure.
But at the same time, I feel more 'normal' whenever I'm around them and I eat something. Like I start to feel like my ed is 'gone' for just a moment.
And then when I'm alone I hate myself because I ate something. I hate myself because I didn't purge the food that I ate.
Am I the only one that feels this way?? Like is this a bad thing??

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Knife kink go brrrrr
Sick of being told it gets better
Literally hate the weekends because I'm only ever home and I can't stop myself from binging.
I just fucking hate myself.
But I'll be gone most of the day for the rest of the week so I'll be distracted and won't feel the need to eat.
Someone: you okay?
Me: No mf im at the point where i feel like iβd bother the su1cide hotline workers too
Genuinely hate myself for wasting food-
Like I make food to 'eat' and look like I'm eating in front of my family but then I just chew that food for a bit and then spit it out whenever they aren't looking
I genuinely hate that I do it sometimes but I literally can't help it. I am not going to actually eat something

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My old ed account got deleted ππ