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this is my diary. get with it or get out.

turns out he's upset with me for not doing well... i did the best anyone possibly could when HE routed it badly and HE didn't listen to me to stop when the route wasn't ready

we did not do well in the practice rally and when we got home my man locked himself in the study wtf do i do

better to have loved and lost than to never love at all, right guys ?????? right ?

i just mistyped 'sigh' as 'dih' and lost everyone's respect including my own

replying with 'i love you more' now feels like a painful truth

can't wait to become a sexy d&d nerd

boyfriend doesn't want to fuck in the school washrooms or even be in the same washroom with a closed door in case people think that - dump or sacrifice my fantasy ?

i hate being painfully aware of my tongue's placement and weight in my mouth, and i'm sorry for reminding you all of yours (i'm not sorry. everyone should suffer with me.)