.

Trying to find that extra hobby, that simplicity in eating alone, being alone but with happiness.

I wonder if people are put into your life for a reason or for gimmicks?

Do you ever feel like an actress in some movie? The movie is life and you’re just entertaining the person who’s watching. Noticing every little cliche that you succumb to. 

I love those people who literally blame everyone else for their problems than the ones who are truly at fault; themselves. 

If I drop you there is no way in hell that I owe you anything; an explanation, a reason why, nothing. If you did something wrong, I don’t need to justify myself on why you are getting ghosted or ignored. If I don’t know you and I stop responding, it means let it go and move on instead of getting upset with me because I didn’t “give it a try.” I am fed up with having to justify my actions that are for my own benefit. I am the only one in control of my own actions and you are irrelevant. 

I was expecting something from him but it turned out to be bullshit. I’ll know next time to keep expectations low.

I want you but wanting you is so damn complicated

Someone come play with me