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I wanted to go to beach today but its a long walk and theres buildings every where and it wont be good and I will fade

Fading is a term i made.

When one is outside for a long time(uncomfortable) one will fade, feel blurry. When they are home again thats when they notice the fading and it stops, one becomes more aware.

Im a lonely *girl"

I will post

What do I like?

I like weird aesthetic. I like music and moving weirdly. I like painting and nature. Crystals.

Sometimes I draw deformed people,

With messed up face, wrong colors,

Im a hurt person. I used to be loud kid. Mentally i tied ropes all around me and I feel lonely. I exist next to people. Im real.