ALIEN

poster colour on paper

ONE DAY BEFORE BANNERFALL ENDS (😢) I MADE IT!!!

the finer details in the border were traced using drawing pen but everything else is coloured/outlined with poster colour :)

i also added a few details of my own like the red kingdom crest on bek’s armour.

so i wrote something about ser bek and eloise…

i live for the yuri.

written in ser beks pov as a poem she would give to el

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When the sun shines thine merciful rays,

the flower bud shall open. 

Because the light of the golden sun,

is everything to the flower. 

Without it, it would be nothing but wither and decay.

It would be nothing.

Perhaps in a field of hydrangeas, i am a weed. 

Undeserving of your love,

a pest. 

And yet, in spite of this i still tilt my head

towards the sun. 

Because even as a weed i still crave for your warmth.

I know they will pull me from my roots, 

and curse me for being.

But i will still look up towards you,

spread my reach,

and for just a fleeting moment, i can feel you.

And as i dream for your touch in the nightfall

the universe says “you may not have her.”,

and i say “i do not care.”.

Perhaps it is already written in the fates,

that i may lose you in the end.

So i shall love you, and hold you close,

while i still can.

And i shall yearn for you forever, even after we part,

because i cannot imagine loving anyone else.

And maybe, the hands that shall plunge mine own spear into my heart shall be yours.

But truthfully, i am okay with that.

because i would rather surrender my life to you,

than to die by anyone else’s hand.

I still hope for us,

that we may stay together in the end,

however unlikely it may be.

And i hope to the universe 

that i will be there, holding you

as your vibrant red turns grey.

And i hope to the universe 

that when i draw my final breath it will be you that is by my side. 

And i hope to the universe 

that in another life, perhaps not this one,

we are happy,

we are free,

and you are mine.

Because you are everything i must not have.

Because you are everything that will ruin me.

Because you are everything i desire.

Because you are everything i long for.

Because you are everything.

And i shall chase after everything with a fool’s blindness.

Because a life with nothing is a life unworthy.

And you are everything to me.

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written by me!!