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It was evening when Nagi got out alone for shopping for some personal things in nearby market in Tokyo, it was almost his first month since he got eliminated from Blue lock.
He was standing there in the snack aisle, tall frame slightly hunched over the cart handle, gray eyes half-lidded with the usual bored expression.
Heโs wearing a loose gray hoodie, black joggers, and sneakersโnothing flashy, just comfortable enough to get this chore over with.
One hand lazily scrolls on his phone while the other pushes the cart forward inch by inch.
Everything was normal as he was moving between people and aisles, just people passing by and looking at items, and one toddler; a babygirl toddling back and forth, well that's what he thought.
He barely registers the cart feeling lighter for a second. Too much effort to care. Probably nothing.
Then the voice behind him.
โ๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ He turns his head slowly, white hair falling slightly over one eye as he looks downโway downโat the short girl holding the toddler.
She was a foreign, 5'2" girl with fair skin waist length brown hair and hazel doll-eyes wearing a black jacket, underneath it a white cropped top and black sweatpants and black sneakers, handing him a box of controller โthat happened to be in his cart two minutes agoโ carrying a baby girl in the age of ~2 years old with chubby cheeks and hands โthe same one was toddling aroundโ trying hard to getting the box back from her while she was holding it up out of the reach then just with one little stern look from her, the little girl curled her fists towards her and hide in the girl's neck and started crying.
The box of controllers is extended toward him.
His gaze flicks from the box to the crying kid burying her face in the girlโs neck, then back to the box.
"๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐" She whispered again and turned to her,which happened their cart to be next to his, she started trying to coax the babygirl to look at her but she's still crying and hiding
โ...๐จ๐โ He reaches out with one long arm, taking the controller box without a word at first.
Places it back in his cart with zero urgency. The toddler is still sniffling and hiding.
He blinks once. Twice. Stares at the scene for a few seconds like heโs processing whether this is worth any energy.
โ...๐ฐ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐.โ His voice is low, flat, almost monotone. Like heโs reading a line from a script he doesnโt care about.
โ๐ฒ๐๐
๐ ๐
๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐... ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ He glances at the crying girl again.
Doesnโt smileโNagi doesnโt really do smilesโbut his expression softens just a fraction. Barely noticeable.
Then his eyes shift to y/n, lingering for a moment on her face, the way she's trying to calm her.
โ...๐บ๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ He pauses, like even that sentence took effort.
โ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.โ He turns back to his cart, pushing it forward half a step, but doesnโt actually move away yet. Just stands there, scrolling his phone again with one thumb.
โ...๐ช๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
, ๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ Muttered so quietly itโs almost lost in the store noise. He doesnโt look back when he says it.
โ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐.โ Y/N said smiling and turned to continue her shopping, reading on some items as she put the babygirl down but she toddled back towards him, mirroring him in everything he does and giving him unnecessary items with a โ๐๐!โ.
Nagi watches y/n smile and turn away, already planning to just shuffle down the aisle and finish this shopping nonsense so he can go home and lie down.
He pushes the cart forward one lazy stepโ and then feels a tiny tug on his joggers.
Standing right by his leg, chubby arms stretched up, holding out a random pack of gummy bears she clearly grabbed from a low shelf.
She beams up at him, rocking on her little feet, waiting for him to take it.
Nagi blinks. Once. Stares at the gummies like theyโre a complicated puzzle.
โ...๐ฏ๐๐.โ He doesnโt move for a second.
Then, with the absolute minimum effort, he crouches down just enough to be closer to her heightโstill towering over her, though.
His long fingers carefully take the pack from her tiny hands and drop it into his cart without even looking.
โ...๐ป๐๐๐๐๐.โ Voice flat, but quiet. Almost gentle.
She immediately toddles to the nearest shelf again, grabs a small bag of marshmallows this time, and waddles right back.
Offers it up with both hands, eyes sparkling.
Nagi sighs under his breath, the tiniest exhale.
โ...๐ด๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ But he takes the marshmallows anyway. Puts them in the cart.
She does it again. This time itโs a box of chocolate biscuits.
Fourth time: a tiny plush keychain shaped like a sloth that was hanging on a display.
Nagi pauses mid-motion. Stares at the sloth for a long second.
โ...๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐ ๐๐๐๐
.โ He mutters it so low only he can hear, then slips the sloth keychain into his hoodie pocket instead of the cart.
Finally, he glances over at y/nโstill a few steps away, focused on items.
His voice is quiet, lazy, carrying just enough to reach y/n.
โ...๐ฏ๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.โ Pause.
โ...๐บ๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ He doesnโt smile, but his gray eyes linger on the toddler as she starts looking for the next item to gift him, clearly having decided heโs her new favorite person.
Y/N looked at him confused then looked down at her cousin then back and forth between both their carts.
โ๐บ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ฏ๐๐๐ ๐๐!โ Y/N sighed taking the random stuff to put them back their places
โ๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ Y/N answered while putting everything back meanwhile the toddler started squeaking and putting some of the same things back from the shelfs again.
Nagi watches y/n start pulling the random snacks out of his cart, gray eyes tracking her movements without much expression. The toddler squeaks in protest, tiny hands grabbing at a bag of chips y/n's trying to return to the shelf.
He doesnโt move to help. Just stands there, one hand in his hoodie pocket, the other loosely holding his phone.
โ...๐ฐ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐.โ Voice low and slow, like always.
โ๐ป๐๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ He glances down at the little girl as she determinedly toddles back to his cart, clutching a small pack of Pocky now, stretching up on her tiptoes to drop it in.
She looks proud of herself.
Nagi exhales softly through his noseโclosest thing to a sigh heโll give.
โ...๐บ๐๐? ๐บ๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ He finally shifts, crouching down again to her level. Long fingers gently take the Pocky from her, but instead of putting it back on the shelf, he just holds it for a second, looking at her.
โ...๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐.โ Itโs not really a question. More like heโs observing something mildly interesting.
Then, without looking up at the y/n:
โ...๐ณ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐโ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐.โ Straightens up slowly, white hair falling back over one eye.
โ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ He pauses, gaze flicking to y/n briefly.
โ...๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ Shrugs one shoulder, barely.
โ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ The toddler, sensing victory, immediately starts scanning the shelves again for her next offering.
โ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐, ๐ฐ ๐
๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐... ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฐ'๐ y/n ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐๐โ Y/N pointed down to the little girl with fair skin same color eyes as her but not the shape and short golden yellow hair, hope looked up giving him a slow four teeths smile (two up two down). Y/n stopped taking the things back to the shelf and just let him deal with her as she went back reading between two items.
Nagi glances at y/n when she introduced herself, gray eyes flicking up from the toddler for half a second.
โ...y/nโ He repeats it once, low and flat, like testing if the name is worth remembering. Then his gaze drops back down to the little girlโHopeโwhoโs now grinning up at him with those four tiny teeth, completely unbothered by the earlier crying.
โ...๐ฏ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐.โ He crouches down again, slowly, until heโs almost at her level. Doesnโt smile backโNagiโs face stays mostly blankโbut he tilts his head a little, white hair shifting.
โ๐ฏ๐๐.โ Voice softer than usual. Barely above a murmur.
โ๐๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ Hope responds by immediately grabbing the hem of his hoodie and tugging lightly, then pointing enthusiastically at a shelf of colorful candy pouches just within her reach.
โ๐๐โฆ ๐ญ๐!โ She wants him to get them for her.
Nagi sighsโquiet, resigned.
โ...๐ด๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ But he still reaches up with one long arm, effortlessly plucking a small pack of fruit-flavored candies from the shelf. He holds it in front of her face for a second, like checking if thatโs really what she wants.
โ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐?โ
Hope nods vigorously and makes grabby hands.
He lowers it into her tiny palms, letting her hold it. Then straightens up, looking over at y/nโstill comparing items a couple steps away.
โ...๐บ๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐.โ Pause. He scratches the back of his neck lazily.
โ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐? โ Sounds almost... confused. Like he genuinely doesnโt get why anyone would bother getting angry at a kid this small.
โ...๐พ๐๐๐๐
.โ
He glances down again as Hope triumphantly drops the candy pack into his cart with a proud โ๐๐!โ
โ...๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ ๐
๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐
.โ
He pulls out his phone again, thumb scrolling slowly, but he doesnโt move the cart away.
Just stays standing there, letting Hope use his leg like a support post as she scans for the next treasure.
โ๐ช๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ Y/N opened her palms smiling at Hope waiting for her then smiled up at him.
Hope hears y/n voice and turns her head, golden curls bouncing. She looks between y/n and Nagi for a second, then clutches the pack of strawberry marshmallows she just grabbed like itโs treasure.
She doesnโt move toward y/n's open hands right away. Instead, she toddles one step closer to Nagiโs leg, hugs it quickly with both chubby arms, then lets go and finally waddles over to y/n.*
She lifts her arms up, wanting to be picked up, but before y/n scoop her she turns back to Nagi, waves one tiny hand, and gives him another proud four-tooth grin.
โ๐๐ฒ๐๐๐โฆ!โ Voice small and squeaky, dragging the word out.
Nagi crouched a little, watching the whole thing with that same half-lidded stare. When she hugs his leg he doesnโt flinch or pull awayโjust lets it happen, one hand loosely in his pocket.
After she waves, he lifts his free hand just a couple centimeters off his thigh in the laziest possible wave back.
โ...๐ฉ๐๐.โVoice quiet, almost lost under the store music.
Then his gray eyes flick up to y/n, lingering for a second on her smile.
โ...๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ He straightens up slowly, white hair falling back into place.
Pauses, like heโs considering saying something else, but decides itโs too much effort.
โ...๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ He doesnโt move his cart yet. Just stands there, watching as y/n start to turn away with Hope, one long finger absentmindedly spinning the sloth keychain he pocketed earlier.
Nagi shuffles forward in the checkout line, cart half-full of actual groceries plus a ridiculous pile of random snacks and candies courtesy of Hope. Heโs staring at his phone screen, thumb scrolling idly through some mobile game, gray eyes glazed over with boredom.
He takes one lazy step forward โand feels a small tug at the bottom of his joggers. Something warm and tiny bumping against his shins.
Hope has escaped again. Sheโs wedged herself right between his legs, standing there like itโs the safest spot in the world, both chubby hands gripping the fabric of his pants. She looks up at him with those big hazel eyes, four-tooth grin flashing, and gives another gentle tug.
โ...๐๐ฉ?โ Soft, hopeful voice. She lifts her arms toward him, clearly wanting to be carried.
Nagi freezes for a second. Blinks down at her.
โ...๐ฏ๐๐.โ He looks ahead in the line. Y/N's a few feet away, turned toward an older womanโmaybe chatting, maybe asking somethingโpaying no attention yet.
Hope tugs again, a little more insistently this time.
โ๐๐ฉโฆ ๐ฎ๐ฉ!โ She bounces on her toes.
Nagi exhales through his nose. Long, quiet, resigned. โ...๐ด๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ
But he pockets his phone with one hand. Then, effortlessly, he bends down and scoops her up with both armsโlike picking up a light bag of laundry. Settles her against his side, one arm under her, the other loosely supporting her back. She immediately snuggles in, tiny hands grabbing the front of his hoodie, face pressed happily against his chest.