9:56 p.m.
I already feel like a burden and like I don’t have any friends but I miss you and our friendship. I miss human interaction and you wanting to actually hang out and be around. Maybe I’ve made it all up in my head but it’s hard feeling like I don’t have a place. I know a lot of it is chronic illness plus work and maybe I’m just being selfish and jealous but I feel like I could disappear and….















