♥Ali-Cat|Alisha♥

reading all my old messages on here and loling at my idiot self

Idk if the community barely even exists anymore but hey if nobody remembers I'm Ali-Cat and I stopped playing Toontown actively around 2015 but I still dream about it all the time and it makes me want to get on and play but I usually never do. It doesn't feel the right anymore because my life has changed so much and it feels so weird to think that Toontown was basically once my life. It just gives me a lot of anxiety thinking about it now for some reason and I don't have any friends to play with anyway because I guess we've changed by now and almost everyone else is gone too. But now it's 1 am and I just broke out crying because I realized that Toontown probably isn't going to be there much longer and I should probably play it while I can because the thought of it being gone again makes me so sad. I miss everything so much and I have to let it go but Toontown was all I did for like 4 years so that's not easy. I don't want to get off topic but lately life has been a neverending challenge (wow that sounds cliche) and it just keeps getting tougher and I always think about my life now compared to when I was playing. It's just so weird how I got here from there and the difference between the focuses of my life. Anyway idk I've just been needing to reach out to see if the community is still active and where most players are now. Like which site do you all talk on now? I'd like to check it out. Also is there any kind of like Toon Valley/Vibrant Valley anymore or is that actually gone? Because I miss that a lot too and I want to revisit it.