ā[S]ince I was diagnosed, my family thinks two things about my situation. One, they think Iām going to die, and two, they think that my government is doing absolutely everything in their power to stop that. And theyāre wrong, on both counts.
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ā[I]f Iām dying from anything, Iām dying from homophobiaā¦,from racismā¦,from indifference and red tape, because these are the things that are preventing an end to this crisisā¦If Iām dying from anything, Iām dying from the President of the United States. And, especially, if Iām dying from anything, Iām dying from the sensationalism of newspapers and magazines and television shows, which are interested in me⦠as long as Iām willing to be a helpless victim, but not if Iām fighting for my life.
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āIf Iām dying from anything, Iām dying from the fact that not enough rich, white, heterosexual men have gotten AIDS for anybody to give a shitā¦Living with AIDS is like living through a war which is happening only for those people who happen to be in the trenches. Every time a shell explodes, you look around and you discover that youāve lost more of your friends, but nobody else noticesā¦
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āSomeday, the AIDS crisis will be over. Remember that. And when that day comesā¦thereāll be people alive on this earthāgay people and straight people, men and women, black and whiteāwho will hear the story that once there was a terrible disease in this country and all over the world, and that a brave group of people stood up and fought and, in some cases, gave their lives, so that other people might live and be free.
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āSo, Iām proud to be with my friends today and the people I love, because I think youāre all heroes, and Iām glad to be part of this fight.
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āWeāre so busy putting out fires right now, that we donāt have the time toā¦plan for the next waveā¦we have to commit ourselves to doing that.
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āAnd then, after we kick the shit out of this disease, weāre all going to be alive to kick the shit out of this system, so that this never happens again.ā ā Vito Russo, āWhy We Fight,ā ACT UP demonstration, Albany, New York, May 9, 1988
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Picture: Vito Russo (July 11, 1946 ā November 7, 1990), Washington, D.C., October 10, 1988. Photo Ā© Rick Gerharter.