Sometimes we're broken and we dont know why

I’m ashamed of myself because I know I should be better and I have no idea how to get there.

People want to hear songs with the words they’re afraid to say.

“you don’t look depressed though”

when you’re sixteen and all you want to do is tear out your veins they tell that everything will be okay but they don’t tell you what you really need to hear they don’t tell you it’s okay to not want to be a person sometimes or that it’s okay to feel tired all the way to your bones or that you’re allowed to cry until you can’t breathe anymore or that it’s okay that you can’t get out of bed some days or that some days all you can do is get out of bed and that’s okay too or that when you feel your heart shattering into a million pieces in your chest it’s okay to let yourself shatter with it they tell you that everything will be okay but they forget to remind you that despite all of this you will be okay too