Closer and closer....I....
I finally reached it.
I had remember now at the core what it was.
This life---I am able to be surrounded by friends. With those I love-----
Yet I wont be able to have that in the next life.
This song hits home to me.
Naruto who started alone, gained so much over time.
However I will be his polar opposite.
When I reach the other side, the next life. Those friends, those I love----
I will have to discard it.
I will have to move on entirely.
Cause I want to be a Hero of Justice.
Cause I want to burden all the pain.
Cause I want to so desperately look at the sky and protect everyoneâs future.
I wont be able to do that if Iâm surrounded with friends.....with love.
So I fought for it.
I fought for another person cause I wanted to cherish just a fraction---even if it was just a fraction of more happiness in this life before....
Before I had to give up being human.
Before I had to forget what being human was.
Iâll deal with it all alone.
All the worlds problems in that next life.
Iâll figure out the solutions.
Judge & Executioner.
I will slowly be consumed by the trail of blood.
How can such a person have a right to have a lover, let alone friends in that life?
I wont.
So I wanted to hold on to it. I caused pain for my own greed.....cause I knew in my heart that I wont have a normal life anymore.
I will be alone.
I will shoulder the fate of the next world on my shoulders.
I will shoulder the fate of the people on my shoulders.
I know....only a select few, maybe less then 5 people who will try and stop me.
I know....only those select few, will âtrulyâ try and stop me.
But Iâm sorry everyone---I---am to far gone now. Maybe this is why
Me and Sir Galahad are so alike.
My wish.
My desire.
The price.
The cost.
We both know, to reach perfection----a sacrifice of equal proportion is needed.
Balance.
It always came down to Balance.....huh....
So to create that future.
So to create a dream, a concept, to reality.
I will have no future on that side.
In exchange, I will create a future that even the fates couldnât see.
So to those friends who were with me.
To the one who loved me despite all of this.
But Iâm prepared now.
I remember who I am meant to be.
Alex Falkor----the one who walked alone in the darkness----in order to find the light.
I know this is selfish to say to those who are unaware of this post.
To those friends who will never know this had been said.
But in the next life---
Try and forget me.
In this life I am fine if you wish to remember me.
-----but in the next life youâll be better off forgetting me.
I love you, everyone, more then youâll ever know.
Thatâs why I think Iâll be able to do this.
Fighting for you guys. Alone....so that your dreams and futures in the next life.
âYet those Hands, will never hold anythingâ
So my next life.....equivalent exchange.
I will never hold anything----so please---allow me to create âanythingâ for those around me in exchange.
And you will have your Hero.
Alone on the hill of swords.