I am so unfunny

Yes! I am packed with ridiculous side quests in school. Fun fact, I have to develop a pocket disinfection device for a class? Don't even ask.

I haven't really engaged in any of my creative hobbies since I started my third year in university. Studying something genuinely difficult, and most things for the first time, like advanced steel and wood design, full of math, full of strict rules, is possible to ruin your view on yourself as a person.

The constant criticism of work is necessary, but I hadn't realised how much I missed any positive engagement with my work. Any work.

And I promised a friend to continue my fanfic as soon as my exams are over. I didn't expect positive engagement. But I got it. Just so many kind comments telling me how they enjoy my writing, that I am doing something so right, and all of a sudden I really feel like I'm not just an imperfect machine that needs time to grasp concepts.

What I mean to say with this is that in today's world when you grind and grind it's so easy to forget that your tries are worth it because people will like what you do. Ao3 has such a good community of people on there that I can't stop being incredibly grateful for. If you're an avid reader, please, please drop some kind of nice comment.

Because i finished all my assignments, I am not dead to the world anymore! Go ahead and read the next chapter of Construction Come: Project Delivery, because I can't have you guys thinking it's finished at such an ugly chapter number ew.

A Woman's Lot

Do the notebooks you use actually matter? In a sense that, would you rather use an Oxford notepad than a no-name one?

Because I am in university. I do stem. I eat paper like it sustains me because of mechanics and statics and whatnot. But... Honestly, deadass. I have a hard time grasping what's so special about expensive notebooks.

I do feel like I must specify a few things here:

1. I do not mean the number of pages in the notebook, I know the thicker it is the more expensive it is, naturally you would spend more money but it's still cheaper than the fancy ahh brands

2. Art is different in this case. I know that matters due to texture for different media. But just to write? Kinda counterproductive.