we took off, but it’s all hazy

you know theres a very petty part of me that’s like maybe denying people their emotions and telling them what they’re allowed to feel is wrong and maybe somebody should say something about that but i’m basically used to being told that the feelings I have are wrong my entire life

this isn’t just about any one person in particular it’s just people love to tell people you are feeling the wrong emotion you should not feel that emotion and if you do than you should suppress it. if i set you off than you’re overreacting but if you set me off than that warrants lashing off. my stepdad does this all the time and it’s part of why im hesitant to come back to ottawa

i also feel like i have to walk around eggshells constantly when im expressing my emotions or acknowledging my own feelings i am almost never outright accusatory i do not say you are hurting me i say i am hurt by your actions. sometimes other people do things and they cause me to feel emotions and that is not their fault.

you know theres a very petty part of me that’s like maybe denying people their emotions and telling them what they’re allowed to feel is wrong and maybe somebody should say something about that but i’m basically used to being told that the feelings I have are wrong my entire life

this isn’t just about any one person in particular it’s just people love to tell people you are feeling the wrong emotion you should not feel that emotion and if you do than you should suppress it. if i set you off than you’re overreacting but if you set me off than that warrants lashing off. my stepdad does this all the time and it’s part of why im hesitant to come back to ottawa

Anonymously tell me why you follow me

looked up celebrities with my sun moon and rising and didn’t recognize anyone so i guess i’m the most famous of us all

for those of you curious