yknow what’s funny? I didn’t anticipate you coming in my life. Sobrang daya mo! Hindi nga kita kilala eh??? And yknow what makes it worse — we haven’t even met personally. Pero sinanay mo na ako sayo in less than a fucking month. You made me get attached then there you are now slowly walking away from me.
How can you be so mean? One day a friend told you about me and you messaged me tapos hindi na natigil constant usapan natin. We even made it as if we’re officially together when we haven’t even met. TBH… you not making an effort to see me kahit ang lapit lang naman talaga natin should already be my sign to see your red flags… pero I made an excuse to myself and friends who I have shared stories about you with — “CHILL LANG KASI KAMI” “MAINIT KASI AYAW NUN SA MAINIT” “WALANG TIME… BUSY PAREHO.” — Tangina ako lang rin niloloko ko eh.
IDK how we’ll be the next days kasi I’m trying not to message you first this time… I need you to give me a sign that this is going somewhere and not nowhere…
But if life says STOP… atleast hindi isang linggong pag-ibig ‘no?? HAHAHAHAHAHA muntik lang umabot ng 1 month. CHAR
IDK ANYMORE…. All I know for now is that I have to move forward pero this is giving me too much anxiety that I have to fight with… but this is my battle that I need to conquer…. akala ko kasi ang perfect ng mangyayari kasi you were UNEXPECTED…. WELL GUESS WHAT??? I DIDN’T KNOW THAT I HAVE TO EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED LOL
