Sayonara

Sometimes I wonder if I’m really doing enough.

Am I good enough for you?

Am I even enough for me?

Some days I’m not sure.

It feels I’m carrying a weight on my shoulders that’s pulling me down.

Keeping up with everything is just too much.

I stopped being a presence on the internet almost two months ago.

I stopped caring about my classes as much - doing the bare minimum required instead of throwing myself head first at tasks like I did before.

But I’m trying.

I wake up trying to be optimistic, thinking “maybe today will be a good day”.

And if it’s not, there’s always tomorrow.

There’s always tomorrow.

This lessens the weight on my shoulders and lets me stand just a little bit taller.

Even if it turns out that tomorrow is no better, today I can still believe that it will be okay.

There’s always tomorrow.