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Oh to be 17 again on this silly little app. Being 24 is stupid and scary 😂 How the hell am I supposed to buy a house in this economy! 

Idk if it’s weird, but I pray/practically beg God my parents never find out what we’re “doing”. Even if that means I get to only keep you in my life purely as a friend. Crazy how I feel like this when we JUST started talking. Time goes by so slow yet so fast with you. Idk what to do. You’re the sweetest girl I’ve ever met with the kindest soul. I feel like my soul is gonna get a cavity

Interesting that last year was a total shit show and now exactly a year later it’s so???? Great?? Like what I went through doesn’t fucking matter because this girl is so???? Whoa.. she’s literally the sweetest girl. My heart melts every time I think about how sweet she is. Assholes usually have my attention but SHIT. This girl man... so smart, so intelligent, so kind, so selfless?????? Lord help me

It hasn’t rained in so long. It’s like God changed the weather specifically to fit your mood and situation. I’ll never forget today. The way it rained and the way the sky looked while you were crying in my arms...like the skies were crying with you. it was so fucking terrible and I think it’ll haunt me forever.

I’m falling for you so fast. The last 48 hours have been so overwhelming for you and it hurt me to see you cry and to see you go through so much shit. A person as sweet as you shouldn’t go through this but it’s life and I’m sorry. I felt our “bond” grow stronger as you were crying in my arms and it’s crazy how I felt your hurt. A wave of sadness engulfed me and I wanted to cry with you. You said you felt a bit of relief while I was hugging you and I honestly think I took some of your pain away. Even if it was for a split moment, I’m glad I was able to give you some sort of relief because fuck man. You don’t deserve what you’re going through.

The awkwardest kiss. But it was also the fucking best first kiss. You’re gonna get me in so much trouble and I’m not even fucking mad. You’re a fucking game changer.

I see so much fucking potential in this girl, man. I’ve always thought I’d never like a Gemini..but here I am.

My hearts gonna fucking explode. I see myself all over this girl. But the issue with my parents will always be a hinderance. It’s so dumb to even try to look into the future with her, but I can’t help it. Flashbacks of my parents finding out about my ex floods my mind and gives me anxiety. I will never put someone through that shit again. Especially not her.

Where did the time go? One week You’re just a girl that sits behind me in class and the next you’re all I think about and talk about. This crush is fucking crazy.

I think you’re the first person I actually confessed/discussed my crush for. Everyone says to fuck around with you but I don’t see you in that way. I honestly really value you as a person and whatever “friendship” were forming. And the fact you feel the same about me makes me go 🥴🥴🥴.

I’m crushing so hard. So so so so so hard. It’s embarrassing. And I feel weird to the max.

Idek what’s happening. But they way she smiles and the way she laughs and the way she talks...my heart is fucking melting. She’s so fucking beautiful it’s crazy.

Bro wtf am I even feeling can I just calm down