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Graduating and going to high school soon, kinda nervous 🥹.. Dawg I blinked why tf is it almost the middle of June

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Just to make something clear, YES my oc may present me in a way (such as appearance or behavior) but NO he isn't my age, I have confirmed him to be 18-19 years old since I can't make him entirely to be like me, and he has many traits changed into something different. He is canonically pansexual, meaning he can sometimes be a bit freaky or he can entirely be platonic. I wanted to make him aroace, but considering I used to make some smut content abt him back then, I didn't like the idea so I chose to make him pansexual just like me. He was also incredibly temperamental and too comfortable, just like I am (which led to many unfortunate and embarrassing situations and asks that I don't wanna talk about anymore and that I am incredibly ashamed of and trying to heal from.) He is a self-oc, even if I had changed a few things about him, including his age, height, interests, ect.

I know that the internet is full of weirdos and many could spread misinformation about me, my ocs, my past mistakes (that I deeply regret and am ashamed of) that I'm fixing and healing from and they will make me seem like a villain, so I am changing everything abt my character and myself for many reasons since the internet can be a dangerous place for people like me. For the mistakes and wrongdoings I made, I am apologizing for them to the bottom of my heart and I'm doing my best in healing and becoming a better person so I don't make the same mistakes again. Just like in my last post, where I made a mistake months ago and back in 2025, I am here to apologize for a few other asks I made during certain RP, since now I am beginning to understand how insensitive and immature that was, and I am incredibly sorry about those mistakes I made in the past and I deeply apologize to the people that were uncomfortable. I am getting the help and support I need thanks to many of my irl and online friends which I am grateful for. <3 Thank you guys for listening and understanding me in this situation, especially those who hear me out first before making allegations. Ily all so much and I wish the best to all of you. Have a good night/day. ♡

#healing

So, I would like to apologize for this specific happening here. Yes, this has happened several months ago back in 2025, I should've known any better, and even if this was a roleplay of my character, the "meme" I sent wasn't appropriate. I am sincerely sorry for what I have done and I am not going to be repeating this action anymore, because I feel incredibly ashamed and disgusted in myself. I hope I can be forgiven for this, and, to anyone out there (Including my moots, the people I follow, ect...) please forgive me for my mistake. Once again I am sincerely sorry and I mean my apology with all my heart.

Ily guys and I will fully appreciate it if I can be forgiven.

@harvingt0n I am so so sorry about this ask I made and I really hope you can forgive me (T^T)

#apology #fuck racism

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traitor.

-🐅

...I'm sorry. This is the only way I can recover properly...I will visit soon, but I can't leave Midgard like this... — {☕️🚬}

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ive rebuilt asgard for myself.

heimdall is not welcome.

-🐅

Thanks a bunch, Kujon...but I have to stay with him, I'm sorry...I'm really sorry... — {☕️🚬}

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...can i sit with you?

-🐅

...Sure... — {💊🩸}

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we're not done.

get up.

-🐅

... — {💊🩸}

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Get up.

No one is coming to save you.

...no one is coming to save me.

Get up.

-🐅

*Nova sat there on his bed, still nauseous, dizzy, having just gotten something to eat and drink. He wasn't himself anymore, he was no longer the Nova everyone knew about, just an empty shell of who he once was. He had no more words, no more strength, everything he ever had was drained dry.* — {💊🩸}

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[WARNING!: Vomiting, Valium overd0se, blood, gore(?)]

Nova, having gone through a ton of pressure, his depression having came back stronger and his body no longer of use, he ended up finding his anxiety medication, which has expired months ago, and took one pill after another. It ended up with internal failure, leading to emergency surgery and possible removal of the stomach for a new one. Spoiler! He survives, barely.

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I'm back.

-🐅

...Hi again. — {☕️🚬}

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. . . I'm sorry. — {☕️🚬}

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...?

Kujon..? No..no, it...it can't be... — {☕️🚬}

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TW! — Angst

Former design (Before Kujon's death): Longer hair, Still visible scar, livelier

New (current) design (After abandoning Kujon and after their death): Shorter, self-sliced hair, no visible scar, less life, under extreme pressure, depression and mental instability, constantly at Kujon's grave (if they even have one)

(Wanted to start Christmas off with a banger 😼 /j)

OC by — @cujomammon

#gow ragnarok #design #fanart #christmas #merry xmas #heheheeh #dawg idk

...

i'd...have waited...for you...

-🐅

*Nova took off a black beaded bracelet, throwing it over to Kujon with his back turned, while infront, he's trying not to break down, one tear forming in his eye as he spoke in a quiet, gentle tone, one only Kujon recognized.*

I'm sorry, my Kujon...I can't keep up... — {☕️🚬}

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You hate your own best friend?

After all he did for you? Gods. And I still wonder why he ever wanted to save you, no, really! As hard as I scrubbed that brain of his I still can't find it out. You are a selfish, insecure, aggressive unreasonable monster. And that's coming from me!

Keep that idiot son. Keep all of my children. Kujon is my way of making more.

-Allf

I've hated you. I've always hated you, you dirty old fuck. I've loved that tiger, and you took him away from me. You striped me clean of my kindness towards him, ruined my mental stability and emotional health, you've ruined EVERYTHING. No wonder Heimdall hates you, no wonder every one of your sons are dead, because you couldn't protect them, like the deadbeat son of a whore you are.

I'm sorry, Kujon...but I can't keep going. I'll see you another time. — {☕️🚬}

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You tried? You didn't try anything. And you spent your energy on me. Not him. Do I have to spell it out? Kujon was NEVER in power in this fusion. He barely is conscious. Do you know why??

Because whatever harmful words you and my son gave me, he had to suffer. Don't even look at me the way you do. His suffering is because of your idiocy.

-Allf

I hate you. I hate both of you. You especially, Odin. You've ruined me. You've ruined your kids. You've ruined everything. — {☕️🚬}

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...aw. Did you...think that was Kujon talking? Did you really think he'd do that? Let me go?

I suppose I've gotten all the power I could drain from him.

I'll return him to you out of kindness. As a corpse.

-Allf

Don't return him to me at all. I tried so hard to be his friend, to be a supportive fucking person who actually cared about him. But now...I don't care anymore. I've wasted my time, my years, my patience, all gone. — {☕️🚬}

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