I was nimue-hidden-lake before! I have changed this blog name to akechis-special-case!
Please check out my rentry if you want to know more about me! It also contains my BYF, DNI, F/O List and much more!
I may focus on (modern) Persona content but I am NOT a fandom blog! I post a lot about selfship stuff too (primarily focusing on Goro Akechi in that regard)! You may follow if you like, just be aware of that when following!
NEW STRAWPAGE UP! It is also my general info card now. Please read it (with updated F/O List... Except it only lists the most relevant ones. Character tags stay the same by the way, I just didn't add them... Whoops. Anyways F/Os like Bowser or Shadow are still there, just not in that section. I debate to make a whole section dedicated to 'just for fun selfships', we'll see).
P5 Sona Info, P4 Sona Info, BSD Sona Info, FE13 Sona Info, Super Mario Sona Info (P3 Sona TBA)
General Sona Info (coming soon)
My AO3 (All of my fics in one place)
Probably the one you see the most here. Goro Akechi is my beloved if not the love of my life and he's extremely dear to me. I also don't keep it a secret that I love him. I consider him my boyfriend (/ future husband). If that makes you uncomfortable or you find it weird, feel free to not interact. Also if you're wondering though yes I am fine with the terms 'selfshipper' or 'yume' or any other related term being used!
I'm not saying that I don't love my other F/Os, I do. It's just that Goro is probably the one to look out for the most. I will usually talk & post about him.
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Also if you enjoy my work, please consider checking out my Ko Fi. Perhaps consider comissionig me too if you want!
Important Tags (A List)
#Testimonial Evidence -> Random Rambles
#Relevant Evidence -> Writings
#Physical Evidence -> Art (drawings & sketches)
#Documentations -> Answered Asks
#Pancake Detective -> Personal Goro Akechi Tag, usually gushes but can also be random stuff, as long as it's related to Goro.
# ๐ฅ๐ -> Ship Tag, mostly used for Goro & me but it can also be him and my sona
#Dancing Birds & #Lukanjakechi -> Ship tags, used for Goro and my P5 Sona
#The Jonkler -> Akiren / Joker (P5) Tag (Platonic F/O)
Band Of Thieves [Name] -> Other Phantom Thieves Tag (Platonic F/Os)
Tag list may update over time!
A quick reminder as I was asked what my stance on cc x cc is with Goro specifically...
As for other F/Os, I'm mostly neutral on cc x cc ships with them. I don't like them but I don't dislike them either. They exist to me. I probably won't engage in cc x cc discourse for them (mostly because I'm not that invested in cc x cc ships usually) but I don't really mind. Other F/Os this applies to are listed on my Strawpage.
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Ngl I lately debate to just draw some stuff with my regular sona with both Goro and Nagito but my brain goes "TOO SELF INDULGENT ABORT!" What if I desire to be stuck sandwiched between both of them? We all know I do (as flustered as it gets me whenever Nagito is just there but that's besides the point). I'm not beating the allegations so may as well just go all out. Or something...
I need to defeat my brain because not like I'm not being self indulgent 25/7.
Friend finally asked to watch the P5 anime and here we are now for a good while. We are stunned how it looks (and not in a good way). I'm ready though with food and drinks.
Can't believe that the P5 anime might give me my motivation back to finish some P5 stuff I still have planned. We'll see if it lasts.
Danganronpa 2 Side Story โ The Ultimate Novelist And Their (Lucky) Hope
Click here to get to the fic on AO3
Among the 16 students on Jabberwock Island there is a 17th. Meet the Ultimate Novelist, Ann, and how they relate to the secrets of Jabberwock Island. There's a link not even they fully understand after all, at least not yet. Not just that but they're drawn to one of the other students in particularโฆ
It is finally time to publish this work. The main fic for my sona is done. Though that's not all as I plan to publish some other stories involving them. I will finish them first before publishing however.
In any case, I am happy to proudly present this fic. I will update it in short bursts, arc by arc weekly. So only 4 chapters are publicly available right now. It will be completed though so no worries. Updates will come every Saturday so expect me to reblog this a few times.
This time covering everything up to a small recap surrounding the first trial. Next week will be a sยดsmaller batch yet it will reach up to a recap of the second trial.
But wait... 3 chapters left? There's more!? Yes, there will be a bit more last week. It will also be the last update before everything is published. Hope you're looking forward to it!
The (big) finale is here. The last 3 chapters are out!
If you followed this series, thank you for reading and I hope that you will check out the rest of these works! Currently I'm working on a prequel story which dives deeper into Ann themself and also one of their family members. I hope that you will look forward to that! Now if you excuse me... I got another larger project to work on.
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So a friend is dragging me into Guilty Gear and I immediately jump in with my own sona. I had the idea pretty quickly so I refined it a little and... Here we are. I don't know how much I do with them but I wanted them to be finished at least so there's that. And I want to present them since this took me longer than I anticipated. But it paid off... Probably. Hopefully. Let's hope I do more with them than just this but we'll see. Depends on where my ideas take me.
Anyways I may or may not be already considering to selfship with a character... Of course it's the complex white haired guy with obvious problems (by that I mean Asuka). I have a type and I hate it. Makes me consider if I also have a bias for a certain OC of mine who falls into that category but details for now.
If I had to describe how their moveset would work in Strive (specifically there because I don't think they would be playable before in any way) ... I don't have any details yet but if you played P4AU, imagine something like Magaret probably. Especially when it comes to pull things out of a book. She pulls out Personas from the Compendium. The Author could do something similar, except they might reference folklore which is based on their own interpretations. But that's as much as I got right now. I will probably focus more on lore and dynamics to be honest.
Full body + intro text under cut
The Author (Ann)
Having lived locked up for hundreds of years in captivity known as The Author. Rumor has it that they can bend the universe through their sheer imagination alone and it is said that they are responsible for terrifying, world devastating events. Others were terrified of their power, hence why they started living in captivity as the world was changing. In fact, just like That Man they are also blamed for the state of the world as the fiction they produced became almost a one on one creation. And everything they create will become reality, they may shape it as they please. Yet as they have no control over their powers it may also happen unintentionally.
Only recently they had broken free and let go of their grudge against mankind. As they have been cut off from life for a very long time they are not used to the customs of the modern world and they may have a hard time reading the mood. Stoic and blunt, finding life boring as they may already know the outcome to certain situations if not all of them. Everything and everyone feels familiar despite not them never having met anyone before.
To fit into society they decided to keep the chains around them, keeping their power contained and limiting it greatly. They may still be able to create lifelike things yet theyโre confined from their own imagination now and may not influence the world at large at any point unless they break free from those shackles once more. They donโt believe that they can ever make things right again but they can make sure to not make things worse and learn.
Just quickly visualized how I feel drawing Nagito lately
Anyways I got something bigger cooking... I will continue that later though. It's been almost 5 hours working on that one. This was a quick one by the way, not the big art I'm working on.
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WARNING! This work contains some angst in it as well the depection of the (fictional) Hanahaki Disease! Only proceed reading if you feel comfortable with this sort of thing!
โIโm sorry Nagito butโฆ I donโt think that I love you anymore.โ
The words hit hard. They stung. And it felt worse than the time where he had stabbed himself in the thighsโฆ Even if it was within the simulation of the Neo World Program, it still stung badly. And if he hadnโt taped his mouth he would have screamed in said pain. Or at least someone would have heard him. But he would rather relive that moment over and over again than having heard that sentence. Was his worst nightmare coming true?
He had spontaneously lost his breath, his lungs being clutched by something and having a tight grip on his wind pipes. Not just that but it felt as if blood was dripping down from them, something stabbing them from within. It made him lose his balance, making him drop down onto his knees and desperately gasp for air. He processed it after a few more moments until it hit him, which was even choking him on the inside to begin with. Vines. And what was stabbing him? Thorns. And it was painful. He tried to say something, anything, yet it wouldnโt come out. He was already suffocating.
But even then it would soon switch from nonsense to gurgling when he felt the vines becoming bigger and bigger, slowly reaching up to his mouth. He couldnโt even speak any longer, no words coming out. His tongue felt the thorns grazing over them, slight scratches across it. And it hurt. Each scratch hurt more than the last. It had reached a point where he was holding his tongue in place, trying not to move it too much yet it made breathing even harder. His nose was letting out puffs of air as a result, a desperate way to cling onto his life. He had to breathe somehow. He couldnโt give in just like that. Although, it felt like the utmost torture. A part of him wanted to give in and just suffocate. But survival instincts took over and he was clutching ever so desperately.
One of his hands lifted itself up, the one in the flesh, as if trying to reach out for something. What was he reaching out for however? He didnโt know. Perhaps a desperate attempt to reach out for something or someone. Anything! Anyone! The tears wouldnโt stop flowing down, a sign of pain, mentally and physically. He wanted to scream but couldnโt.ย
And then a muffled cough, his pupils turning down to see petals suddenly coming out of it. They were dropping down, right from his mouth and he was just staring at them, how they soon hit the groundโฆ Until then, suddenly, he spit them out at once, a flower blossoming right through his mouth. It was bright, yellow and each of them had a starโlike shape. He could only see it from the angle above of course so he was kind of guessing here. Yet he could see the yellow petals right then and there. They were growing from his mouth. Was thisโฆ No, it couldnโt be, but when he looked up, who was standing above him and looked down at him with this cold glare. Yeah, it was Ann, no doubt about it, their green gaze all empty and cold, as if looking at an ant in disgust. And what they had said ever so coldly and sharply, that they donโt love him anymoreโฆ It stung. It hurt. It hurt so badly.
And yet he should have seen it coming. Anyone loving him was too good to be true. After all, his parents hadnโt cared about him in the time he had been alive. His mother had never complimented him, his father never exchanged a meaningful word. And they hadnโt even comforted him when his own pet dog had been overrun by a truck. No one would love him. No one could love him. He knew that deep down. Eventually this would end. He knew that even his own partner would come to realize that, just how disgusting he was, worse than trash. He wasnโt worth worrying about. And therefore he wasnโt worth loving. It was pretty much the law at that point. Yeahโฆ It was. It hurt but thatโs how things had to go eventuallyโฆ It was niceโฆ While itโฆ lasโ
โNagito? Nagito!? Hey, Nagito! Wake up! Please, wake up! Nagito!โ A sudden scream hit his ears, making him open his eyes very quickly. He took a deep breath, mainly out of reflex, and he was able to breathe. It was gone. The vine squeezing his windpipe was all gone. There were also no petals in his mouth, making it move freely. And his mind was clear, not suffocating either, and his view went from blurry to sharp in a few seconds, though also having to adjust to the dim light.ย
And right above him was Ann, concern written all over their face. It was a contrast to what he had seen before his eyes, the opposite of cold and dismissive. They were worried, to the point they had their hands on his shoulders. Were they shaking him awake just now? Weirdโฆ His only response was letting out a half asleep โHuhโฆโ as he needed a moment to adjust and clear his mind. Yet once he did it hit him, though he wasnโt going to say a word. At least not yet.
His partner let go of his shoulders finally yet their expression was only softening just a little. โAh, finally! Aโฆ Are you ok?โ They started asking. โYou suddenly started to sweat and breathe loudly. Are you getting sick? Should I get Mikan to check up on you? If something is wrong thenโโ
He let them talk, but only for so long. Their voice was frantic, layered with a lot of concern. They couldnโt hide anything, no matter how hard they tried. But it wasnโt as if they were hiding something from him here. They were honest and right now? They were worried about him of all people. They could do better, choose someone else, yet in the end theyโre wasting all their love on him. He couldnโt take it for grantedโฆ Right? He wasnโt, hence why he was doing his best to keep them happy. And yet that nightmare just had to slip through. And it felt real for a second. And it wasnโt completely inaccurate โ Heโd rather die than live with the knowledge that their love fizzled out.
But right now? He was just glad. It took him everything to not burst out in tears at random. He wasnโt the type to cry and he would tell himself not to in the first place. No, that was unnecessary. He had no right to cry. So instead he just lifted himself up, forcing them to back away for a secondโฆ Only to grab them in a sudden hug and bury himself into one of their shoulders, resting against it and just allowing himself to take them inโฆ
โHuh? Nagito?โ Ann asked, even more puzzled probably. But thatโs fine.
โJustโฆ Give me a momentโฆโ He told them softly, his grip tight. He didnโt want to let go, he couldnโt. It was hard to believe but this? This was real. Despite everything this was reality. And he was grateful for it.
Danganronpa 2 Side Story โ The Ultimate Novelist And Their (Lucky) Hope
Click here to get to the fic on AO3
Among the 16 students on Jabberwock Island there is a 17th. Meet the Ultimate Novelist, Ann, and how they relate to the secrets of Jabberwock Island. There's a link not even they fully understand after all, at least not yet. Not just that but they're drawn to one of the other students in particularโฆ
It is finally time to publish this work. The main fic for my sona is done. Though that's not all as I plan to publish some other stories involving them. I will finish them first before publishing however.
In any case, I am happy to proudly present this fic. I will update it in short bursts, arc by arc weekly. So only 4 chapters are publicly available right now. It will be completed though so no worries. Updates will come every Saturday so expect me to reblog this a few times.
This time covering everything up to a small recap surrounding the first trial. Next week will be a sยดsmaller batch yet it will reach up to a recap of the second trial.
But wait... 3 chapters left? There's more!? Yes, there will be a bit more last week. It will also be the last update before everything is published. Hope you're looking forward to it!
And it's done! I finished this and honestly? I like how she turned out. Anyways, this is Ameri. Her intro is a little short because... Well... I have an entire story planned for her and hope that I get to write it eventually. Or at least talk about it. It's hard to summarize my plans very shortly but I tried my best. Got questions or anything like that? Go right on ahead, I'm ready to answer.
Also that story would be based on aspects from the manga since I finished that. Don't worry, I'm playing the game too right now. I might go with a bit of a mix within the story. Then again, I plan for it to be more of a campaign taking place after the potential two main stories of Persona 1 so it's also going to be its own thing, kind of. I have lots of plans already I fear. Also I know that I need to give her a full name still... Don't worry about it.
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I have been working on this for a while and I'm finally done. I made a full on reference for Ann (SDR2). I was trying a few techniques here and there but for the most part I prioritized making a full body reference. Also a small intro I suppose. But hey, I finally finalized their desgin after so long.
If you wanna read more about them, check out this fic collection on AO3.
