Jj Maybank x reader, Pouges x reader rate Cameron x reader (slightly)
Warnings: slight NSFW material, cursing
Description: based off of Bebe Rexha âSelf controlâ. Y/n l/n was known to be a big drinking girl, however deep down all she wanted was to be loved by the one and only JJ Maybank.
It was like any other casual hookup, their hands grazing one anotherâs, their lips smashing into each other as they made their way into y/nâs house. The smell of alcohol radiating off of them.
âGod youâre perfectâ jj words would spew out of his mouth before he would place his face into her neck as he started off at a slow speed picking up as they continued through the night. However the following morning y/n would wake up with the boy she had spent the most amazing night of her life gone.
The side of the bed where he had slept was cold as though he had left the night before . The clothes that he had left were gone any trace of him was gone, besides the smell of the cigarette that he had smoked before he left. That was the day that y/n knew she had gotten herself into a situation she wouldnât be able to get out of.
âPlease y/n we havenât been to a party in months it will be a good opportunity for us to have funâ Koraâs words hit y/n like a brick the dark haired girl was right, she had been pushing off going to another party in fear of having to see the JJ again and it was taking a toll on their friendship. âFineâ the words left her mouth softly as she stood up from her bed.
Before she knew it, the h/c girl was standing in front of the house the party was taking place. âY/n itâll be funâ Kora says as she drags the girl onto the front porch. Her eyes dragged over the party that took place inside as the door opened.
Once her feet had finally touched the inside of the house, the smell of beer and weed made its way to her nose, her eyes looking around the house, people were either drinking or making out in different corners of the house. Some people were even dancing to the loud music that made the house shake ever so slightly. As her eyes continued to roam they were caught with the eyes of JJ Maybank, he had a smirk on his face as he eyed her, he knew what he was doing.
âLetâs go get a drinkâ the sound of Koraâs voice brought her attention away from JJ as she dragged the two of them to the kitchen where all the drinks were at. âHow could I say no to thatâ y/n laughed loudly as she made the drinks.
For hours y/n did anything she could to get herself away from JJ Maybank drinking anything and everything she could find in hopes to just find some way to ignore the fact that he was there. Stupidly she proved herself wrong, here she was her hands tangled in his blonde hair as they laid fell onto the bed.
She was beginning to get impatient as she would grind up into him, to give some sort of friction to cause him to continue,and thatâs exactly what he did he gave into her giving her what she was begging for the moment that she walked into the house.
He left, that following morning he did the same thing to her that he had did all those months ago, he left her in a strangers house, it hurt more than anything to feel the body that she had longed for, for so long gone and no trace of him left.
There he was, his hands placed onto her sides as he kissed her, he was kissing the girl that she oh so hated for just being able to be near him let alone know him as a person, she was jealous needless to say. Her heart was pounding out of her chest as she took a sip of the beer that was held on her hand, her hands were turning white from the grip that she had around the bottle.
The sound of the blonde girls laugh echoed through the area, fuck she hated her, with a passion, and she couldnt stand it anymore
Y/n had tried everything in her power to get his attention, from smiling at him, to dying her hair to a lighter shade that it had been weeks before, she even started going to places that she knew she could talk to him. She wanted him to look at her the way that he looked at the girls he would pick up and from what she could see it was doing nothing.
Which is why she was here, underneath the body of the one and only Rafe Cameron his hands place on each side of her waist as he kissed into her neck, however the only thing in the back of her mind was him, she wanted Jj and it hurt her to the core of heart. She knew what she was doing was wrong but she wanted to forget him.
âGod youâre fucking perfectâ the sound of Rafes voice echoed through her ear as he reached to take off her shirt. Her heart began to pound out of her chest, pushing him back slightly she looked at him with tears in her eyes
âfuck Iâm sorry I canât do thisâ she pushed him off of her with a grunt as he fell onto the bed. âThe fuck you mean you canâtâ his hair was pushed up in different angles as he watched her get dressed âIâm sorry Rafe I just canât Iâm sorryâ she said kissing the side of his mouth before runnin down the stairs.
Rafe let out a loud sigh as he flopped back down onto the bed.
She knew she wasnât supposed to be here, she knew about his father and the things that he did but for fuck sake she needed him she wanted to be held by him, or at least to hug him. Before she knew it her hand was opening the door to her car as she stepped out of it. Moments later she stood on the porch, her hand shakily coming to knock on the door as tears poured down her face.
The soft click of the door unlocking, made her have some sort of hope, as the door opened JJâs face coming into view he was confused more to say, is was 2am and a girl that he occasionally hooked up with was on his door step crying.
âY/n?â He said softly as he opened the door more so that he can see her fully. She stood there, saying nothing the look of sadness written on her face. âI couldnât do itâ she sobbed her hands reaching for her face.
âWhat the hell are you talking aboutâ he opened the door wider so that he can step onto the porch. âI couldnât sleep with him, I couldnât sleep with Rafeâ her voice was hoarse as she looked into his eyes, his eyes held confusion yet concern in them.
âIs that what you came here to tell me?â He laughed softly âto tell me you couldnât have sex with someoneâ his hands racked through his hair âNo i..â another sob left her lips as she looked into his eyes. âI needed youâ JJâs eyes softened as he looked down at her, his eye brows contorted in concern .
Her hands went to his chest as she kissed him softly her lips quivering as tears fell down her cheeks. âY/n.weâŚâ he spoke between kisses as he pushed her back. âPleaseâ she broke into a soft squeak as she leaned in again, in the moment jj had given in, the sound of her soft pleads begging to just be near him break and form of emotion, as he picked her up allowing for her to wrap her legs around him as the walked into the house.
Walking into his room he gently placed her onto the bed,bring his lips to hers again as he allowed for his hands to roam her body, as if to savor eveything that he hadnât had in months.
Her hands tugged at the bottom of his shirt indicating that she wanted him to take it off, he chuckled doing what she wanted. Once his shirt was off his lips were on his again in a hungry but yet soft kiss..
She moved ever so slightly her body was sore from the night before, her body was warm as she laid underneath the blankets. She slowly turned around only to come face to face with JJ, he stayed yes it might have been his own house but she was happy he stayed rather than leaving her on her own.
JJâs arms wrapped around her brining her into him causing a soft giggle to go out of her mouth. In that moment y/n knew that she made the best choice ever she had met her one and she wasnât gonna let him go.