Hello! I'm Aisalynn. Real name is Sarah and I will answer to both. I'm in my thirties and my pronouns are she/her. I'm bisexual, married and have a daughter, two cats, and a very needy Australian Shepherd who rarely leaves my side. I have been writing, drawing, editing and otherwise participating online in various fandoms for over twenty years now, almost entirely under this same name, so I should be easy to find in other fandom spaces.
This is a multi-fandom blog.
I don't do the whole side-blog thing, I just post a giant mish-mash of whatever catches my interest whenever I feel like it. I have slipped back into my love of Marvel, both movies and comics, so at the moment that's gonna mean a lot of Tony Stark, Spider-Man, Deadpool, Wolverine and Daisy Johnson, as they are my favorite characters. I also multi-ship, so you can expect to see Spideypool, Poolverine, Starker, Cousy/Skoulson and WandaVision.
I also started a Supernatural rewatch one day when I was home with the flu and now I am right back in the thick of that obsession too, so expect a lot of Sam and Dean. I've shipped Wincest since I started watching the show when season 3 just finished airing, but you may also see me talk about Sastiel and well, anyone and everyone with Crowley.
I reserve the right to pick up a new obsession or pick up random old ones again and not bother to change this post for several years because I forget/cannot be bothered.
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Want to translate/make a podfic/draw art/write a fic based on any of my work? YES please. Just please let me know and tag me so I can see it and share it and link to it. I do not, however, give any permission to submit my work to any kind of AI, even translating AI. Thank you for understanding this.
I routinely participate in writing games, fandom games, prompt events, etc. If you see me reblogging a request for prompts or a game please feel free to join in and send me something!
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Ask box is open! Anon is on! Please feel free to reach out and talk to me. I love getting handcanons, getting requests for headcanons, getting sent games, etc. Just please understand that I it may be a while before I answer sometimes. Tumblr is my fun space and if real life and my health is exhausting me I may become anti-social for a bit.
I have Hashimoto's Disease, dysautonomia that may or may not be POTS and various chronic health issues that I am still in the midst of being diagnosed for. I do occasionally post about this. If you just want to see the fandom stuff and not my occasional mental health/chronic health rant posts I use as stress relief, feel free to block the tags, I won't be offended.
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A small excerpt from what I have written this last week. Trying to balance my writing with work, parenting, chronic illness and several different art projects, but I am slowly but surely making progress!
It was good, to have this…thing, this hobby, between them. Something to bond over after a year apart, Sam thought to himself a few times. It didn't take away how Dean's jaw tightened when Sam so much as mentioned the state of Texas, or how he got this blank, stony expression whenever Sam talked about anything he did in the year they were apart. It also didn't stop the way his stomach would twist on itself when Dean would start to say something about Purgatory and then cut himself off with an uncomfortable glance his way, the name Benny sitting like an unwelcome third passenger between them in the car.
Buying Dean a used copy of Bob Seger's Stranger in Town album didn't erase all of that, but seeing Dean stop in the hallway on his way to pass the library, pleased surprise climbing it's way up Dean's face when he heard the song coming from the speakers—"still if we can make the effort, if we take the time, maybe we can leave this much behind"—was like a soothing balm on the part of Sam that was still raw from living a full year with his brother dead.
So I just finished re-reading Lizzy's ( @according2thelore) story where Sam accidentally tells Dean he's in love with him and Dean declares he'll make himself fall in love with Sam within two weeks (seriously so good. Go read if you haven't. If you have--read it again!)
And I had an idea for a fic scenario where Dean comes to the conclusion that Sam is in love with him on his own--maybe he overheard something and misunderstood, or maybe he is just basing it on Sam's behavior, whatever--and instead of talking to Sam about it, he just decides to fall in love with Sam back. You know, to make Sam happy. Like a big brother should.
And Dean figures the best way to make himself fall in love is to just... act like he already is. So here's Dean being extra affectionate, finding ways to spend quality time with Sam, to increase intimacy, to go on little dates-that-are-not-called-dates and that do NOT end with Dean going home with the hot waitress and instead he devotes his entire attention to Sam. All without telling Sam what he is doing because he knows Sam would be horrified at the idea of Dean trying to force himself to fall in love with him, Sam is too noble to want that.
And hey, it seems to be working! Dean finds out he is actually incredibly happy devoting all his time and energy to loving Sam this way, figures if the idea had just occurred to him naturally he'd probably have been in love with Sam years ago anyway.
Except. Whatever Dean had thought he understood about Sam he hadn't. Sam wasn't in love with Dean before Dean started all of this, but now that he has spent months basically wooing Sam, Sam is pretty sure that Dean is in love with him, and is essentially asking for a relationship in the most Dean way possible--all actions and no words. So, Sam isn't likely to leave Dean alone in this, is he? Not the brotherly thing to do. So he let's himself be woo'd.
Basically neither Sam and Dean were in love with the other, but both end up falling in love to make the other one happy and because of a big ol' misunderstanding on Dean's part, lol.
*gripping hair* WHY DOES DR SEXY LOOK LIKE A SAM VARIANT WHY DOES DEAN HAVE A FUCKING CRUSH ON THE SAM COSPLAYER WHY DID THEY CAST THAT ACTOR WHO CLEARLY LOOKS LIKE SAM TO PLAY DR SEXY
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"Six weeks into the term, I assigned my rhetoric and writing students a 20-page article. It was the same length I had assigned for five years and the same length I had read without complaint as an undergraduate a decade ago. Not one student finished it.
When I asked why, a student answered honestly: It was too long, and she kept losing track of what the paper was about. This was not a remedial class: These were students who had cleared the admissions process and written essays good enough to get them here. Yet a routine academic reading assignment had defeated them.
Every generation of professors has complained that their students cannot read. The lament is usually overblown, but data have caught up to anecdote, and what I am seeing in my classroom is no longer a hunch. There is a measurable, generational collapse in sustained reading and writing, and the academy is responding to it with improvisation and exhaustion rather than the structural overhaul it requires.
In February 2024, Adam Kotsko, who teaches in the Shimer Great Books School at North Central College, wrote in Slate that students who once handled 30 pages of reading per class meeting now seem “intimidated by anything over 10 pages and seem to walk away from readings of as little as 20 pages with no real understanding.” Crucially, he added that this is “not a matter of laziness on the part of the students” but of underlying skills they were never given a chance to build.
The Chronicle of Higher Education’s 2024 investigation found the same pattern across institutions as different as the Stevens Institute of Technology and Wellesley College, where the average SAT exceeds 1400. Nicholaus Gutierrez, an assistant professor at Wellesley, told The Chronicle that the baseline for what students consider a reasonable amount of work has dropped so noticeably that he has cut his readings accordingly; a 750-word essay now strikes many students as long. At Stevens, the science and technology studies associate professor Theresa MacPhail described following the mantra of “meet your students where they are” for so long that she has begun to feel “like a cruise director organizing games of shuffleboard.”
Worse, the national data tell the same story in colder language. On the 2011 National Assessment of Educational Progress (NAEP) writing assessment, which is the most recent comprehensive writing benchmark, only 24 percent of 12th graders reached the Proficient level, and just 3 percent reached Advanced; another 21 percent scored below Basic. The reading side of the ledger is worse, and getting worse fast: The 2024 NAEP results released in September 2025 show 12th-grade reading scores at the lowest level recorded since the assessment began in 1992. Thirty-two percent of 12th graders now score below NAEP Basic in reading, meaning that, in the assessment’s own language, they likely “cannot draw general conclusions based on concepts presented explicitly in a text.” And yet more than half of these same seniors reported being accepted to a four-year college. That last sentence is the whole problem in one line: We are admitting a cohort that cannot read at a college level and are pretending otherwise.
Why is this happening? One reason, of course, is smartphones.
I came into teaching as a skeptic of the anti-smartphone argument: I had a phone in my pocket throughout high school and college in the 2010s, and I read long books anyway. I now think I was wrong, because the neuroscience has caught up. In a 2017 paper, Adrian F. Ward and colleagues at the University of Texas at Austin’s McCombs School of Business showed that the mere presence of a participant’s smartphone — whether that be face down, powered off, untouched, or across the desk out of vision — measurably reduces available working memory and fluid intelligence on cognitive tests, with the largest effects on the most phone-dependent users. A 2022 study by Motoyasu Honma and colleagues at Japan’s Showa University used near-infrared spectroscopy to compare reading on a smartphone with reading the same passage on paper, and found that smartphone reading produced overactivity in the prefrontal cortex, suppressed sigh generation, and led to general lower comprehension scores; the authors argued that the sigh inhibition and prefrontal overload were causally linked to the comprehension decline.
So when a student tells me they “kept losing track” of a 20-page article, I have to acknowledge that they may be describing a measurable neurological condition. The neural pathways that support sustained attention are built by use, and they atrophy without it. Your body is a use-it-or-lose-it system, and the brain is no exception.
Another reason for the decline in student reading capability is increasing reliance on generative AI. In June 2025, Nataliya Kosmyna and colleagues at the MIT Media Lab released a preprint titled “Your Brain on ChatGPT.” They divided 54 participants into three groups writing SAT-style essays — one using ChatGPT, the second group using a search engine, the last group using nothing — and monitored brain activity with a 32-channel EEG. The ChatGPT group showed the lowest neural connectivity of the three, with up to 55 percent reduced connectivity compared with the brain-only group, and “consistently underperformed at neural, linguistic, and behavioral levels.” Eighty-three percent of LLM users could not quote a single line from essays they had written minutes earlier. When the LLM group was forced to write without AI in a follow-up session, their brain activity did not bounce back to baseline; the researchers coined the term “cognitive debt” for the lingering deficit.
This is the first neurophysiological evidence that early reliance on LLMs measurably alters the brain’s engagement with writing tasks, and it is consistent with what those of us in front of classrooms are watching happen in real time. When I assign analysis, I am not trying to extract a polished product; I am trying to put the student’s mind through resistance in order to make it stronger. Offloading the struggle to a chatbot does not “free students up for higher-order work.” It deprives them of building the strength to do any substantial cognitive work at all.
There is a final factor that is contributing to this decline in reading skills, and that is that the students arriving in my classroom today are the first cohort to have experienced Common Core-influenced reading instruction across the entirety of their K–12 schooling. Whatever the standards’ original intent, the on-the-ground implementation in many districts replaced sustained reading with the practice of pulling “evidence” from disconnected short passages, the same format used on the standardized tests that increasingly determine school funding. The education scholar Natalie Wexler, among others, has documented this pivot in detail: Students drilled on “finding the main idea” in two-paragraph excerpts never build the stamina or background knowledge that longform reading requires. The pandemic then added fuel to a fire that was already burning. NAEP scores for 13-year-olds dropped sharply in 2022 and have not recovered. A 2023 EdWeek survey found that 24 percent of secondary-school administrators described pandemic learning loss in English and language arts as “severe or very severe.”
In July 2025, the journalist Mary Harrington argued in The New York Times that “thinking is becoming a luxury good.” The ability to read deeply and reason at length is fragmenting along class lines as ultra-processed digital media replaces text in everyday life, much as ultra-processed food has replaced cooking. Her longer treatment of the subject in First Things makes the more provocative case that we are witnessing the end of print culture itself, and with it the end of the cognitive substrate on which modern liberal democracy was built.
I see this stratification in the classroom and on the page every week. My students from districts that protected sustained reading through small class sizes, strict phone policies, and faculty who refused to teach to the test all arrive with their attention relatively intact. My students from districts that surrendered to devices and standardized testing arrive cognitively winded. A democracy that requires a literate electorate is now training one fraction of that electorate out of literacy while marketing to the other a “deep work” lifestyle as a luxury good. The students who cannot read a 20-page article today are the voters who will not be able to read a bill, or the jurors who cannot follow a closing argument, tomorrow.
I do what I can in my own classroom to address the problems. I break 20-page articles into two halves and assign the first half with explicit analytical tasks. I require exploratory writing before formal drafts. I model (visibly, on the board) how to track an argument across pages or distinguish a source’s claim from my own analysis. I make structured peer review explicit, because the workshop format I used to take for granted now collapses into “this is good” and “maybe add more details” the moment I step back.
But I want to be plain about the limits of what an individual instructor can do, and all of these solutions have costs. Scaffolding a 20-page article into halves compromises the integrity of the argument I am asking students to engage, just as modeling note-taking in a credit-bearing rhetoric course is using a college slot to teach a middle-school skill. None of the syllabi I teach are designed to deliver this type of cognitive rehabilitation, and pretending otherwise has produced credential inflation. We cannot keep conferring degrees on students who cannot do what the degree is supposed to certify.
I’m afraid I don’t have answers. I do, however, have some questions that may point us in the right direction. If higher education is going to respond to the reading crisis as a structural problem rather than a private burden carried by composition instructors and adjuncts, it has to stop avoiding the following questions: If a majority of incoming students cannot read at a level the curriculum requires, are we admitting students we cannot serve, or offering a curriculum we cannot provide?
Why are first-year writing and reading-intensive general-education courses still the most adjunctified, lowest-paid, highest-load corner of the university, at the precise moment when their work has become the most important work the institution does? What is the responsible institutional response for AI usage: Is it a syllabus statement, or a sequencing principle that requires students to demonstrate the cognitive work themselves before AI assistance is permitted?
Why are most college classrooms still phone-permissive by default? K–12 districts from Florida to California are now banning phones bell to bell; higher education has somehow lagged behind the public schools. Universities benefit from a pipeline they did not build and refuse to repair. What would it mean for a university system to invest seriously in the reading instruction happening in the high schools that feed it, rather than treating remediation as something to be quietly outsourced to first-year composition instructors?
The thing I am no longer willing to do is pretend this is a temporary adjustment period, or that “students will adapt.” They will not adapt on their own. The conditions that produced this collapse are still in place: the phones, the algorithmic feeds, the test-prep excerpts, staffing models that load the reading-intensive work onto the most precarious faculty, and now the chatbots that finish students’ sentences before they’ve even begun to think of them. If we want literate citizens, we will have to rebuild the conditions for literacy deliberately, against the grain of every incentive currently pointed the other way. I know the academy has the will to do that. It also has the obligation."
— Tyler Jagt, 1 June 2026, "My Students Can’t Read"
The generational collapse in literacy is measurable, persistent, and likely to get worse.
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