aimeegeorge

hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof

I’ve never seen anything so accurate though

I’m craving all the intimacy in the world right now

I am changing. I am growing. I am becoming better. 

all of my mutuals? worthy of so much

the worst is when i make myself show up but i can’t make myself act well enough. like i tell myself “just go to the party, you’ll feel better, you’ll have fun.” but i go and nothing changes. i just realize better how tired i am. how i’m not good with anyone. i tell myself: make a joke, smile, relax, stop being so serious. but my brain feels empty and everything is muted. i’m trying, i swear. it’s just that i don’t have the energy for this. i don’t have the energy for anything, i guess.

if suddenly you feel the urge to cry come upon you seemingly from nowhere, please, recognize that it is not from nowhere. it is from a somewhere where you forgot to mourn properly. a place only your body can remember. let these tears come. let your body mourn. let your body feel her loss. even if you cannot understand her (who can?) it is important to let your body have this. when the crying is over feed your body something special and be gentle with her. bless

idk about you but im trapped in a brain that hates me and im exhausted

*sees someone looking at their partner with genuine love and care* need me a freak like tht

Your butt is nice but it would be nicer if it was on my lap

i cant wait to be a piece of shit w/ a bachelors degree

plot twist: you let someone in and they don’t fuck you over

*gets ignored by crush* Fuck It. fuck it. from now on I’m living for ME. I am going to stay hydrated, moisturize, take care of myself and my body, work on loving myself first. I am going to focus on me and stop spending energy on others and getting caught up in gratuitous ideas of romance *crush texts back* They are The One

you are enough. there is nothing you could tell me that would ever change my mind. you cant keep burdening yourself with unrealistic expectations, it’s too harsh. you dont have to be perfect to be loveable, stop telling yourself otherwise. you are enough. you are more than enough.